WSA352
I should publically address a few issues concerning us here (352) and our sudden appearence in “ONA-Land.” My thought are all over the place, so this blink will be me talking my thoughts outs, something girls do to vent.
We didn’t know we were going to cause so much trouble when we dug our way into the internet 11 months ago. We didn’t come onto the internet with a devious plan to ‘hijack’ the ONA, as some brothers may seem to believe. In our group we refer to any ONA initiate as a “brother” or “sister,” so when I use those words that’s what they refer to – those of us in this insecure family; its better than to say something like “ONA-er.” I say insecure because as a girl who is neurologically wired to detect confidence, we see a weakening confidence in the ‘heart’ of this family, due in part to the uncertainties of our future amidst this 21st century era, and the great challenges we face. And I guess its a boy thing to not talk feelings and what on your minds, which is why no one seems to be talking about such issues; but we’re mostly girls here and all we do is talk.
What the ONA collectively is witnessing overall right now is something it has never seen before… a Gap… a generation Gap. This Gap looks like a big whole in the body of the “family” and since no one has ever seen anything like it before, people are freaking out. The Gap is good, it means we’ve made it across a generation and we didn’t even die. We’re still here. Our outer form which has come down to us thru Anton Long, is a relatively new causal expression, crystalizing into what we have in the 80′s. That’s why there is a Gap.
But there is more to this gap then just a difference in perspective of things. To illustrate the dept of what I’m alluding to we have to bring up some other terms we use in 352: “N.O.S.” that stands for your “Neural Operating System.” What’s an NOS? It’s the system that governs and operates what we call your “BIOCOM” which is short for Biological Computer (your brain/mind). Biocoms use programs called “BIOWARE,” which is Biological Software. Bioware is any meme, thought, idea, concept, opinion, belief, moral, behavioral code, religion, hobby, that you install into your biocom. What we are looking at isn’t just a generation gap. We’re looking at the diffference bewteen something like a Commador-64 versus a modern computer with Pentium Dual-Core Inside ™.
Each of us are born with a biocom which crystalizes in a given time frame and environment. So that each generation that comes, has a “newer” or at least, a very different model biocom, that sees and interprests the world in very, very different ways. I’ll give you some examples:
There are these things I have personally never seen in real life called “telephone booths.” When I hear the words “telephone booth” or see a picture of one, I instantly think of Superman; because the only time I’ve ever seen a telephone booth beings used was in those old Superman movies, where he runs inside and takes his suit off and runs out with his red cape and a leotard. That how my “modern” biocom filters and images a telephone booth, but there are older biocom models that interperet it very differently. There are actually people, alive to day that have not only seen one of these telephone boths, but have used one too; and to them they interpreret the contraption as a communication devise, rather than a fitting room.
And those things called “payphones.” They are these big telephones that are bolted to the sidewalk, and you stick quaters inside to use them. I have never seen one, except for this one time when we stopped at a convenient store in an inner city and there was one, and I was like “How do you text with those things?”
That’s the reality of what we are dealing with here. Different model biocoms that have crystalized in different times, eras, context, and conditions.
See this brings us to our first issue: the internet. Those older models do “see” the internet the way we do (us modern biocoms). They actually lived during a time when their was no such thing as the world wide web, so they crystalized in this time frame. Only afterwards did they see the internet come and just fall ontop of them. It was a new phenomenon to them that they had to accept.
We didn’t have to accept it. It never fell ontop of us. When we became self aware, the internet was an integral part of that coming to self awareness. So we don’t really see the internet as a accesory or a add-on to our desk top computers like the older biocom models. The internet is a living part of who we are as a modern 21st century human being.
Just like a corporation that makes and sells computers, Nature is very insensitive an cruel. Nature only cares about updating its models to maximize profit and sales to out do the competition. So, as cruel as it seems, those old model biocoms are clunkers existing in a reality and world that they no longer are needed in, and they will die, to be replaced by newer versions.
This bioware we call “ONA” is like a old computer program typed up in an era. An era that no longer exists which is just as alien to us modern biocoms as an episode of Star Trek The Next Generation.
The ONA bioware to a modern biocom is hard to install, because it’s like imprinted on one of those big floppy disc things, and we’re trying to shove it in our CD-Rom drive which uses a lazer to read the informatio, and I don’t know how those floppy thing store information. Maybe they work like records and a needle reads groves? Then, even if you do end up installing ONA Biocom and run the program, it’s like playing Pong on a plasma screen. As is, ONA Bioware is like an antique collectable. That has a lot of competition.
What do I mean by competition? I mean the insecure future we face as an ONA family is the same uncertain future all satanisms and all religions, and all social orders are facing, because it does not address the relevant needs of modern people.
Social Orders like Freemasonry, the Elks, the Rotary Club, and the Red Hat Society which once thrived just a few decades ago are in serous jeapordy of becoming extinct within the next decade. Churches (christian) are empty, giving way to the more convenient quick-fix televangelism preaching. Christianity as a functining religion, is as good as dead in some countries like Australia, and even Rome… just a stones throw away from the Vatican. Satanism, isn’t even a religion anymore, it’s an accesory that goes with black lipstick and fishnet stockings. Satan can’t even find a job as a god anymore, he’s now a promoter that death metal bands hire and use. Why is this happening? Because all these Biowares no longer address the needs and issues of the 21st centure human being.
Let me give you an example. Buddha’s first Noble Truth: “Life is suffering.” Which is true… but that noble truth was formulated around 300BC and must be understood in it’s contextual aeon, and era. What kind of suffering and social issues existed in 300bc? Things like when a river dried up, you worry over where to find water to drink. Like if your pigs abandon the pen you worried over what you will eat. Like if the monsoon didn’t come, your whole kingdom would starve to death. 2000 years later? Nobody cares if a river dried up. Nobody raises pigs in their back yard. We have our own source and cause of suffering now a days like if we are out of a job we won’t have any money to pay bills. Do these old aeonic religions, and antique social orders address modern needs?
As a physical organism, and human being, we have 6 basic primal needs:
1) Air.
2) Water.
3) Food.
4) Sex.
5) Acceptance.
6) Creature Comforts (houses and stuff).
Our industries, and nature provides us with the first 3; but do these religions and social orders provide a means for us to actualize and satisfy the last 4 primal needs?
These old aeonic religions use to provide a means to actualize our primal need for sex and love in olden times (pre-industrial age and before). People used to attend religious services not to intellectually buy into the bullshit that some Jew died on a stick and his blood makes you good, but to emotioanlly seek actualization of the primal need for sex… a mate, or love. Old aeonic religions basically used to sell their bullshit by setting up shop in between their target market, and their markets needs. They basically said: If you want sex… you have to first worship this Jew and venerate the Pope. Nowadays, these churches are empty. Why? Because we have night clubs and online dating. We have a different avenue to seek sex/mate/love directly without “the middle man.”
Satan sucks when it comes to handling our forth primal need. Oh sure it teaches the bioware that sex is great and we should indulge in it, yeah, but installing that bioware doesn’t magically materialize a sexy girl for you. Do it offer you a means to acquire and fulfill that primal need? No it actually doesn’t. In fact most satanisms teach the entire opposite. They teach that it’s wrong and bad to socialize and “confrom” which produces antisocial behavior in its adherents. So satanic Bioware ends up manufacturing frustrated boys who want to indulge in sex, but would piss their pants if a girl came up and talked to them.
Most satanic boyz are pussies, you guys understand that? How do you guys expect to get laid when your biting your nails over there shaking in your knees because your satanism forgot to Provide a way to actualize that primal need? Satanism doesn’t teach you how to acquire a strong self image and confidence. It instead teaches you to build up your egos. Ego is NOT self image or confidence. In the end primal nature always wins. If satanism does not Provide the means and knowledge to obtain that basic need, the individual will eventually leave satanism and look elsewhere.
Acceptance is another primal need. We eveloved from very social animals. You can’t be a creature with a puny muscular mass, no claws, or fangs and survive as a solitary animal. You would get eaten by a dinosaur in a day. Plus girl humans are top heavy and can’t run like boys without a sports bra, so if a dinosaurs eat all your female protohumans, your assed out as a species dude. Nature placed her bets in our primal acestors brains. So to survive those protohumans had to live together in packs. We still see this collective or tribal social order in great apes and baboons. It’s in our very core nature to want and need to belong to something.
This is what made those old aeonic religions huge (there are a billion Christians, and another billion Muslims). These old aeonic religions came along one day, saw feral tribes, and broke apart those tribes. Without a tribe or group to belong to, these people needed a surogate tribe, and these old aeonic religions offered their bioware as that surogate tribe or pack. being Christian back in the days wasn’t a religion or cluster of beliefs and morals, it was a substitute ‘collective identity’ or pack you belonged to which satisfied this priaml urge to belong. And those old aeonic religions monopolized their business by dstorying anything that made itself a competitor.
Nowadays, because that monopoly has be broken, people don’t need religion to satisfy that urge of belonging any more. Aside from the thousands of internet things you can belong to, there are things like Alcoholics Anonymous; car clubs, moter cycle gangs, street gangs, unions, the boy scout, political parties, the chess club… Now even your sexuality is a virtual pack you can use to fulfill that need to belong. Being gay transends the act of just two men (or women) doing each other, it’s like a tribal religion complete with pink triangle bumper sticks, gay pride rainbow stickers, and a belief system (gay rights movment). Your skin color is now also a source of belonging- skin heads, black panthers, illegal immigrants rights movement (Mexicans). Your economic status is a source of belonging.
Where is satanism in all of this? It actually teachs that belong is bad (conformity). You can’t go against the curent of primal nature, satanism should at least know this. Satanism is virtually dead because of this. The only place satanism exists now is on the internet, and its not because it reformated itself to satisfy this desire to belong, its because some guys just started a forum for satanists to be users in.
Creature comfort, such as the need for shelter, and just stuff to call your own, that’s yours any nobody else’s, is a primal need. That’s why one of the first words a baby human learns to say is: “Mine.” That’s amazing if you think about. Before that little baby can barely walk right, and before it even knows it’s alive, it knows that it needs to want and possess something that uniquely belongs to it.
These old aeonic religions in olden times manipulated this natural desire to posess something. In those old days there wasn’t much material possession to have. It wasn’t like in 300bc or 1ad you can just walk to your local shopping mall and buy a cart full of stuff to own. Serfs and peasants didn’t even have their own lives to possess. What do all these aeonic religions, have in common? They offer a substitute something for the depraved serf and peasant to “have.” Christianity offer a load of stuff cool stuff, like a Jew, special bread, a bath, heaven, eternal salvation… all your’s for free, act now! Buddhism offered “enlightenment”… cool… whatever that means. I mean how many people since the Buddha actually got the enlightenment? Islam offers 72 virgins, women in bed sheets, and camels. Jews got these cool hat things, a scarf, long twirly sideburns, and 1000 laws of morals and behavior. Those Hindus got 300 million gods, one for every day and occation.
The point is these religions knew how to work human nature to their advantage. Now we don’t religion to sell us their cheap shit. Who the hell wants eternal salvation or a yamakah, when you can go to ebay and buy ad space on someone’s forehead and stuff. Beat that! The moment the industrial revoution came, whas the day religion began to die. Industries began popping up, and making stuff to sell to people. Nowadays you can literally have anything you want with the right amount of money, even someone’s liver or face. Religion can’t compete. And what books or people are most popular in this day and age? Not religious priests, but rich people who preach their gospel of success secrets! Heaven can’t compete with a million dollars or the home of your dreams.
Where is satanism in all this? It says wanting and having things is cool, but it doesn’t teach you how to obtain these things. Satanism can’t compete with the modern gospel of success which actually teaches you how to achieve success, become better, and have the things you dream of having. Instead it offers people like Blackwood to be your bestfriend and preacher; your own satanic organization, and a magnimonious title. Who the hell wants that shit?! Maybe a thousand years ago that would have been cool; big business you know. But now? Please, I don’t wanna be a nanny or mommy to a group of emoboys and goth chicks! I want a fucking yatch and a 43 acre ranch, or at least the free time to enjoy life before I die, instead of spending it working for somebody’s corporation.
So this is THE problem we are dealing with. We are looking at a new age, composed of new people, with new needs, and those old things like religion and fraternal organizations don’t Provide these new people their needs anymore. Can the ONA compete with this new generation’s needs? Can it Provide a means to fulfill our modern needs? Because if it can’t, and refuses to evolve to meet the challenges of this new age upon us, it will die, like all the other orders and religions are dying.
Nobody can change the ONA for everybody unfortunately. As Pointy Hat points out correctly, the ONA doesn’t belong to anyone person or group of people. In a way each of us who resonate with this Way is only a ‘nexion’ thru which the acausal Dark Current manifests into causality. But see, some of us feel an urge, or a nudging to “let go” and allow this dark current to evolve itself… to gradually express itself into something new. While others out of fear of the unknown, and the uncertainties of our future hold onto dear life to the old forms we once knew, not understanding that holding onto something, imprisons it in your hold. It’s like an over protective mother who, understandibly, loving her child so much and not wishing any harm to come to it, holds onto it. Sometimes, if you truly love something, and want the best for it, you must learn to let go, and allow what you love to be free to become it’s own person, to follow it’s own dreams and destiny.
We (352) felt this urge t let go, and to just allow our nexion to “morph” into whatever form it wills to be thru us, and what we have works for us here. We never had the desire to usurp the ONA like Blackwood did you see. We just kept our urge and gradual changes to ourselves.
Then one day we thought we could somehow nudge other brothers and sisters, ‘withersoever dispersed,’ to also feel that urge. So we came onto the internet 11 months ago. At first we were on the net just to socialize, like every person our age uses the net for. Then we started to enter these satanic forums and in our own way teach what we had to others. Gradually our online presence grew bigger, and we started to get all these new members who liked the idea and concept of progression and evolution.
So we thought to ourselves that we must have a good idea? What if we shared it with other ONA nexions? Or at least let the others know that growth can happen, and it doesn’t kill us nor does it really change the Dark Tradition at all. That way, they can not be so afraid to also let go and allow their nexions to gradually evolve; and in this way, ona collective level, the whole ONA evolves for the better. Unfortunately nobody even knew we existed.
We were smart enough to know that is cramps our style if we just run around the internet talking about ourselves and how we are going to change the ONA and save the world like Blackwood does. This type of behavior comes off as stupid, pretentious bragging, which actually would work against us, because if a brother or nexion just heard us bragging and talking about how we’re gunna change things, we’d get ridiculed and laughed at, like we all laugh at Blackwood, and those many others.
So we just came up with a simple plan to first let others know we existed. We decided to manipulate Blackwood and have him flood the internet with our name and have him associate it with the ONA. This way someone, somewhere, would see the letters ONA, then our name, and wonder what we were all about.
Then one day me and sister Chloe met THEM (the Australian nexion). They’ve been around the ONA block for awhile. At first it was cool meeting THEM, because we had never come into contact with another functioning “Nexion” of initiates before, so we figured this was a great opportunity to compare our two groups and to see how different we are from each other. So me and Chloe joined THEM for a while.
Meeting THEM was a rude awakening for us in a way. Because all this time we were isolated, and so we naturally assumed that all other initiates and Nexions were like us. When we met THEM and a few other brothers, that’s when we looked around with a confused look and said Dude, where all the girls at?
Then we realized just how different we were from THEM. I guess you can say that THEM is more “boyish.” They are into the boy things, because their boys. Boy things like being more intelectual, climbing their Tree of Wyrd, hanging out and playing their Star Game. Girls don’t really like those kind of things, because we’re girls.
It’s like sports. It’s probably great fun for boys to play sports or to watch it. But I don’t like sports, what normal girl does? Besides volley ball maybe. I don’t wanna mess my hair up, I worked hard on it; or get hit by the ball, or break a nail. When an ONA boys gives a girl the ONA as is, its like a boy giving a girl a soccer ball and saying somethinglike: Go for it, its funs, we do it, just kick it around the grass, try it… Go on, start a nazi group, it’s fun, let’s go beat people up. No! Girls aren’t into that crazy stuff; we’re not butch dikes, we’re femme, we like looking pretty.
Girls don’t like thinking… well, not like boys do. We feel, and we like to think about feeling things, and we like to gossip. So we don’t really like sitting around intellectualizing. We’d rather tal about feeling stuff. These boys spend all there time talking about esoteric this, acausl that, wyrd this and the other thing. We’d rather talk about things like: How do you guys like the ONA, do you feel it can better, share your opinions… things that have to do with bonding. We also like to do things out side in the real world. By that I don’t mean vandalizing tomb stones or throwing molotov cocktails and people. We like making new friends, not beating them up. See that’s the difference. When an ONA boy thinks action, he thinks running amock in the streets, stealing and fighting for something. We girls think: Oh yeah, lets go make friends and talk to people and get to know them. But we compliment each other. Because of our social bonding nature and good looks we can presence our Tradition better and make a lot more new initiates. That way you boys can have more friends to go clubbing people with. See? We’re not trying to make you boys do what we do, we’re introducing ballance to compliment what you already do.
Anyways, we got a little frustrated with THEM a while ago. So we thought, why not just utilize THEM. We knew THEM wrote and sold books on Lulu and they were successful at it; so we knew they had a large audience of ONA Initiates. So we figured, why not use the Sinister Strategy on THEM for a good cause? Why not manipulate THEM to “introduce” us to everybody, we’ll go make a wordpress and post our thoughts and writings; and when the shithits the fan, they’ll come over to do a little research on us, maybe read arond and get to know us, and then make up their own opinions about us.
So we left THEM’s group, and without warning we banned all of THEM’s guys from our site -to provoke them. Then I went ahead and wrote out some crtical remarks about THEM, hoping that they would be so mad at us, they just tell the whole ONA world how we sucked. But at first it didn’t happened, because they only posted a response in these forums which had no ONA members in it. Which was pretty useless, because most other satanic institutions don’t even like us to care to know that there’s “infighting,” and the rest don’t even think we’re real. Anyways the plan did eventually work somehow, but I guess, not exactly according to plan so we found out later. It turn out the ONA had been eyeballing us for a while way before THEM exposed us.
If we actually wanted to pick a fight with THEM, we’d be fighting THEM like we do Blackwood. But we don’t. We just had to get them to talk about us, to get us into everyone’s awareness. I didn’t mean what I said, I just out anythink. It’s glamour and tactics. There will always be a place for the old traditional Way like how THEM has it. They are very good at what they do; but if every body is reprinting and sharing the same old MSS and edicts, and nobody does anything to instigate somekind of change, how is that change going to happen? I’m not saying that what 352 has is the answer to the challenges we are facing, it might not be, and if anybody has any ideas, we’re more than open to it. All I’m saying is that this little things we have here (352) works for us very well because we let go and allowed it to evolve on its own, and we can see the physical results of that change. Results like a new found feeling of “aliveness,” enthusiasm for the Way in our new disciples, girls!, really nice membership size, a more coherent organization, 4 of our own sub-nexions in for real world local areas (here, Arizona, New York, & Malta); we have disciples working on putting a nexion in Canada for us, and one in the Caribbeans as of now; and two of our nexions are now functioning groups generating money for themselves; and we’re also working on our book, which has about 41 chapters in it right now which presence our unique Progressive O9A Way to compliment the traditional Way.
All this in 11 months is pretty good. If we continued to stay cource, and keep doing what we are doing where would we be 5 years from now? Or what more could be accomplished 5 years from now? And if all of the “ONA Coomunity” let go and felt the urge to change and evolve; where would the ONA be 5 years from now? But if we don’t try to do anything, and keep doing what we’ve been doing for 20 years or so, and not allow or consider change; what will become of the ONA 5 years from now? Especially given the climate and condition of our current new age, and our new generations needs. If we can’t meet the needs of this new generation, than how will ONA meet the needs of the future generations to come?
Finally I apologize to Kris and THEM for using you guys and saying all those thing I said, I didn’t mean any of it. It wasn’t done to intentionally hurt your feelings or start a fight.
Kayla 352
