“All I need to know about life I learned from my girlfriends.” – Anonymous Smart Girl
True dat, true dat girlfriend!
Sugar & Spice, Variety & Everything Nice:
No two girls are ever the same, if they were, they’d be cat-fighting. I’ll be damned if I go to a party and some girl has the same outfit I have one. That’s just tacky. If that happened (and it did once to me) one of us is going home to change, or they’re will be mad dog stares and dirty looks exchanged escalating into a girl fight, name calling, and hair pulling. Us girls take out time (sometimes 5 hours) to make ourselves look presentable. Five hours goes by really fast in girl time; but only when your doing something that totally involves you yourself; otherwise it drags – that’s the girl version of the “Theory of Relativity.” Like you can talk your girlfriends’ ears off about yourself and your own problems and not know where all the time went, but when they they start talking about their issues, the clock starts tick-tocking. We can get philosophize later about that.
And when we get the chance to run our own Satanic cult or something, we can’t help but bring that girlness desire for differentiation, variety, and a touch of spice into our cult or nexion. People often ask me: Chloe why is the WSA so weird and different from those other Satanism? Well, shit, cuz a boy’s not dressing it up.
If you’ve ever looked at things a boy dresses up like his Car, His Trophy Girlfriend, Political Parties, Religions, you’ll notice those boys don’t even care if those things look and feel the same as what the other boys got, as long as its BIG, as long as he’s WORKING it, and as long as it makes other people worship him or envy him. You get it? These things are a subconscious extention of their penis. Big means better, penis envy means alpha male status.
And what do they do with whatever they use as an extention of their penis? They cock fight with it. If it’s Cars, they’ll race it. They’ll cock fight and cock block for girls. If it’s religion, they use it to beat each other off and kill each other. States and Nations are the same.
They don’t care what they look like or what they make look like, if it looks the same. As long as they are in control and it makes them feel big. Is there a real difference in appearance between the Catholic Church, the Anglican Church, the Methodists or Baptists? Not really. Between Mahayana, Theravada, and Chan Buddhism? Not really. Hinduism is a joke. They got 300 million different gods, each with it’s own gurus and “traditions,” and the whole fucking things looks like one same religion.
Case in point: all those copy cat churches of satans, and all those look alike Anton LaVeys that have come and gone for the past 40 years. It’s a good thing we don’t know what Anton Long looks like, or if he’s even a real person. I mean, not many Satanists can grow a bushy beard and were glasses to look like David Myatt, and if we’re copy catting David Myatt, whose really certain that he is Anton Long? In a way, I guess it’s a good thing Anton Long is “away” from the ONA. This allows the actual teachings themselves to take central stage.
I want this WSA to be different. To have its own unique look. We try really hard to dress it up to be pretty, in that one of a kind way. Like you just walked into a speakeasy and the elegant red headed Jessica Rabbit among a see of look-a-like slutty Playmates catches your eye and titilates you.
We know we are slightly, or very, different from the ONA. And at times we even say we are not the “ONA” for this reason. That we are a nexion of it so far as the meaning of the word “nexion” goes. A “nexion” in plain English is like a glory-hole between two restroom stalls through which “things” pass – gayboys will know what I am esoterically alluding to. That’s what the WSA is – a glory hole. We Presence the Dark, and through us passes the Dark Tradition and the Seven Fold Sinister Way. Are we ONA though? No we’re not, and yes we are, at the same time.
Those people with small minds will ask: But Chloe, that’s dumb, it’s a contradiction, how can you be both at the same time; apples aren’t oranges? We’re not talking about produce. We’re talking about a living, self propagating memeplex. Take me for example. The 22 year old Chloe that I am at this moment, and the 15 year olf Chloe that I was, many years ago, can not by definition be the same person. Each Chloe looks different, acts different, thought differently, and sees the world very differently. Why are they different? Because we fail to “see” or fail to incorporate into the picture a very crucial factor: TIME. It is only from a localized – tick tock time perspective that 15 year old Chloe and 22 year old Chloe appears to be two different people. But, when you step back, and try to see the “bigger” picture in 4D – you suddenly realize that the two Chloes are in fact ONE PROGRESSIVE being in continual growth. And that progression is interpreted as different outer expressions. It is the essence of life itself and a living entity that grows and progresses to appear different within the context of TIME. This is called Evolution in some cases. The Earth that “once” existed during the age of the dinosaurs, is very different than the Earth we “now” exist in. But from a “4D” or as we say in WSA: Chronomorphic perspective; it is the same Living, Evolving, Progressing Earth.
The ONA that we understand from the many manuscripts and several books is an memetic entity that existed, or “came into being” 30-40 years ago. TIME has since past; and what cannot evolve and keep up with time, loses the game of life. All of these current, different, Nexions of the Dark Tradition that today exists, looking different and not appearing “ONA-ish” attests to the living and progressive quality of what was “once ” the “ONA.” Does that 30 year old “ONA” exist anymore? It shouldn’t, lest it be static and inert. It now exists only on paper. But this “thing” – this Dark Tradition – has a living quality to it which attaches “itself” to the minds/nexions that acts as its Host; and through its living nexions, it progresses with time; it propagates itself; it shapeshifts; it struggles for its own survival. Such a living essence cannot remain the same after 30 years.
Such a living, progressive essence produces dynamic initiates who change and adapts as it’s parent changes and adapts. Each generation of Initiates from decade to decade look, act, behave, and re-presents the Dark Tradition in accordance to their time frame, and conditions. Those inert institutions only manufacture the same drones with the same thoughts and worldview across time. And as time moves ever forward, these inert, stagnant products of static institutions grows less associated with the real world. Less relevant to the changes and movement of time. Until they become so removed from reality that they become fixated on; or lost inside a maze of; dead ideologies, magic, gods, and abstractions (Maya), rather than being lost – or immersed – in real world physical existence (the One Supreme Reality).
Meeting in the Lady’s Room:
I don’t ever see boys do it, but when we girls go to the restroom, we use the buddy system and drag along a few other girls. It’s not like we all have to pee at the same time, but it’s a girl thing. We do something guys don’t usually do in the restroom (and everywhere else): Exchange Insights. We trade shopping tips; makeup tips; dressup tips; talk about our love problems; our other problems and how we deal with them. It’s neither a lecture, or a discourse. Just girls trading ideas and insights. And girls have a way of tuning into relevant exchanges of insights and tips, and tuning out the ones that aren’t relevant to their lives and situations.
Then, most of the time when we are talking about something, instead of directly talking about it, we go off tangent and usulally talk about something completely unrelated, but us girls know – somehow- exactly what it is we are talking about, which we are not directly talking about. It’s like code girl talk, and it’s something we do naturally because that’s the way our brains are wired to work. It generates something important to human social order: Bonding. Guys are different. With them it a direct kind of a talk. Like when you ask him about a car, and he say, it’s got four cool rims, 300 horse power, cool muffers… and hell stay on the subject, like we girls actually care. When you ask one of us about a car, we’ll start off briefly talking about the car, then go into the color of the seats, then we’ll somehow morph the topic to make it be about us or our feelings. Or if guys talk, its a dictation of opinions, which quickly turns into a cock fight.
A lot of people ask me: Chloe, why do you girls post things in your wordpress that seem like they have absolutely nothing about Satanism? Well, shit, that’s cuz we aren’t boys. Our posts are not dictations or lectures, or authoritaive edicts. They are just an exchange of insights and tips. That’s just how girls talk and trade information. If what you read has no relevence to you, tune it out. If what you read tickles your brain cells, then good. It would be nice if other people learned how to trade tips and insights.
This is a major difference I notice in our wordpress and the other wordpresses of other nexions run by boys. It’s beautiful to see many ONA minds express themselves on a medium like wordpress. One of the most attractive qualities of a wordpress is it is dynamic and incorporates the factor of time. You can click on a past months and actually see the personal and private growth of each mind behind each wordpress… if only they expressed their minds. But they rarely do. It’s like they are afraid to just talk what’s on their minds on their wordpresses, to show how an “ONA Mind” functions and works and thinks. Instead some do the guy thing and just post a direct manuscript, without ever processing the essence of each manuscript through their own unique minds.
This is all in reality what the WSA is. Just a group of people who came together to share and trade insights and tips about their personal experiences in life which are relevant to each of our own unique progression towards personal illimination. Some tips and insights might not mean anything to you, and that’s fine. Some might be useful in helping you understand things better, if so, take it and use it. It’s no big deal, it’s just talking and bonding. It’s like a slumber party of sorts. I think that’s how “Satanism” should be – like real life. Real life just happened, and we talk about it, not in some mystical spooky way. We talk about life as it happens, as we experience it, and we talk about it with our girlfriends to gain an understanding of what is going on. If Satanism is a way of life, if it is an experience, that happens day to day; then why do we talk about it like it were a college cource, complete with lectures?
Saying the essence of something in your own words, with your own emotions, adds a poetic vitality to that something said. Even though there is only one Sun, I have read many beautiful poems about that same Sun, and none were ever the same, but they each captured a poetic, lively Sun in their writings. Even though there is one chemically induced feeling of Love, I have heard many beautiful music, melodies, and lyrics sung about this same emotion, and none were – are – ever the same; but yet they were all about the same Essential thing. If only we could just “sing” or “poetize” what we each understand to be the “ONA” in our own words, impregnated by our own feelings, hopes, visions, and dreams. It would add so much more life to what we are each giving birth to.
Rebelling and Growing Up:
There’s that time in a girl’s life; and a boy’s; where we enter our teens years and we think we are all geown up. These our our stupid, yet essential years were we think we know better then our parents and begin to rebel to find our own separate identity. This stage in life is like the final psychological severance of that “umbilical cord” that tied us to our parents which makes us “our own person.”
Typically for most of us this stage lasts into our early college years where we think freedom means indulgence and excess. All the parties, drinking, and sex we experience during these ‘growing up” years are believed to be “adult” things real adults do. They are fun for awhile, but then something happened to some of us inside. All that indulgence grows old and tiresome, and we suddenly realize that this way of living is not genuine adulthood. Thus, some of us turn inwards. We realize our Self and a journey of self improvement and progression begins. It is a journey which gradually with work and experience transforms us into a new person. It is here, that we realize that Adulthood is something we progress towards though personal inspection, personal improvement, and is not something which automatically comes after being freed from prental guidence/control. The various forms of Satanism in a way reflect this rebellious time, the freedom gained, the realization of Self, and the labour of Self progression to Adepthood.
The early satanism as presented in the Satanic Bible, reflects the immaturity of our rebellious teenage era. The essential mentality in te Satanic Bible was a reactionary rebellion against the conservation spirit of the 1950′s. You can easily see this in the cntral importance “Indulgence” and “living life to the fullest” takes with this brand.
But, as with a growing person, Some Satanists come to a point in the gradual growth where the Satanist realizes indulgence and doing whatever one wants is not the meaning of life – it is recreation at best. We then look inwards and realize our Self, and thus look elsewhere for self improvement. The Way of the ONA being a highly indivisualistic labour of personal progression to Adept/Adulthood, is thus a major step away from the immaturoty of other brands of satanism.
Self progression is a highly personal endeavour. Churches, Satanic priesthoods, indulgence, pretentious titles, and some external satanism somewhere outside yourself no longer has any importance or potential as a means of personal improvement. What is required is direct experience, self reflection, the setting of goals, and the working towards those goals. There comes a point on this path to self progression where we learn that even ideology, thoughts, and intellectualism, act as a barrier between our Self and the living world of experience. At this point the young Adept learns that words and thoughts are meaningless, and that action is all that matters. The action needed to master your own body and make it look and feel better. The action needed to materialize personal goals we have set for ourselves. The action that brings us to Mastery of Life.
Chloe WSA
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