Kali dancing with Shiva
We’re often asked how Satan and the Sinister is Numinous by people. This confusion is based on a misunderstanding of what the WSA and its parent the ONA is. ONA and 352 is an Esoteric Order, meaning that what you see superficially is not the essence and hidden quality or value of what genuinely constitutes the WSA/ONA. There is a zahir and a batin, a useful outer dressing, and an intimate soft inner flesh… so what you see is not always what is underneath. It’s like confusing the clothes a girl wears for the actual girl herself. The clothes comes off and changes, but no matter what she wears, her curvy body is always there hidden for those with the right game and skills to undress her… to partake of her “hidden parts” if you will. In a way 352 and the ONA is like a girl with a great self image who only gives her secret stuff to the worthy… whereas most other organizations and religions are cheap 25 cent whores that give it all up to anybody.
So this confusion is based on lack of perspective. To your common generic stagnant Satanist, his Satan-ism is the end and a means to nothing. Satan-ism to these people is a religion – a box in which are collections of ideologies, softcore philosophical concepts, convictions, and glorified opinions. Satan is evil, and the Sinister is equated with doing bad things. From this perspective, it is admittedly hard to see anything Numinous about evil and bad things. This is a limited Christianized weltanschauung. If this is all you see in the ONA, then you have never really mentally, emotionally, spiritually, or psychologically left the matrix of Christianity.
352 was constructed by minds who were not born, raised, and conditioned in this Christian matrix. Most are Buddhists, some are Brahmanists, some Shaivite, some Shaktas, some Deists, and some are just esoteric mystics. They use the same words like “Satan” and “Sinister,” but these word have a very different esoteric value to them.
To begin to understand the Sinister Numen, we must first understand the thinking process of WSA and what it essentially is. 352 is first a Reichsfolk Culture and Numinous Way institution then an ONA organization. It posits that there exists something “Numinous” or naturally “Divine” which permeates the Living Cosmos. It posits that Urban Civilization, i.e. the “State,” or the “Nation,” is Maya – an Artificial deceptive illusion of mass control. It believes that a majority of urban humanity is asleep, having been born, raised, and mentally conditioned in this artificial environment. Thus, such people have lost touch with not only their own Humanness, but also of the Natural World, and the Living Cosmos.
352 then asks – How then are the anariya – the worldlings lost in this urban illusion – to be Awakened to gradually come to reconnect with the Numinous Cosmos and their own Original Numinous Human Essence? The answer is by first utilizing a Western contraption called “Satan” as a memetic Gate Way to the Sinister.
The Sinister itself is not the end of the matter. Living the Sinister Way is the beginning of a rude awakening. Wherein the Initiate intimately realizes via direct experience that everything about Urban “reality” is a prop and a lie. Everything from its religion which docilizes, to its laws which incriminates humanity. I say this in the Taoist sense, as the Tao Te Ching puts it – The more laws the State makes, the more criminals are made of its own citizens (paraphrased).
Living the Sinister Life is not the desired end in 352. It is a Shivaic process of awakening. In Tantrika, Shiva is the Destroyer and Trickster god. He is the annihilator of human institutions and the façade and artificial props we put up and super-impose onto Reality. It is only after such human – manmade, artificial – superimpositions (of our own human arrogance) are destroyed that the mind is able to SEE what exists BEYOND that deified urban façade… which is Reality in its Numinous and Undefiled form.
Religion only exists in the city-state. It does not exist in Nature, nor does it exist in tribal societies in tune with Nature. In tribal cultures across the world, the way of life, being human, and the primal flow of Nature exists as a seamless Numinous continuum. You cannot take the tribal man out of Nature, nor Nature from his way of life. He is a living, feral part and manifestation of Nature.
Religion is an Urban tool of domestication. Before there was secular politics, religion was the politics, law, and order of a city-state. It still is in most parts of the Middle East (the Shariah). The only difference between a religion (and sectarian laws) and politics (and secular laws) is the Abstract Figurehead. In Religion it is some abstraction called a “God.” In secular politics it is an abstraction called “the People.” Although the abstract figurehead may be different, the people who make the laws are the same Mundanes. The people that enforce such laws are the same Mundanes. The people that follow such laws are the same duped Mundanes. In either case, the cost of being duped by religion and the State is life long servitude, and life long suffering.
To religion and the State, you are a domesticated beast of burden like any cow or sheep or goat; domesticated/civilized, schooled/trained, and bred to profit others. It doesn’t matter what your skin color is, what color your eyes are, what your ethnicity is, or what religion you belong to. Why is it that the first Magian priests were shepherds, and the first Magian politicians were priests? Because it’s the same old shit, in a different toilet.
So, in 352, the Sinister Way of Life is still only a means to and end. The intent of that means is twofold – a) your personal enlightenment, meaning the realization that you are a slave to the machine; and b) the destruction of that Machine; thus opening the path and way for that which is Numinous.
It’s pathetic to see these generic stagnant Satanists acting like they’re bad ass for hating Jesus, and defying religious Christian laws… which has had no power or political authority for at least 300 years. It’s like watching a group of rebels without a cause kicking a 300 year old dead horse. When it comes to defying the State and secular law and order, these same bad ass clowns whimper and whine about how illegal and criminal such Sinister behaviour is. Not ever realizing that the same Mundanes and Homo Hurbis they claim to be misanthropic towards are the very ones that make and enforce those laws they religiously follow. It’s cool and fun to hate Christianity… and be a patriot at the same time, isn’t it?
There can be no Numinous Way of life, if the very people you desire to help free from suffering are lost and enthralled by an artificial illusion. Buddhism and its teachings of non-violence didn’t come into existence whole heartedly accepted by the Indian mass. It was born in bloodshed, and forced on the mass by the enlightened Ashoka with the sword. Islam and its Brotherhood was not accepted by the mass from the get go. Muhammad ran amok slaughtering and conquering, forcing his way of peace and brotherhood on the stupid mass. Your common citizen of any State does not follow or accept secular law and authority naturally. They are forced to follow these laws and pay taxes at the threat of imprisonment and punishment.
The common mass of people are a stagnant bunch prone to habit and inertia. It does not know what is good for itself. It must be lead and force to do things for it’s own good. It is the responsibility of the enlightened… as it has always been… to think for the mass and coral them like the cattle they are forward for their own good.
This “thing” we are involved with is a game which has been played since the dawn of mankind. It’s like a game of football. This world is the football field… the ball is the Mundanes as a mass. What team has the ball in their court wins wealth, dominion, power, and the control of the mass’s destiny. Over the aeons of our species existence, the team players have changed, but the Mundanes have always remained the same ball of the game. In this light, one will see clearly that everything that is written and said by such team players is all bullshit memetics to get that ball.
The Sinister Numen
In the pre-hindu religion of the indigenous Mondas and Dravidians of India, the god An… sometimes known as Kumara or Ardhanari… was a hermaphrodite. Its right side was Ardha meaning Man, and it’s left side was Nari, meaning Woman. These two halves came to be known as Shiva and Shakti.
Shiva is from the word “Shava” meaning a dead corpse… and Shakti meaning “Force,” or “Energy.” The use of such terms is based on the fundamental essence of vama marga tantrika. During the initiation rite of a novitiate the initiate is made to sleep in a cemetery next to a dead body for the night. During that time the novitiate must contemplate on what exactly is the difference between his living body and the dead body next to him.
If the initiate contemplates deep enough, he will come to the eventual realization that there is not much of a difference between a living body and a dead body, but that the living body seems to have Force to it. Thus, the Initiate comes to realize that it is Shakti – the Left Hand Side, or softer, more subtle side of Creation which is the fundamental essence of Creation itself… that there is more to material existence.
Vama Marga posits that material creation is a condensation of or a coalescing of Shakti. That all things that physically exist are an aspect of and manifestation of Creation and the Living Cosmos. The physical universe and the more subtle essence of creation – Shiva and Shakti – are ONE being embraced in an eternal dance. Maya – illusion – comes into existence when the Mind is lead to believe that these two are separate. Thus Duality is born. Without energy, the world is dead matter. Without matter to animate, energy is dormant.
Think of electricity – if it has no light bulb or computer or television to animate and express itself thru, it lays dormant somewhere in the walls or in the wires unseen and forgotten. If one desired to experience electricity, one must allow it to express itself thru what causal substance it will manifest thru such as a Tesla Coil, or indirectly thru maganitism. Experiencing the subtle Numinous aspect of this material cosmos happens in the same way. One must embrace and be at-one with the material universe and allow the acausal to flow thru.
Thus, mythically when Shiva and Shakti are divided Shakti is said to fall asleep in a dark cave at the very base of the spine forgotten. While Shiva is said to sit as a lonely sickly king on his throne in the 6th Chakra – the third eye. It is here, somewhere between the eyes that we feel our conscious awareness to be… that “I” we assume ourselves to be, that aspect of our beta wave awareness so often lost in this Maya of materialism. Enthralled by the façade of gross matter. Lost in its dead, lifeless urban maze. To awaken from this illusion, to be enlightened, Shakti must be reunited with Shiva… duality must be reunited as ONE.
Thus the symbol of the ouroboros – the serpent biting its own tail. The spine is the serpent… the tail is Shakti… the head united with the tip of the tail is Shiva… what once appeared to be two separate ends is actually one continuous circle/cycle of Creation. Energy giving life and form to matter… living matter (us) giving form and life to energy. It is thru the nexion of the Mind that this energy is directed, irrigated, into form and substance. Everything that we know of today, from the cities we live in, to the foot prints we left on the moon, first began as a Thought in someone’s mind. What we sometimes may call Shakti or Acausal Force literally and naturally conforms to and is molded into form by the Mind into the future reality we will experience and exist in. The Living Cosmos thus continually is in a state of self creation via it living intelligent manifestations. We are each a nexus of creation.
This is the meaning of illumination, that which we dis-cover when Shakti and Shiva are united. Nothing has really changed about the material universe you see. It is just a matter of now understanding that there is more to the physical universe, that all of creation is divine/numinous, and that we are each not just accidental things of some planet, but the living cosmos in physical manifestation. That we have our finer, more “realer” essence not in dead matter, but in Life Force itself… which is the same single eternal Life Force of the Cosmos.
From this weltanschauung – this “knowing” – the material world is not a bad place of suffering which accidentally came into being out of nothing. It is the exultation of Life Force expressed as us and everything which surrounds us. A pageantry or theater in which we don on our costumes for a short while to enact in a cosmic play.
Thus, Shiva is the God of the Dance. Oriental Dance here does not necessarily denote the movement of one’s body to music. One must think of things like Kabuki, or Thai Dance, or Lakorn [Labam] Khmer which is more than arbitrary movement of limbs to music. Each dance in lakorn tells a story and mythology. Each dancer is a god or goddess or mortal… there is a script to each dance. Oriental Dance is actually a pageantry or theater; like Dionysus the Cabiri, Shiva is the God of the Theater… the Cosmic Choregos.
This is the fundamental essence of illumination when an initiate of vama marga – the Left Hand Path – comes to finally realize… that the physical world is a theater, and that mortal life is a pageantry in which we are the director, scriptwriter, and main character of our own play. That mortal existence is not something to be hated, rejected and despised, but something to be cherished, adored, and enjoyed, because it is Creation at play.
This is the genuine meaning and essence of the Sinister Way. Sinister is merely the Latin word for Left. It is the rejection of the grotesquely misunderstood weltanschauung, ontology, and cosmology of the Religonists and those of the Right Hand path which reject mortal existence as inherently bad and imperfect; which vilifies us humans as something disgusting, vile, and incorrect… which often states that the material universe is accidental and lifeless. That there is no life force anywhere. That dualism is a reality and that the struggle of some force of good and evil is a reality.
The Sinister perspective of life is simply one that embraces and adores the Beauty and Numinosity of physical existence… but one cannot hope to embrace or adore such Beauty and Numinosity if one is hopelessly lost in a maze of artificial illusions, in which what we humans have made and imprisoned ourselves in is confused for reality. If you believe the City-State is real… if you believe what urban perspectives your eyes and mind has been conditioned by birth to see as being “reality”… then you are Mundane. That word comes from the Latin “Mundus” meaning World. Numinous Reality is what is left, when the cities have burned to the ground, and the State is no more.
To such Worldlings, the Sinister Nobility who desires to destroy their deified contraptions is indeed evil and criminal… and we revel in those descriptors they have given us… knowing well that the games we play are far beyond their capacity to understand. It is one thing to revel in such descriptors knowing that they describe us as such out of sheer stupidity… it is another thing to believe or accept what definitions the stupid have made as reality. – LXII:OV
Kayla 352
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