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VAMA MARGA OF ONA

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Causal & Acausal Tantra

Causal and Acausal are words we use very often in the ONA to represent certain intellectual and/or “esoteric” ideas unique to our system, or at least unique to Anton Long and whatever system he had an influence upon. But just because we toss a word around intellectually and use it often doesn’t always mean we have an intimate, practical, emotional understanding of what the essence of a word(s) is. To know something from reading it, is far different from that of coming to an emotional realization of it.

To illustrate this point: imagine you had never touched a hot tea kettle before and I were to verbally tell you or write you a message that said: “If you touch a hot tea kettle it will burn.” This statement is what’s called a “meme.” Now you can go around carrying this meme in your head “knowing” that touching hot tea kettles will burn intellectually. You can even make a cult or religion out of it and infect others with this meme and teach them this bit of knowledge you have learn. But you are devoid of a real emotional grasp of what it means to touch a hot tea kettle and get burned. It’s not until curiosity gets the best of you and you physically touch a hot tea kettle and burn your finger does something very special happen. From your direct experience of physically touching that hot tea kettle and experiencing the burn, you come to an emotional realization that it fucking hurts when your dumbass touches a hot tea kettle.

That emotional realization, and the intellectual statement, are two completely different phenomena. The intellectual meme/statement is open to debate, metaphysical speculations, intellectual doubt, and philosophical interpretation. Such as: “She didn’t say what would burn,” or “If the tea kettle were made of wood, then it would burn itself, and not your finger,” or  “The kettle and burn are illusions of maya, and therefore not real,” or “If nobody was around to witness the hot tea kettle, would it still be hot?” The emotional realization on the other hand, is wordless and thoughtless. It is a realization based on direct physical experience and it can’t, or does not need to be debated, intellectualized, philosophized, interpreted, or speculated – you touched it, and it burned your damn finger. That process of emotionally grasping for things from direct experience to come to an intimate Realization is called Enlightenment. Enlightenment needs no book or teacher. It only requires you to become fully aware and connected with the natural phenomenal world of experience.

When you’ve fully understood the meaning of the above message, you will understand the crucial fundamental difference between the ONA and pseudo-satanism. Pseudo-satanism, under whatever name, brand, or label, is based on a construct of intellectual memes – ideas, idealisms, concepts, abstractifications, and arbitrary convictions. These are all open to debates, metaphysical speculations, intellectual doubt, and philosophical interpretations. In other words, pseudo-satanism is a group of people dabbling with OPINIONS with which they have no emotional realization of that has no real or genuine connection to the real world of causal phenomena. In otherwords, it is mental gymnastics that has nothing to do with the real world, because it all happens INSIDE the pseudo-satanist’s own head. There is a big difference between your head (subjective) and the world outside your eyeballs (objective).

The ONA is the total opposite. It is designed and it stresses direct experience of the phenomenal word; through it’s ordeals; grade rituals; and practical, applicable methodologies to engineer not only real world results, but the apprehension of an emotional realization of Self, reality and existence. The ONA is then a process of Enlightenment. A process of coming to the intimate and ontological Realization of who we are and what we are in relation to the Cosmos. The Buddha did not become Eng lightened from the reading of a book or being a member of a religion. He gained that Enlightenment by directly immersing himself into the reality of the phenomenal world, exposing himself to the hardships of the people outside his walled kingdom and intimately “feeling,” -grasping – for an emotional realization of what life is in the forest. I use the Buddha here only as an example.

What then is the phenomenal world, or the Causal as we refer to it in the ONA? The word itself gives up its secret. The word Causal is not an esoteric or mystical word used to refer to the natural world because Anton Long thought it sounded cool. It actually describes the essential mechanism of the natural world we physically exist in. A causal system is a machine that outputs something when something is inputted into it. Such as a gumball machine: you put in a coin and it gives you a gumball; you don’t put in a coin – you don’t get a gumball. Another example is your girlfriend: you give her the input that she’s pretty and tell her you love her, and she puts out (such is the ways of a causal entity). In other words the phenomenal world we exist in is governed by a “cosmic law” which gives you what you put into it: For every ACTION there is a reaction – Cause and Effect. AND, because we ourselves are causal organisms, we also function under the same binary principle; as I conveniently illustrated with the girlfriend – and if you have the experience of having one of these you will REALIZE the illustration.

There is something almost sinister about causal organisms living in a causal world. Every time I put in money in one of those vending machines and grab what it gives me, I can’t help but feel like a monkey sometimes. Like I was a dumb pigeon in one of B.F. Skinner’s causal machines where he’s manipulating and conditioning these birds to peck at red and green buttons for food. Or Pavlov’s Dog. It’s like I were a robot that ran on a primitive binary coding. I bring this up for the very intelligent ONA Initiates who can decipher what was just said and learn to take advantage of those unawakened robots.

When we’ve studied and learned the theories of a natural principle, or natural law, we can then put the theory into practice to engineer results. For instance studying the principles of aerodynamics and understanding how wind works and how birds fly – we can use what we learn to make airplanes that takes advantage of a natural principle to reap commercial benefits. That’s the difference between a theory and an applied theory. It’s the difference between a mere belief you carry in your head, and transmuting what you know into tangible results. Just because you know something, doesn’t mean that something is worth anything in the real world. You can be a pseudo-satanist with a 1000 books on the occult and talk a lot about the dark arts, but if what you know has never produced any tangible – practical – results, everything about you is practically worthless.

Learning to utilize the causal principle of the phenomenal world brings us now to what the WSA terms “Causal Tantra.” “Tantra” is like a taco – it’s weird like that. It was imported from a different country, composed of a different people who had a different worldview from the Western/Occidental mind, and it was mutilated to market to the occidental market in the hippy era of the 60’s and 70’s. Just like how the concept of a Mexican taco was imported to America and degenerated into the crap they sell at Taco Bell or Dell Taco; and Orange Chicken isn’t real Chinese food. Tantra in the West has degenerated into some sex act between old hippies looking for “enlightenment” in the rubbing of their hippy vaginas and penises. And when asked what the actual word means, nobody seems to know, or a very imaginative occidentalized meaning is innovated.

Before we can understand what “causal tantra” is, we first have to understand what the word “tan-tra” actually means in context to it’s native Oriental minds and cultures. Fortunately I was born and raised in such a culture. There are two root words in the word tantra: Tan and Tra. The word Tan basically means a Thread or String. Tra is the ancestor of the English word “Through” or the Latin word “Trans” meaning to cross something, go through something, or across something.

Tra is a verb and an adjective. In Theravada Buddhism when the Buddha crosses over to the Other Shore, meaning when he “died” and reached Nirvana he has “Tra.” Tra refers to what happens at the end of an enlightened being’s causal life. In other words enlightened beings don’t die, they Tra – cross over into Nirvana: the formless void; Pure Land.

Tan is a much more difficult word to explain because it is used idiomatically to not even mean string or thread. Tan is the Sanskrit equivalent of the Pali word “Pali” itself. Pali is a dialect of Sanskrit and the language the Buddha spoke and it is the language his essential teachings were written in. The word “Pali” itself literally means a “Seam” or “Weave” as in the Seam of your pants which is a weaving of thread that holds your pants together. To the oriental minds that spoke Pali and Sanskrit their language or the written aspect of language is a string of letters and a weaving of words. If you’ve ever seen written Sanskrit and you see how the letters are connected at the top like a string or thread binding the letters together, you will understand the idiomatic value of the word Tan/Pali. “Pali” in it’s native Buddhistic context thus also refers to the masterful weaving of the Buddha’s word in the form of chants and actual lectures. Tan is also the masterful weaving of words to produce Sanskrit mantras like “Om Mani Padme Hum.”

So when you put those two words together: Tan+Tra, you get a word that means a masterful weaving of words designed to help the reader to practically achieve enlightenment; or literally: the “Transitioning Thread” or the “Thread that causes Transition.” “Thread” here meaning a Thread of scripture, esoteric doctrine, chant, or spell. A Sanskrit dictionary explains the definition of Tantra as: “A loom; warp; groundwork, underlying principle, essence; system; standard; main point; rule, doctrine; manual; section in a manual; a class of magical and mystical treatises; spell[...]” In otherwords, tantra is an esoteric teaching and the practical principles that is associated with esoteric doctrine specifically designed to manifest enlightenment and transformation or transition from one state to another. In the ONA we would understand this as roughly “Internal Alchemy.” So now that we have a genuine understanding of what the word Tantra means, what would the term “Tantric Buddhism” allude to? It alludes to the hidden esoterica, the magic, chants, spells, mystical practices, and secret tradition that progresses one to enlightenment, which lays hidden beneath the superficial form which is observed by the uninitiated as common Buddhism.

When you learn to understand the native idiomatic value of the word tantra, as an Initiate of the ONA, you will begin to realize that the entire system of the Order of Nine Angles is a tantra or a masterful weaving of the words and mind of Anton Long constructed and designed to help the Initiate practically via direct experience, achieve self progression and the progression of society. The ONA is thus tantric in nature. There is an outer, superficial form which the outsider observes and sees, and there is a hidden esoteric essence which the initiate understands to be the true and genuine ONA. The outer form may, can, and will change, but the tantra or esoterica remains the same Dark Tradition. Tantra shares another commonality with the esoterica of the ONA which most adepts who understands its esoterica will recognize. Originally Tantra was a spiritual system developed by the Mon-Khmer Shaktas who believed that Shakti/Energy (our Baphomet) was the central essence of the Cosmos/Universe which is a concrete manifestation of said energy. It sought to reconnect, reyoke – yoga- it’s initiates back with the Cosmos to realize this energy, and through mystical and magical practices teach it’s initiates to use this energy to achieve illumination and affect the material world.

Causal Tantra is then the woven words which describes the causal principles of our phenomenal world and the masterful weaving of action in which those principles are applied to take you physically across from point A to point B. Point B being your end desire. It is a dance of strategic action which engineers or produces your end desired result. Such ONA practices as Insight Role, Shrenching, Shapeshifting, Ordeals, and Grade Rituals; and 352 innovations like Glamouring, Emshifting, and Backmasking are all specialized forms and applications of causal tantra which either helps the Initiate engineer a desired end result and/or helps the Initiate progress towards personal enlightenment.

Superficially, casual tantra can be very simple. If you desire a job, you dress proper and ask businesses if they are hiring, go to the interview and get the job. Your emotions is the basic fuel of causal tantra. Your emotions governs and influences your actions and behavior. If you desire something bad enough, you will act on it and get it. Therefore a weak emotion will produce weak action – input in the causal system, which in turn will output a weak result. Action fueled by burning passion and unwavering determination will thus yield a more powerful end result. The difference is landing a wage earning job, and becoming a self-made millionaire in a decade. The difference is settling for any convenient girl as a girlfriend, to getting the trophy wife of your dreams. The difference is renting an apartment your whole life and owning the home of your dreams. The difference is spending the best years of your life and free time working for someone else, and having all the free time in the world to spend it with people you care about and do the things you want to do. The choice is yours, and it all depends on how much passion and determination you input into the causal system. Emotions is then a very important factor in causal tantra. But in Acausal Tantra your emotions is a barrier that will prevent you from manifesting results.

The word Acausal is much harder to explain as it is used in the WSA. Gramatically it litterally means “Not-Causal.” It implies a system in which the law of cause and effect is nonapplicable. Or the Acausal exists independently outside the jusrisdiction of the causal world or causal phenomenon. An example of an acausal system is your own mind in day dream mode. The “reality” you see and experience in a day dream is acausal in essence due to the fact that the law of cause and effect does not in any way apply to the forms contained in it. This feeble definition would have you think that the acausal is “somewhere” else “beyond” the causal world. But such is not the case.

On a macrocosmic level, this physical universe we exist in maybe causal, or governed by universal principles of cause and effect, physics, thermodynamics, et cetera. But on a Microcosmic – Quantum level- such laws are nonapplicable. The Quantum Flux which is the essential fabric of our physical universe operates with its own set of strange laws that is not causal in nature. To illustrate this when you take a physical rock and you throw it at a physical person, you get a causal reaction: the person’s head bleeds and if he is not unconscious you will reap a reaction to your action: get your ass kicked. In a microcosmic subatomic level, if you threw a hydrogen atom into an oxygen atom, instead of getting a reaction out of the oxygen atom, the two transmute into an entirely different element – water. This is not to say that the Quantum Field is the Acausal because even the Quantum Field itself, as fine and microcosmic as it is, is still energy in motion or manifestation as a “sea” finite quanta of energy. The Acausal is the  Supernal Light from which eminates that which coagulates into quantum form and substance. It is the Sublime Morphic Resonance Field “upon” which is “etched” the totality of all that exists and is possible in coherent information form.

A better way to illustrate the relationship between the causal and acausal as we in WSA use the terms is with a computer game or video game. Take Zelda for example. The game you are playing or seeing on the screen is the causal world. It’s based on the same input-output principle. You move your character off a cliff and you die, you punch another character and you get a reaction, and what actions you do in your Zelda world produces results. The acausal of this Zelda world is invisible, independent of the image you see on the screen. It exists as a string or weave of coherent information on the disk – it is the program which lies far “beneath” the images you see on the screen. The two worlds look complete different and opperate on very different laws. There is no form in the Zelda acausal, its just 1’s and 0’s. Nothing moves in the Zelda acausal. Both the beginning and end of the game co-exists simultaneously in the Zelda acausal. The entire game’s potentialities exists all at once. The characters in the Zelda acausal are eternal coherent bits of information which have neither a begining or and end. But – if you alter the sequence of coherent information by adding extra 1’s and 0’s – you ultimately affect what is on the screen – this is then Acausal Tantra. It is the”act” of effecting the causal world by imprinting your will upon or programming the acausal.

The link, wormhole, connection, or nexion between the causal and acausal is the Mind. It is in the mind that the esoteric chants are stored. It is in the mind that the desire to open a nexion occurs. It is in the mind that sensual reality (reality based on the 5 senses) takes form. When an ONA Initiate presences the Dark by the methods and traditions he was taught it is all in reality the firing of synaptic connections which releases what chants and rituals he recalls and preforms, which moves his body and mouth accordingly. His surroundings, his wardrobe, his crystals, even the other participants are in actuality nothing more than firings of synaptic connections and the stiring of electricity in areas of his own brain. because it requires the brain/mind to behold and give form to the causal universe, the mind itself is the connection between what he sees as being the causal and acausal. In the same way that the Operating System of a computer is the actual connection between what images one sees on the screen and the sea of coherent information on the hard drive. The computer screen, computer tower, and operating system are in actuality a single continuum/system. The Acausal, the Mind, and the Causal are in actuality a single continuum/system. Thus, it can be better understood how having more adepts and initiates of the ONA “brings down” more acausal energy to affect the causal world.

The two fundamental components of acausal tantra is Will Power and what the WSA terms a “Thazer,” or a “Diamond Mind.” The mind; or more accurately – it’s thoughts; can be pictured as a cluster of carbon atoms. If the carbon atoms are in no particular coherent order you get a piece of coal. If the same carbon atoms are brought or forced into a coherent order (Order out of Chaos) you end up with something completely different: a diamond. It’ is the same with one’s thoughts. If your thoughts/mind is scattered it is like the scattered light emanating from a flashlight. But when you force or focus that same emanation of light into a concentrated beam you get a lazer. A concentrated “beam” of coherent thought is called a “Thazer.” The Will Power to the thazer is like the amount of electrical energy inputted into a lazer – the more energy – the stronger the lazer.

Emotions has nothing to do with acausal tantra. In fact emotions becomes a wall between your mind and the causal world. This can be illustrated by a pond with fish in it. The fish is your mind, the surface of the pond is your emotions, and the natural surroundings around the pond is the causal world. If the surface of that pond is moving and rippling the fish can’t see the natural surroundings well. If the surface/emotions is moving violently, then the surroundings cannot be seen at all. This is what is meant when someone is “blinded by their emotions.” It is only when the surface of that pond is dead still that the fish can focus its concentration on the intricate detail of the natural surroundings. Only when the emotions are silenced, can the Mind and Will affect the causal.

A better way to explain how one’s emotions can affect and impede the power of the mind and will is by imagining a person with a fear of high places. Place him at the top of a 3 story building and ask him to run and jump the gap that separates the building he is on and the adjacent building. His violent fear completely obstructs the power of his mind and will to even move his own body close to the edge of the building he is standing on. If on the other hand this person has the ability to turn off his emotions and silence it to a dead stillness, he has but to fucus his mind and will on the simple act of running and jumping. Thus, it is no easy task to learn to control one’s emotions.

Silencing your emotions goes against the popular occidental theory of magic, in which it is believed that the stronger your emotions, the more likely your magic will work. This misconception can be explained with another illustration: a boiling pot of water. The water being your emotions. If you had the desire to feel a drop of boiling water on your skin, there are two options you can take to fulfill this end desire. You can wait for the water to violently boil, hold your hand near the pot and wait for chance to pop one of those boiling bubbles to throw a drop of hot water on you. In this first case, the end result is dependent on chance, even if your emotions are strong. The second option is to apply your mind and will to move your finger and lightly touch the water. The second case will guarantee the end result, as long as the mind and will are united and strong.

There is then an obvious other downfall to the concept of occidental “magic,” if you understand what is being written here. The ritualism, incantations, and excitation of the five senses with imagery causes the mind, its thought, and concentration to scatter in every direction but the right one. This environment is not conducive to a thazer. For a thazer to be possible, the thought, awareness, concentration, and will of the mind has to be so focused on the single end desire that everything else around you vanishes. The act of intensely focusing your mind on an end desire is the act of “imprinting” that end desire onto the acausal.

Like causal tantra, 352 has several specialized variations of practical exercises secretly stored in its Opus Vrilis which are acausal tantra in nature. Such 352 acausal tantras as: Raising Leviathan; The Priesthood; Satanic Mentalism; Mahavayuvica; Avayuvica; Death Gnosis; Exmentation; Tapping; and Phazing are designed to help our Disciples master acaual tantra which requires many years of devout “monastic” practice. It takes a monk (Buddhism) many years to learn to silence his emotions and hold his concentration on a thought, idea, or object for hours. This means acausal tantra takes much practice and decades to reach Adepthood. It required the ability to enter a deep trance state via meditation and the ability to hold onto a thought, without your mind wandering for at least an hour. The chantings and mantra a monk recites has no magical value in it. These only serves to help keep certain aspects of his consciousness/awareness busy with an absolutely meaningless task (reciting the mantra) so that the mind does not wander away from what is being concentrated on.

When the mind and will imprints a desire onto the acausal, that end desire doesn’t just appear out of thin air. It comes to you with the change of environment, surroundings, situations, events, in the causal world. It manifests through other people receptive to the emanation of your thazer and will, through coincidences, and serendipity. Thus being active in the real world, and having social skills is an important factor in both causal and acausal tantra.

No loner with bad social skills can really achieve anything in life but depression and psychosis. The same goes for people who live inside their heads and rarely join the rest of us in the real world. If you want life to give you things you actually have to expose yourself to life and learn how it works. This is the main reason d’etre of why the WSA exists – to teach its Disciples how to progressively Master Life. To not only live it to the fullest as the cliche goes, but to also extract out of it all that it is worth. This doesn’t come easy. If it did we’d all be living fulfilled lives in which all our dreams are met. All you are to life is a bag of genes which it uses to continue itself and if you accept your default lot in life, this is all you will basically be. It takes a mobster with her/his proverbial tommy gun who isn’t afraid to intimidate and kick life’s ass to extort and racket it for its abundance and wealth and achieve Mastery of Life. There are many petty crooks in life, but very few Al Capones.

Chloe

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La Vie Noir

We’re often asked how Satan and the Sinister is Numinous by people. This confusion is based on a misunderstanding of what the WSA and its parent the ONA is. ONA and 352 is an Esoteric Order, meaning that what you see superficially is not the essence and hidden quality or value of what genuinely constitutes the WSA/ONA. There is a zahir and a batin, a useful outer dressing, and an intimate soft inner flesh… so what you see is not always what is underneath. It’s like confusing the clothes a girl wears for the actual girl herself. The clothes comes off and changes, but no matter what she wears, her curvy body is always there hidden for those with the right game and skills to undress her… to partake of her “hidden parts” if you will. In a way 352 and the ONA is like a girl with a great self image who only gives her secret stuff to the worthy… whereas most other organizations and religions are cheap 25 cent whores that give it all up to anybody.

So this confusion is based on lack of perspective. To your common generic stagnant Satanist, his Satan-ism is the end and a means to nothing. Satan-ism to these people is a religion – a box in which are collections of ideologies, softcore philosophical concepts, convictions, and glorified opinions. Satan is evil, and the Sinister is equated with doing bad things. From this perspective, it is admittedly hard to see anything Numinous about evil and bad things. This is a limited Christianized weltanschauung. If this is all you see in the ONA, then you have never really mentally, emotionally, spiritually, or psychologically left the matrix of Christianity.

352 was constructed by minds who were not born, raised, and conditioned in this Christian matrix. Most are Buddhists, some are Brahmanists, some Shaivite, some Shaktas, some Deists, and some are just esoteric mystics. They use the same words like “Satan” and “Sinister,” but these word have a very different esoteric value to them.

To begin to understand the Sinister Numen, we must first understand the thinking process of WSA and what it essentially is. 352 is first a Reichsfolk Culture and Numinous Way institution then an ONA organization. It posits that there exists something “Numinous” or naturally “Divine” which permeates the Living Cosmos. It posits that Urban Civilization, i.e. the “State,” or the “Nation,” is Maya – an Artificial deceptive illusion of mass control. It believes that a majority of urban humanity is asleep, having been born, raised, and mentally conditioned in this artificial environment. Thus, such people have lost touch with not only their own Humanness, but also of the Natural World, and the Living Cosmos.

352 then asks – How then are the anariya – the worldlings lost in this urban illusion – to be Awakened to gradually come to reconnect with the Numinous Cosmos and their own Original Numinous Human Essence? The answer is by first utilizing a Western contraption called “Satan” as a memetic Gate Way to the Sinister.

The Sinister itself is not the end of the matter. Living the Sinister Way is the beginning of a rude awakening. Wherein the Initiate intimately realizes via direct experience that everything about Urban “reality” is a prop and a lie. Everything from its religion which docilizes, to its laws which incriminates humanity. I say this in the Taoist sense, as the Tao Te Ching puts it – The more laws the State makes, the more criminals are made of its own citizens (paraphrased).

Living the Sinister Life is not the desired end in 352. It is a Shivaic process of awakening. In Tantrika, Shiva is the Destroyer and Trickster god. He is the annihilator of human institutions and the façade and artificial props we put up and super-impose onto Reality. It is only after such human – manmade, artificial – superimpositions (of our own human arrogance) are destroyed that the mind is able to SEE what exists BEYOND that deified urban façade… which is Reality in its Numinous and Undefiled form.

Religion only exists in the city-state. It does not exist in Nature, nor does it exist in tribal societies in tune with Nature. In tribal cultures across the world, the way of life, being human, and the primal flow of Nature exists as a seamless Numinous continuum. You cannot take the tribal man out of Nature, nor Nature from his way of life. He is a living, feral part and manifestation of Nature.

Religion is an Urban tool of domestication. Before there was secular politics, religion was the politics, law, and order of a city-state. It still is in most parts of the Middle East (the Shariah). The only difference between a religion (and sectarian laws) and politics (and secular laws) is the Abstract Figurehead. In Religion it is some abstraction called a “God.” In secular politics it is an abstraction called “the People.” Although the abstract figurehead may be different, the people who make the laws are the same Mundanes. The people that enforce such laws are the same Mundanes. The people that follow such laws are the same duped Mundanes. In either case, the cost of being duped by religion and the State is life long servitude, and life long suffering.

To religion and the State, you are a domesticated beast of burden like any cow or sheep or goat; domesticated/civilized, schooled/trained, and bred to profit others. It doesn’t matter what your skin color is, what color your eyes are, what your ethnicity is, or what religion you belong to. Why is it that the first Magian priests were shepherds, and the first Magian politicians were priests? Because it’s the same old shit, in a different toilet.

So, in 352, the Sinister Way of Life is still only a means to and end. The intent of that means is twofold – a) your personal enlightenment, meaning the realization that you are a slave to the machine; and b) the destruction of that Machine; thus opening the path and way for that which is Numinous.

It’s pathetic to see these generic stagnant Satanists acting like they’re bad ass for hating Jesus, and defying religious Christian laws… which has had no power or political authority for at least 300 years. It’s like watching a group of rebels without a cause kicking a 300 year old dead horse. When it comes to defying the State and secular law and order, these same bad ass clowns whimper and whine about how illegal and criminal such Sinister behaviour is. Not ever realizing that the same Mundanes and Homo Hurbis they claim to be misanthropic towards are the very ones that make and enforce those laws they religiously follow. It’s cool and fun to hate Christianity… and be a patriot at the same time, isn’t it?

There can be no Numinous Way of life, if the very people you desire to help free from suffering are lost and enthralled by an artificial illusion. Buddhism and its teachings of non-violence didn’t come into existence whole heartedly accepted by the Indian mass. It was born in bloodshed, and forced on the mass by the enlightened Ashoka with the sword. Islam and its Brotherhood was not accepted by the mass from the get go. Muhammad ran amok slaughtering and conquering, forcing his way of peace and brotherhood on the stupid mass. Your common citizen of any State does not follow or accept secular law and authority naturally. They are forced to follow these laws and pay taxes at the threat of imprisonment and punishment.

The common mass of people are a stagnant bunch prone to habit and inertia. It does not know what is good for itself. It must be lead and force to do things for it’s own good. It is the responsibility of the enlightened… as it has always been… to think for the mass and coral them like the cattle they are forward for their own good.

This “thing” we are involved with is a game which has been played since the dawn of mankind. It’s like a game of football. This world is the football field… the ball is the Mundanes as a mass. What team has the ball in their court wins wealth, dominion, power, and the control of the mass’s destiny. Over the aeons of our species existence, the team players have changed, but the Mundanes have always remained the same ball of the game. In this light, one will see clearly that everything that is written and said by such team players is all bullshit memetics to get that ball.

The Sinister Numen

In the pre-hindu religion of the indigenous Mondas and Dravidians of India, the god An… sometimes known as Kumara or Ardhanari… was a hermaphrodite. Its right side was Ardha meaning Man, and it’s left side was Nari, meaning Woman. These two halves came to be known as Shiva and Shakti.

Shiva is from the word “Shava” meaning a dead corpse… and Shakti meaning “Force,” or “Energy.” The use of such terms is based on the fundamental essence of vama marga tantrika. During the initiation rite of a novitiate the initiate is made to sleep in a cemetery next to a dead body for the night. During that time the novitiate must contemplate on what exactly is the difference between his living body and the dead body next to him.

If the initiate contemplates deep enough, he will come to the eventual realization that there is not much of a difference between a living body and a dead body, but that the living body seems to have Force to it. Thus, the Initiate comes to realize that it is Shakti – the Left Hand Side, or softer, more subtle side of Creation which is the fundamental essence of Creation itself… that there is more to material existence.

Vama Marga posits that material creation is a condensation of or a coalescing of Shakti. That all things that physically exist are an aspect of and manifestation of Creation and the Living Cosmos. The physical universe and the more subtle essence of creation – Shiva and Shakti – are ONE being embraced in an eternal dance. Maya – illusion – comes into existence when the Mind is lead to believe that these two are separate. Thus Duality is born. Without energy, the world is dead matter. Without matter to animate, energy is dormant.

Think of electricity – if it has no light bulb or computer or television to animate and express itself thru, it lays dormant somewhere in the walls or in the wires unseen and forgotten. If one desired to experience electricity, one must allow it to express itself thru what causal substance it will manifest thru such as a Tesla Coil, or indirectly thru maganitism. Experiencing the subtle Numinous aspect of this material cosmos happens in the same way. One must embrace and be at-one with the material universe and allow the acausal to flow thru.

Thus, mythically when Shiva and Shakti are divided Shakti is said to fall asleep in a dark cave at the very base of the spine forgotten. While Shiva is said to sit as a lonely sickly king on his throne in the 6th Chakra – the third eye. It is here, somewhere between the eyes that we feel our conscious awareness to be… that “I” we assume ourselves to be, that aspect of our beta wave awareness so often lost in this Maya of materialism. Enthralled by the façade of gross matter. Lost in its dead, lifeless urban maze. To awaken from this illusion, to be enlightened, Shakti must be reunited with Shiva… duality must be reunited as ONE.

Thus the symbol of the ouroboros – the serpent biting its own tail. The spine is the serpent… the tail is Shakti… the head united with the tip of the tail is Shiva… what once appeared to be two separate ends is actually one continuous circle/cycle of Creation. Energy giving life and form to matter… living matter (us) giving form and life to energy. It is thru the nexion of the Mind that this energy is directed, irrigated, into form and substance. Everything that we know of today, from the cities we live in, to the foot prints we left on the moon, first began as a Thought in someone’s mind. What we sometimes may call Shakti or Acausal Force literally and naturally conforms to and is molded into form by the Mind into the future reality we will experience and exist in. The Living Cosmos thus continually is in a state of self creation via it living intelligent manifestations. We are each a nexus of creation.

This is the meaning of illumination, that which we dis-cover when Shakti and Shiva are united. Nothing has really changed about the material universe you see. It is just a matter of now understanding that there is more to the physical universe, that all of creation is divine/numinous, and that we are each not just accidental things of some planet, but the living cosmos in physical manifestation. That we have our finer, more “realer” essence not in dead matter, but in Life Force itself… which is the same single eternal Life Force of the Cosmos.

From this weltanschauung – this “knowing” – the material world is not a bad place of suffering which accidentally came into being out of nothing. It is the exultation of Life Force expressed as us and everything which surrounds us. A pageantry or theater in which we don on our costumes for a short while to enact in a cosmic play.

Thus, Shiva is the God of the Dance. Oriental Dance here does not necessarily denote the movement of one’s body to music. One must think of things like Kabuki, or Thai Dance, or Lakorn [Labam] Khmer which is more than arbitrary movement of limbs to music. Each dance in lakorn tells a story and mythology. Each dancer is a god or goddess or mortal… there is a script to each dance. Oriental Dance is actually a pageantry or theater; like Dionysus the Cabiri, Shiva is the God of the Theater… the Cosmic Choregos.

This is the fundamental essence of illumination when an initiate of vama marga – the Left Hand Path – comes to finally realize… that the physical world is a theater, and that mortal life is a pageantry in which we are the director, scriptwriter, and main character of our own play. That mortal existence is not something to be hated, rejected and despised, but something to be cherished, adored, and enjoyed, because it is Creation at play.

This is the genuine meaning and essence of the Sinister Way. Sinister is merely the Latin word for Left. It is the rejection of the grotesquely misunderstood weltanschauung, ontology, and cosmology of the Religonists and those of the Right Hand path which reject mortal existence as inherently bad and imperfect; which vilifies us humans as something disgusting, vile, and incorrect… which often states that the material universe is accidental and lifeless. That there is no life force anywhere. That dualism is a reality and that the struggle of some force of good and evil is a reality.

The Sinister perspective of life is simply one that embraces and adores the Beauty and Numinosity of physical existence… but one cannot hope to embrace or adore such Beauty and Numinosity if one is hopelessly lost in a maze of artificial illusions, in which what we humans have made and imprisoned ourselves in is confused for reality. If you believe the City-State is real… if you believe what urban perspectives your eyes and mind has been conditioned by birth to see as being “reality”… then you are Mundane. That word comes from the Latin “Mundus” meaning World. Numinous Reality is what is left, when the cities have burned to the ground, and the State is no more.

To such Worldlings, the Sinister Nobility who desires to destroy their deified contraptions is indeed evil and criminal… and we revel in those descriptors they have given us… knowing well that the games we play are far beyond their capacity to understand. It is one thing to revel in such descriptors knowing that they describe us as such out of sheer stupidity… it is another thing to believe or accept what definitions the stupid have made as reality. – LXII:OV

Kayla 352

Order of Nine Angles

120yf

Esoterica of Caligula

At times he is spoken of as a real person. Sometimes as the Grand Master of the WSA. Other times Caligula is not even a person but the personification of the essence of the White Star Acception. Yet still at other times some seniors will speak of him as a non causal person they meet up with in a place they call Caligula’s Gin Grotto. Whatever Caligula is said to be exoterically, all Disciples of 352 are Blood Progeny of Caligula.

Caligula is the esoteric foundation and spirit of the WSA, as our Sinister Constitution states. It is what is left, or what one sees, when the superficial trappings [Dhir] of 352 are stripped away. It is actually an intentional Anglicization of the Sanskrit: “Kali Kula” which means “the Kula of Kali.”

The word Kali not only refers to the “Goddess” of the same name; whom 352 associates with Baphomet; but its other meanings as well: Black or Dark.

The Sanskrit word “Kula” has the objective meaning of: a Tribe; Clan; Family; a Group of Kin; Lineage; Ancestral Blood; or House. The word “House” here does not denote a shelter, but is more related to the English concept of a “House” when used to refer to royalty; as in: the House of Stewart, or the House of Habsburg and such. In this context and understanding, Kula and House have the same objective meaning: referring to a group of people related to one another by blood who have a Tradition and or a Collective Identity of some sort tied to that blood, which is hereditary.

Subjectively or esoterically, the word Kula has a very distinct and specific essential meaning. A Kula is a word used exclusively in Shaktism to refer to a group of Shaktas [Initiates] bound together as a family by vows, esoteric left hand practices, and who are devoted to the “Siddha Way” of Shaktism: what has been watered down and “made safe” as “Vama Marga” in both the West and East. In otherwords, a Kula to Shaktism is what a Sinister Tribe is to the ONA.

Left Hand practice here does not mean the same thing it has come to be known in the Occident. Right Hand tantrika rejects sex as being “unclean” and the material world as being an illusion to be transcended. They utilize methods of meditations now very familiar to the Western world. Left Hand tantrika states that in this Kali Yuga, Sex is the prime and ultimate method of illumination, and that the body and material world is a crucial element to that illumination, because with out a causal world, there is no experience, and without a body, there is no tool for illumination. We are not here using Occidental vernacular use of the term “Left Hand practice,” which is corrupted, we are utilizing its original Oriental Tantrika meaning.

Siddhi Kula or the tradition of Siddha is based on the premise that the Initiate must work to progress or evolve himself – or surmount himself as Nietzsche would say – to become more than a mere mortal. In the Siddha tradition there is no real guru to teach you. As a Chela you are on your own. It is through your own efforts and experiences that you yourself gradually transform to become a Siddh; which essentially means “perfected,” “achieved,” “actualized,” “accomplished,” “resulting from,” “fulfilled or proved through test and deed,” “demigod,” and “sorcerer;” Ubermensch, as Nietzsche calls it.

In the Siddha Way all taboos are broken and to be transcended by actually practicing and engaging in taboos. Along with taboos goes social norms, religious standards and religious and secular laws. Which are all to be transcended either by forcing yourself to engage in behaviour and activities contrary to such norms and standards or in activities which transcends the boundary of such laws. In doing such, the Initiate gradually transcends such limitations and achieves Liberation and Illumination.

It should be here noted that when I use the term “Shaktism” in English that the word comes with the -ism suffix, which would lead one to interpret that word as being a religion. This is an inconvenience of translation. Unlike English, there is no-ism suffix, or  specific word with the meaning of “religion” in Sanskrit or many of its vernaculars. The closest two words used are: Dharma and Sasna. Dharma in popular context just means “Law.” While Sasna has the root meaning of “Wisdom” and “race/ethnic group” [Sas] which would mean the Wisdom of a Group of People. To it’s indigenous Mon-Khmer people in India, “Shaktism” is not a religion. It is a way of life inseparable from the way of their Sas or Kula [Tribe/people].

Also in English, and in Hinduism, “Shakti” is interpreted to mean a Goddess. When in actuality the word “Shakti” just means “Force,” “Essence,” “Energy,” or “Power” like electricity. To the indigenous Mon-Khmers of India who originated “Shaktism” this “Shakti” is nothing other than the ubiquitous Life Force of the infinite and eternal Living Cosmos and this same material universe is just a condensation of this Life Force. In a similar way that water vapour, in the right conditions condenses into a different causal form called ice.

Nath Kula is a school of wannabe Siddhi Shaktas who couldn’t handle the taboos and perversions associated with Siddhi Kula, so they merged their tantrika with a heavy load of right hand stuff from sources outside of Shaktism which they consider to be to raw and disgusting. Also in the Nath tradition a spiritual Guru is made the center of the Kula [a Kaula in this case, which is a dialectical variant of Kula, but is most often associated with the Nath traditions]. So instead of each initiate being its own center of focus, some weirdo ascetic with unkempt hair and piss, dirt and manure on his skin, with all these grand titles – such as Mahafakir Nathguru Kareem Avsamyunguy – is the center of the Chela’s awareness. The word itself means “Lord,” “Master,” or someone “Divine” as in Natharaya or Nataraya which is a name of Shiva meaning the Noble/High Lord [Lord the Most High] or Aryan Master/God.

The words Kula and Kaula here have a very important fundamental difference. A Saksiddh [Mon-Khmer for Shakta Siddhi] Kalikula tradition a Kula is actually a literal clan of related people. The Kula, as is Shaktism, is matriarchal. When an outsider – those not of the clan’s blood – desires to be a Chela the Chela is Initiated into the Kula. This initiation rite is not actually a rite which initiates the Chela into the Saksiddh Way, it is a sort of adoption rite where the initiate is married to the clan and vows to love his Lady Teacher as his own mother, and the members of the clan as his blood siblings. The Way itself requires no initiation of any kind, simply because it is the Feral Doctrine of Nature and Life. Your Kula Mother [Mey] is only a guide who teaches you about the Way in a feminine way, which is the way a mother teaches her own children about life: with empathy and nonauthoritarian.

A Nath Kaula is an imitation of the more primal and ancient Saksiddh Kula. A Kaula is not a clan or tribe of kinfolk and relatives of any kind. It is an organization created by a male nathguru who teaches his wannabe stuff to students, usually in exchange for guru worship and money. No person born into Saksiddh Kulakali has any respect for an untamed/savage [uninitiated male] let alone a wannabe kula lead by male. We call them “Nat [actor: referring to the guru]  Kalas [inaccurate or wrong] which is a play on of Nath and Kaula.”

In normal Occidental speak a Siddhi Kula is like the ONA, in which there is no leader or cult authority, no established dogma, no authoritative doctrine, and no organizational structure: all this is Right Hand. All that exists is a Methodology and a clan of devotees vowed to each other as a Family who practice the same Tradition. Whereas a Nath Kaula is like the Church of Satan, which is only “Left Hand” in name otherwise it is immersed in the matrix of the Right Hand with its organized church structure, its Nathguru Gilmore [who is actually heavily covered in bullshit like his oriental counterparts], it’s priesthood, LaVeyan Dogma, it’s Satanism being a religion, and it’s guru worship of LaVey. So you see that one remains a Right Hand institution, whereas the other has transcended the Right Hand bullshit.

Guru worship of any kind, meaning the belief that only one mortal mind is the only acceptable source of insight and the veneration of this exclusive individual, is limiting. It deny others the right to self illumination and self understanding. It is anti-progressive, and anti-evolutionary because it deifies the thoughts of one mere person, rejecting the thoughts of all others as heresy. Such deification of one person’s thoughts is stagnant and mentally degenerates those people who hold onto such stagnant beliefs, because as time progresses and the world and generations change, the mislead people who are bound to such stagnant beliefs are anchored or fettered in a stationary moment in time, left behind and out of touch with the movement of and growth of life. In Kalikula, no person’s thoughts and insights is above another’s. No single person utters an authoritative doctrine. The Doctrine has already been written: In Nature. There is only a sharing of insights and perspectives for the sake of mutual benefit and collective perfection/progression.

The WSA is a Kula according to the Siddhi Tradition, thus it names its Tribe & Tradition “Kali Kula” meaning the House of Kali in a tabooish and perverse sense of the word [as perverse and tabooish as the Roman Emperor Caligula, ergo the intentional Anglicization]. The use of the Roman Emperor Caligula exoterically symbolizing “Kalikula” also implies the tactics and strategy of the Roman Empire, which has a place in 352, since we desire to manifest Imperium. Being a Kula of the Left Hand, it does not need a guru or lineage of nathgurus like the Nath Kaulas. The only thing a genuine Shakta Kula needs is the basic methodology.

The Methodology of a Kula as stated above concerns literally Going Beyond and Opposite of all forms of limitations and boundaries, even social, religious, and “State” taboos. But this also includes the religious norms of worship and boring repetitive religious rituals. In Kula, such things as religion and religious ceremonies are illusory [fake] and are a great limitation because they trap the Initiate’s mind inside the limits of a man made religion and robs him/her of their uninhibited direct experience of what is the totality of life and mortal existence. Life and the experience and apprehension of all that Life is, is more divine/numinous than some repetitive lifeless ceremony or a religion.

Shakti, or Acausal Force is not a localized thing or finite event found in some statue or candle flame, or arbitrary jiggles and wiggles of the larynx. Everything, in Kula Shaktism is an aspect of and concrete form of Shakti/Acausal Essence. One must then be open to the experience of everything if one should realize “at-one-ment” with the Living Cosmos: the Body of Shakti. Therefore in Kula, religion itself, and all the stuff of religion: gods, ceremonies, morals, gurus, religious laws, religious philosophies, et cetera [or as Myatt puts it: -Ologies and –Isms] are to be seen as the limitations, and man made illusions that they are, and are to be transcended, and unceremoniously discarded.

Religion is not human. It is not an aspect of human nature. Homo Sapiens is not a religious animal. He may have a reverence for Nature, the awesomeness of the star deck canopy of the night sky, but he is not naturally a religious creature. He has a natural reverence for that which is Numinous, not for Religion.

Satan is only a gate way which leads the Occidentalized mind away from the civilized illusion/prison he was born and raised in, which leads him to the Sinister Way. In the same manner that the archetype of Shiva/Rudra and his mythos is a gate way which leads the Initiate to the Sinister Path, when the Initiate shapeshifts and becomes Rudra the Feral. The word “satana” in Sanskrit means: to Bring Down, Cut Off, or Destroy. The word “Satan” in its Occidental and Oriental meaning aptly describes the essence and methodology of the Sinister Way and the Kula tradition of Vama Marga.

This is the Batin, esoterica, or hidden meaning of Caligula. When the Initiate of the Order of Nine Angles has apprehended the essence of what Kula is, and we compare it to the ONA and it’s esoteric essence. We will come to realize that what Myatt presenced is indeed a Living Dark Tradition. A Natural and Primal Wordless Tradition written in the Great Book of Nature. It may use different superficial outer name for things  but its essence and Methodology is the same.

The only thing is the Sinister Way of Shakti Kula has been maliciously beaten out of existence by Hinduism, and smothered into obscurity by the New Age Movement of the Western World and its vomiting of watered down Hindu mysticism, Right Hand “Tantra,” and Nathguru bullshit, a la Blavatsky, Crowley and the Magian Golden Dawn. And through such bullshit peddling publishing houses such as Llewellyn and Weiser. All because Kula Chelas are considered perverse, raw, despicable, predatorial, evil, immoral, and at times a danger to society and the established status quo. Not because they dislike religion; but more so because Kula sees the city-state as an illusion and prison that must be destroyed if Genuine Liberation and Illumination is to be actualized and realized. That sounds like the ONA to me.

If there is a similarity between sasna Shakta and the ONA, it is because the essence of the Sinister Way is written on every leaf and star in Nature, and it’s feral doctrine is open to all genuine Initiate of Primal Nature. I’ll close this with a statement of an Exemplar whom we should all – those of us of the ONA – strive to emulate. You will see that our Exemplar has out grown and transcended the many illusions and fetters that limits a majority of Humanity and that his statement is in resonance with the esoterica of the feral way of Kali Kula:

“For over three decades I have been on both a quest and a mission. The quest has been to experience, and learn from, the possibilities of life. The mission has been to change this world of ours: to move it toward the next stage of our human evolution. This next stage involves us in learning to develope, and use, certain faculties. In simple terms, the next stage involves us in growing-up: in living, behaving, as mature human beings, and in leaving home, that is, this planet.

The reality of the present is that the majority of people are far from human maturity, living as they do like human children in adult bodies, in thrall to their passions, desires, and easily influenced and swayed by other people, by rhetoric, by Media manipulation, by unconscious energies, and other such things.

A truely mature human being is one who has mastered themselves; one who can know and experience great sorrow, great happiness, great joy, great suffering, but who remains strong despite such things. Such a mature individual is unique, and truely free. One of the signs of our immaturity is that most of us need to assign labels to ourselves and others, for this gives us a sense of security, of identity. It enables us to believe that we “know and understand” other people. For a mature individual, the labels of society are irrelevant.

Thus, in my own life I have been many things, according to conventional labels… But these conventional labels are irrelevant.

The error is that life, being in essence acausal, cannot be described in the finite causal terms inherent in all such labels, categories, concepts and isms. To so describe it, is to limit and mis-understand it: to impose a causal perception upon what is not-causal…..

I have been a pioneer in the Art of Magick. I have created a practical system of training – physical, psychic, magickal, personal – which works: which can and which does produce genuine Adepts and Masters/Mistresses of Earth. I have also striven to go to the limits of presently existing human experience, involving myself in a practical, life-enhancing, often dangerous, way, with many ways of life. There have been dark deeds; there have been light deeds; confrontations with the essence. I have done this to learn; to understand myself and others; to distil from such experiences the very essence of life, of magick, itself. In one way, I am, could be, or should be, a role-model, for those inclined to voyage toward the next stage of our human evolution. In one sense, I have transcended beyond old, causal forms, devoid of labels, of isms, of rituals, even words. And here, in this one human life, are meanings; here is the essence itself; here is the stage beyond that of Mastery, which few recognize, and even fewer understand.

No doubt those who cling to the old Aeon, of immature human beings, will find some material in this present work to castigate me, and to use to try and discredit me and my work, as no doubt such people will continue to view me, themselves, others and the world through the primitive labels, categories and isms which have kept us in thrall for centuries. Some may even use some trendy theory in an attempt to re-interpret or explain my life and me as an individual. I do not care. I have never cared about such things. Indeed, such things make me smile, or laugh.” Preface to Presencing the Dark: The Weird Life of Anton Long, dated 114yf

Chloe 352

Order of Nine Angles

120yf

352:O9A

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