TESSARAE SPLENDENS

Tessarae Splendens

I’ll try to answer Question floating around cyberspace about subjects and topics either related to ONA or me or just things I might be able to answer. These are just my opinions and for a majority of the answers putting in some time researching will generate answers too. Unless such questions actually has something to do with my person. I was trying to find the Latin for “Sugar Cubes is Smart,” but could not find the word Sugar in Latin as – so I learned – sugar had not yet been invented. So I named this essay just Tessarae Splendens which is supposed mean Brilliant Cubes. Tessara, if you look deeper into its means it had back in ancient Roman times is a word pregnant of meaning. One of it’s meanings besides a cube is a mosaic pattern of checked squares. Such as the black and white squares of a chess board. Which to me was a fine symbol of the Light and the Dark of the ONA and the Numinous Way. Which when put together with Reichsfolk, makes a beautiful mosaic… if you can See the pattern from the little squares. If we can appreciate the Bigger Picture minus the micromanaging of little ideas. Sometimes it’s all in what we are focusing on isn’t it?

Q. Why not have WSA go it’s own way? Or why hitch a ride with ONA? Or why not make your own “paradigm?”

A. It’s a good question. First reason was that what we were making was very similar to the ONA in many ways and after finding the ONA material we discovered that Anton Long had done a better job at trying to make what we were wanting to make. So we just went with the better one. Second reason is for Myatt and his other stuff such as Reichsfolk and the Numinous Way. When WSA says “ONA” we actually means Reichsfolk, the Numinous Way, and the Myattian ideas in the ONA. There is a lot of things about that Triad we really like, so rather than steal or borrow ideas from Myatt, we tried to do things the honorable way and be a “nexion” to the ONA, absorb its Myattian ideas, and pay our respects to the Man for providing the insights we were using. And in return we try to put out our own insights to help build on the ONA.

During the late 90′s and 2000′s I think it was regular practice for random people and groups to be inspired by the ONA writings such as the Black Book of Satan and Naos and then borrow from them to create their own things. And so in this period we gradually had all these new Satanic Orders and Temples that were inspired by ONA.

I suppose this was regular practice because when WSA found Thoth and the Old Guard DL they told us in their own words to just “steal from the ONA” and use whatever we needed from it. I know they meant well by it. At the time Chloe was our project manager and she said that it’s dishonorable to steal from a person if we in fact feel that such person is admirable or worth learning from. It’s just not in our native culture to be so lame as to steal other people’s ideas, say it’s ours, shrug off the originator, and not give them credit or something. If in our culture you see some one as an elder or kru ((teacher)) because they have insights and teachings to impart which you want, then there is a sort of social protocol or system of etiquette we follow, which is a relationship based on a pupil honoring a master. The term is “Garoob Kru” meaning to Honour/Revere the Teacher.

It’s like Asian Martial Arts. You find a style you think is cool and want to learn it. There is a protocol to follow or social etiquette, or way of gaining access to that style. You don’t steal the style and say it is yours. You make yourself a student to the sensei and learn the entire style, and as a student you pay your honour and respects to the man teaching you. Then after learning that style you may continue the Legacy of your teacher by teaching his style you learned, or you make a new style of your own to teach. But in either case you still pay respects to your teacher and honour your lineage. So we see something like the ONA to be a Mental Martial Arts style of sorts which Anton Long developed and taught. And we chose to continue this lineage and continue to teach this style, and to give credit to where it is due; but at the same time we work to build on it.

Other two Reasons are based on two points of consideration on our side. These two points of consideration we call the “Kayla Directive” ((KD)) and the “Chloe Directive” ((CD)). Everything that we ((WSA)) do goes to help actualize those two directives. Basically the KD is to use a pre-existing entity rooted in a Target Niche Market as a syringe to gradually inject memes into said Niche Market, for certain long term reasons. Basic purpose is to generate something we ((WSA)) call “Social Commodity,” “Social Revenue,” and “Collateral Property,” with things we call “Intellectual Capital.”

Say you got 1 Million dollars to spend and you are business oriented. Two options are given to you:

Option A: Use the 1 Million to start up a small business and perhaps make a steady $1000 per month profit to ride on.

Option B: Use the 1 Million to invest in a pre-existing corporation such as say an Apple Inc or Yahoo shares ((when yahoo first went public)).

Each option has it’s pros and cons. Pros for Option A would be being your own boss, be independent, run your own shit. Cons for Option A would be generate your own market, do your own work.

Pros for Option B would be have others do the work, kick back, support the parent corporation to help increase dividend returns, simple PR work. Cons for Option B would be high risk, work under an existing corporate structure, it takes time to see any real profit. But a Pro is that you have others to put in their effort to spread your co-signed product.

WSA went with Option B. In assessing a parent company to invest Intellectual Capital in we look for certain things. First thing we look for is if the parent company has a fanbase or market, this we call Social Commodity. The more SC the more valuable the organization.

Second thing we look for in a parent company to merge with is what we call Collateral Property. When my family buys a Chinese restaurant from a friend, what does that business transaction actually come with? The tables, the stoves, the cooks, the employees, all that shit is Collateral Property. As a business person when you buy a business like a restaurant you need Collateral Property so the restaurant is up and running on the get-go. You can’t afford to run around buying tables and new stoves and kitchenware, search for reliable cooks, and hire trustworthy employees.

With organizations Collateral Property is everything from books, manuscripts, yes men, internal infrastructure, and product distribution methods, everything that has been used that can continue to be used to keep the business running. The more CP an organization has, the more valuable the org.

Third thing we look for in a parent company to invest in is what we call Turn Over Rate. Who’s coming… who’s going… who’s joining… who’s quitting… who’s staying? What’s the RATIO between joiners and quitters like? Are there regular customers ((Retention of users/membership)). If your org Turn Over rate is high, your org is Socially Worthless.

Why go through all this? Why not just go with option A? Because of the end value of your Capital. What’s the difference between pennystock shares per OTC and shares of Apple Inc on the stock exchange? The Value, and the potential high return. Same capital… different Value. $1 buys a lot of pennystocks, but it can’t buy shit from a double digit corporation on the exchange. Double digit meaning long reputable companies with two letters in their stock symbol.

We work with something we call “Intellectual Capital.” These are memes/ideas that have either a market already or can easily generate a niche market. We use that IC to invest in what we call “Memeshares.” Just like in a merger or partnership one company will use capital to buy shares of a another company, then put in their people on the executive board.

An organization or culture is a memeplex. A memeplex is a complex of memes. In other words an organization is composed of ideas. You invest your IC into an org to get your memes into that memeplex, when your IC has been incorporated into said memeplex, you thus OWN a real percentage of the memeplex, which is what a memeshare is.

The point is to increase the value of your IC. Penny stocks aren’t worth as much as stocks and shares of a well known corporation with a market and with prime Awareness- Real Estate ((ARE)).

ARE is like corporate symbols flashing on a reputable stock exchange and adds on billboards and prime time TV. If an org is unheard of and people aren’t aware of its existence, or chattering about it, that org is Socially Worthless. Meaning it has no power to generate Social Commodity and your IC will be worthless. An org which is in people’s heads, which people talk about in whatever way has more value. Meaning it can generate SC and in time increase the value and Fluidity of your Intellectual Capital. Fluidity means when your IC – your memes – moves, spreads, inspires, influences. Inside a market and beyond.

Just because a person may have a website, or a book, or an organization with users, does not actually mean their IC and memes have Fluidity. Memes without Fluidity has no value. It’s like money. Money must Flow and circulate or the economy is negatively effected. Capital must Flow. Don’t matter if you have money sitting in a bank vault. The bank must use that money and keep it Flowing, or go bankrupt. Just because there are books written, doesn’t mean the IC has Fluidity Potential.

To us, ONA meets all those needs and therefore will help us actualize the Kayla Directive.

The Chloe Directive is a long term project of first adapting ONA to an Eastern worldview, then merging it with Reichsfolk and the Numinous Way to transplant the Myattian Triad in Asia. 1 Billion Chinese… 1 Billion Indians… 500 million Southeast Asians. In 20-50 years Asia will have the biggest economies with China as top dog, then Japan, and South Korea as tech giants, then India will be a economic giant also. 50 years from now the Future will belong to Asia. Any colonization of the ocean or space or anything that has to do with a Future will happen thru Asia. The Chloe Directive is to reconfigure ONA/Reichsfolk/TNW to fit our ancestral Asian people and market. We call it Transplantation. The things we write now and tests we do with our Buddhist IC are just Research & development.

WSA has no intention of selling or operating in the West. It matters very little to us what a generic Westerner has to say about the ONA, or what product we ‘engineer’ since they are not the intended market. They are just a test market. The West only serves as recruiting grounds to find Business Partners called Associates.

Which will explain why WSA is so into language and weltanschauung. Transplanting ONA to Asia isn’t easy. The English the ONA and Myattian ideas come in has to go. But at the same time, as much of the essence and Myattian spirit must be retained. How do we do that? We don’t know yet. Still in R&D. How do we translate the Myattian word/concept of Acausal or Pathei-Mathos into an Asian Language and retain as much of the original essence and spirit as possible is what is being considered. How do we shapeshift the Myattian Triad in such a way that it reflects and mirrors Asian weltanschauung and also retain as much of the original spirit and essence as possible?

The satanism form has to go. It’s pseudo-marketable in the West, but that whole concept is going to have no significant Fluidity in the East. For the past 3 years we’ve been experimenting with hybrid “Asiatic” memes/IC where we mix Buddhism and other Eastern stuff we know with the core essence of the Sinister Tradition of ONA, Reichsfolk, and The Numinous Way. Then we distribute what test memes we make to a test market thru this blog to watch for feedback and end results. I’ve already dropped plenty of hints and overtly stated the rewards and benefits of memetic fluidity and a large Social Commodity holding elsewhere.

Q. Why gangs?

A. East Asian “gangs” are slightly different from normal gangs. One good example of an East Asian gang would be Wah Ching. Ethnic Chinese, the words mean something like Wild Youth, or Youth Gone Wild, or Mischievous Youth. WC doesn’t claim hoods or streets. Don’t dress like cholos. People in WC come from rich families and live in upper middle class plus “hoods.” Usual cars driven by most WC would be Mercedes, BMW’s, Lexus, or some other high end brand. Most WC are college students by day who actually get good grades. Most WC are born and raised in well to do house holds. Parents are hard working business oriented Chinese folk who own big houses and family businesses.

So not all gangs are Dirt Bangers. You know what a Dirt banger is? It’s when your dirt poor banging to make a living because you’re too stupid to get a college education, too stupid to own a business, so you have to bang petty crime to feed yourself. You born in a dirt-hood and if you don’t die in prison, you will die in a dirt-hood.

WSA approach gangs and gang culture from “Age-Out” perspective. You get to a certain point where you age out of a gang because you’re too old for the shit. Why? Because gangs are for juveniles. It’s cool banging between 13-25. When 30 comes, you got an old lady or a man, and kids. Your attention and energy should be put on that family. There is a time to do your ABC’s. And a time where you understand that doing your ABC’s is juvenile. But your past experiences as a juvenile in a gang of some type teaches you valuable lesson for later. You take those lessons and apply the wisdom gained in life for your own Self-Development.

Things like gangs are only a means to and end. And mostly for a certain certain type of person. The type who was born and raised inside a culture that instills the ethos of a nuclear family. The intent is to physically be apart of a Corporatist and Collective entity. To pragmatically learn to function in such a Corporatist Way of Life as a part of something bigger then yourself. To learn to work together for a common end goal and common shared profit. Which is a Clan Ethos.

Gangs are not the only way to gain the end lessons. Go join or start a skinhead crew and do something. Go join the girl scouts for a few years. Marry an Asian girl or a Mexican girl. Join an army. Live as a Mormon for 5 years in an all Mormon county. Be Amish for 5 years. Live in Thailand or the Philippines for a while. Who cares how you get your lessons. But the intent is causal. To get you to live a different way in such a way that you will stop the Magian ethos of nuclear family culture. Divide and conquer. Why have you been divided and segregated into dysfunctional nuclear family units? Who benefits in the end? Whose Interests are you actually living to serve?

Q. Why tribes and clans?

A. Only a generic urbanized Westerner will ask that question. Because they come from nuclear families and from an urban culture that conditions its people to live in nuclear families.

I say urban because in the southern parts of America, Appalachia, and parts of the East Coast you actually have White people who are born and raised in the more natural and older clans and communal inter-clan social order and familial structure like the Amish and other Mennonites live and exist in.

Is it possible to live in clans? I don’t know, ask some clan from the south. Is communitarian life possible? I don’t know ask the Mennonites or anybody in an all Mormon county. Are tribes backwards subhumans? I don’t now, go to Casino Morongo and ask the tribe who owns it if they are backwards and anti-technology. The answers are actually all “out there.” The word tribe in the urbanized mind of a common Westerner conjures up images of naked dark skinned people in loin cloths living in a jungle somewhere. And tribes might not always be like that in real life.

Out side of urban Japan, in most of Asia people live in clans and not nuclear families. A clan is a large extended family. I really don’t know how to explain what a clan is which has already been explained in detail by even wikipedia. Mundanes today just can’t be bothered to transcend their preconceived assumptions by doing a little research, because that would require effort and a potential challenge to their hallowed assumptions.

I grew up in a clan and not a family, but we call it a family still. You live differently then nuclear families live. In a nuclear family you turn 18, move out on your own, start your own nuclear family, kick your kids out when they are 18, and the whole culture starts over again.

In a clan, nobody moves out, unless they want to. And in the country side where clans live together in communities, there is no such thing as “moving out” because everyone in the community is related, so you’re still living with your family anyways. In my house you have 3 generations living together grandma is there, aunts in their 50′s live there, cousins like me and some other live there. We live together, help each other pay the bills, and work business together. Which to me is way better for a number of reasons.

One reason is that a nuclear family struggles to pay bills. If you can buy a house later, the house is a small one and you and your spouse work your ass off just to pay for the house. You end up having no time to spend with each other or with your own children. That creates Stress. And Stress kills and tears apart families.

With a clan like mine, a bunch of grown ups who all love each other and have been raised up with each other continue to live together. They pool their money to buy a huge house to raise their kids in and the old people have a place to live in until they die naturally around people they love.

Since your have many adults helping out with the bills and working together to own family businesses, you actually have a lot of free time for yourself, for your spouse, and for your children. There is less stress and yes, less responsibilities, and less worries. I only work part time at various businesses my family owns and that is enough to pay my “bills” which is phone and gas and shopping money. That’s a few hours a day or so. The rest of the time is free time.

I don’t have to get a job or worry about unemployment. And then when I am ready because I was raised in a clan culture where I see my elders live together, work together and pool money to start up businesses, I will do the same. When I am 30 or something. When that time comes, because of the clan, I don’t have to go to a bank to borrow money, my huge family and grandma will provide the money for me and my cousins.

Each way of life has its pros and cons. I’m not saying one is better than the other. What I am saying is that Asians and most of Asia naturally live in a clan based family order. Which is one very big reason why as WSA, we value the concept of tribes and clans found in the Myattian Triad. There is a natural and cultural market out in Asian for that. Here in America such ideas are laughed at. But that’s cool. Die of stress. Be unemployed. Worry about your bills. Die alone when you are old. Spend the best years of your life working for others to make them rich and to feed their kids. Have the state raise your kids. Have no time for your spouse and get divorced. I don’t care. But that isn’t how I live, and it sure won’t be how I want my future children to live.

Also when ONA uses the word “tribe” as in Sinister Tribe, it doesn’t mean neked people living in the bush. It usually means an Urban Tribe, which is a euphemism for a gang or crew or firm.

Q. What is the ONA?

A. Outside looking in – who cares? If you knew what it was would that make you ONA? Would you love it? Be it’s best friend? I doubt it.

ONA Describes a certain type of person, as one Niner puts it. What people is it describing you may ask. LOOK. Take ONA people and list what qualities and characteristics and things they all share in common. What common points you end up is what the ONA is Describing and intended to attract. Because it describes the way a person is, if what you see or read about ONA is not to your liking, then you are not what is being describes, and therefore the ONA was not for you. So don’t worry about it. We’re actually not interested in you. We’re interested in Our Kind, who will Resonate with the Essence beneath the Form.

Q. Who is Anton Long? Why come he don’t have a history online which is googlable? Why is his name attached to only essays? What has he done?

A. Certain types of people who are literate and like to write call it a “Pen Name,” a “Nom De Plume,” or a “Pseudonym.” In most real life cases, a Pen Name is not an actual real human person. A Pen Name is just a random name used to affix to written things… hence Pen Name. And so because Pen Names are not actual people, usually it would mean that Pen Names don’t have histories. And usually you’ll only find Pen Names at the end of written documents… hence Pen Name.

Anton Long has not done anything. There is a redundant reason for this… because “Anton Long” is a Pen Name. Pen Names are a literary device used by authors. And so because Pen names aren’t real people born from mothers and so on, they don’t do anything, because a Pen Name isn’t a real person.

I use a number of Names and Pen Names depending on what I write and for what audience. For example if I write letters to my cousins and friends I use Lynzie. If I write emails to my aunties and uncles I use Jessiddha which is my family first name my dad gave me. If I write emails or things for my church I use Jeslyn. If I write letters or things for my old high school friends I use Jessica, Jessy, or Jess which is what they know me by. All of my elders call me Lyn which is my second first name their peergroup knows me by. If I write articles for a Buddhist group I am associated with I use Lyn and my Last Names, which is my professional name. If I ghostwrite articles for one of my cousins ((used to)) to put into his Lodge news letter I don’t use a name at all and he would puts their name on it instead. If I am making random posts online I use SugaCubez. If I am writing ONA stuff I use Shugz which my associated audience knows me by. And I have a different email account for most of those name, pseudonyms and Pen names I use.

This then becomes interesting if you think about it. For instance, “are” Jeslyn and Shugz the same “person?” No they are not. Jeslyn is Catholic, she writes very Christian oriented things for a deeply religious church audience of friends and peers. Whereas Shugz writes for the ONA endorsing everything from crime and rape to murder, Nazism, and Devil Worship. But they are both Me. Is Lyn the same “person” as Jeslyn and SugaCubez? No, Lyn is a grand daughter who also writes things for a Buddhist community. Lyn isn’t a Christian or a Satanist, she is known to be a devout Buddhist. But all three are just Me.

Professional authors also use pen names for purpose of differentiating their work to an established audience. You can have an author who spends a lot of their time writing Fiction novels under one name. Then this author may be inspired to write a serious non fiction book. He or she would use a different name. In order to keep the name known and associated with Fictional stores from the serious non-fiction work. Otherwise you can make a big mess in public like say Ron Hubbard did. He wrote mostly wacky science fiction under his name, then write Dianetics with the same name I think. It becomes slightly confusing you see, because what’s Hubbard trying to do… is Dianetics serious or fiction or creative writing, what market is he trying to tap into, etc.

Whoever Anton Long is, is Anton Long to whoever. That statement made sense to me. To the audience and people the person using the pen name Anton Long is trying to communicate with he is Anton Long and should remain known as Anton Long when associated with the ONA and ONA people.

For people on the inside of the ONA thing, who have read all 5000 pages of Anton Long’s ONA MSS from the earliest scribbles circa 1974 to the present, we’ve acquired an eye of recognition of his style of writing and “unique” grammar. Read 5000 pages of your favorite author or listen to every song every done and written by your musical artist you are obsessed with and you’ll understand what I mean when I say you can recognize that person’s style, rhythm, inflections, catch phrases, and glitches.

Grammatical glitches are cool. Their like finger prints. Most times when you are writing you do so in a semi-unconscious state of mind where you don’t actually pre-think each word before you write them. The words just come out, so with that flow, comes unconscious glitches in grammar, spelling, style, though-process, though lay-out, chose of lexicon and vocabulary, etc.

All that crap I just listed are also memes. Memes are anything that can be transferred from one person and adopted by another. Like bits of culture. Punctuation are memes. The smiley face icon is a meme. You use it, it passes around. LOL is a meme. Memes like to travel in groups or clusters. These are called memeclusters. For example the meme LOL usually travels with humor. You rarely see LOL out side of the cultural meme of what is considered by that culture to be humorous or amusing.

So we take a real person like Blackwood and look at his memecluster for signature glitches. One set of memes is his paragraph structure is always fucked up. Another meme he uses often is the word “alas,” which normally is not used. Another meme is his persona of being some important leader talking to a wide audience which expresses itself in the set of words he uses and style of writing. An finally the obvious glitch of him oddly spelling the word “Satanists” or any plural as – Satanist’s.

Each of those memes by themselves means nothing and can’t reasonably be a Blackwood glitch. But memes travel in packs. It’s when you learn to see all those memes Together as a group that you can tell the same mind is doing the writing. So regardless of whether Tom is Blackwood, or Von Hess, or Candace, or any of his “clergy” that signature memecluster is always present.

It’s the same way with Anton Long. Anton Long has memecluster glitches, as well as a easy style to recognize. You compare all that from a current Longian ONA MS with the earliest essays written by Anton Long in the old days and you’ll see that it is the same mind, with the same glitches, the same lexicon and vocabulary, the same thought lay-out on paper/writing. That’s just if all you have to work with are 5000 pages of essays. Plus there is the issue of personal life details. Which means details only AL would know and also general details about environment and surrounding only the same mind living in Shropshire would know. But Anton Long has no real history because it is a pen name. The Life details are only familiar with a certain group of people who are in some way really familiar with the detailing of the person behind the pen name’s Life and personal environment. If all my pen names talked about the same environmental details, the same set of people and names, the same life history… chances are they are all the same person. Or at least they all live in the same city and know the same set of people, and have bizarrely the same experiences in life.

But that all takes work and a level of interest beyond casual dabbling. Meaning that Anton Long actually has to be some weird hobby of yours for you to dedicate so much time to analyze as much life detailing and 5000 pages of text to gain an ability to smell out Anton Long in his writings. Most people do this with their favorite celebrities or cultural icons or whatever. I do this with AL.

This isn’t considering exo-textual patterns such as real life things. In real life the person using the pen name AL is a living breathing person with a long time best friend, who is a fixture in both the AL persona and the real life person’s life. That best friend alone is the most obvious clue. The person behind the pen name AL also has friends and associates in real life in his shire or whatever. Some of those friends are what we call Old Guards in/of the ONA. These Old Guards have their friends and associates. And those associates have associates. So at any given time in the real world, there is always a set of people who know who the real person behind the pen name is. If such group of people support or endorse or talk about a certain body of documents attributed to Anton Long, chances are Anton Long wrote it. If they protest and say that the person they know who uses the pen name Anton Long didn’t write it, chances are it’s not by Anton Long.

So regarding Anton Long, those actually IN the ONA who have the connects and the lineage knows who Anton Long is, what is written by him, and so on. There is no confusion, in the same way that my close friends and associates, knows I use different nyms and personas, knows my writing style, my body of vocabulary and lexicon, my body of thoughts I work with, where they can call me out no matter what troll screen name or character I assume. After hanging out with me for a long time my friends and cousins know from intimate association that I am not my beliefs and worldviews. I am a living person who may use bits and pieces of beliefs and worldviews to grasp a better understanding of my world and myself. And they end up learning from intimate association that I am not confused because when I do speak or teach or share my insights, what comes out ends up making sense. And so in my case my memeplexes do not control me or my mind and life, because I give no single on my all my Mind and Life. I control my memeplexes and use them. I am not used by them. We pay attention to the Man behind Anton Long we’ll notice the same.

I have all these uncles and cousins and a few grandfathers ((great uncles)) who are Freemasons. It’s for a number of reasons… cultural and financial. So at our homes we have piles and piles of all these books on Freemasonry. My uncles have this one cultural glitch they inherited from old school masons from their Lodge where they will hit up bookstores and buy every masonic book off the shelf. So at home we have walls of books on Freemasonry.

I wasn’t interested in it until I started reading the Satanic Bible. The way I read the Satanic Bible and other books is I use them as road maps. Meaning that I want to tap into the mind of the author and try to re-create their mental condition as close as I can to think like them. So whenever the Satanic Bible mentions anything, I’ll stop reading and ransack book stores, colleges libraries, and the internet for as much information on what was mentions. So when the Satanic Bible mentioned the Golden Dawn, I bought every book on it by Israel Rigardi, studied its grade system, learned Hebrew ((the alphabet at least)), learned bits and pieces of the Shishkabbalah, and made friends with members of it. When the Satanic Bible mentions the OTO I sack my sources for as much data, got their degree ritual, made OTO friends, and so on. I secretly have membership in so many orders and groups its funny. Self Realization Fellowship? Yep, that too. I’m also a baptized Catholic Charismatic, and I do my Hail Maries, Pray, and have a statuette of Mary, candles, and a rosary in my room… near Kuan Yin and the Buddha. So when the Satanic Bible and Satanic Rituals mentioned Freemasonry and the Templars, I sacked our home library for info, read every book, hit up a college campus reading every old locked up book they had on Freemasonry, then on Deism and anything remotely relative to the era Freemasonry came from.

Meanwhile one of my older cousins in his Lodge was setting to go thru the chairs. That’s when you start as a Junior Steward and gradually work your way up in the Offices to Master of the Lodge, which takes about 7ish years of commitment. In his Lodge, each officer had a little section in their news letter to write articles. My older cousin wasn’t a writer. So a long time ago he said he’d pay me $20 for each article I ghostwrote for him, since I had sacked the house and read all the Masonic books and knew his degree rituals better then him.

My “cousin’s” articles started off simple Lodge rhetoric based on answers to question I asked about his meetings and things of that sort. But then as I gained confidence, I started to drop memes covertly in my writings. At first to see how far I can go and take things before I ((or my cousin)) got called out for being insane.

With Freemasonry it’s easy. You have a pile of raw symbolism and allegory that have no real established meaning. I had noticed that every author I read had their own interpretations. So I slowly started to insert my own ideas beneath these symbols and allegories by twisting and parsing into them new meaning. Which in certain circles is called the esoterica of the Craft.

The thing with Freemasonry is that meanings of symbols can’t just have stand alone meanings. It all has to fit like a puzzle with a few other symbols. You can’t say for instance that the Compass represents Reason and Logic, and have it not puzzle connected to another symbol where reason and logic fits into the other symbol’s meaning. For example you can say that the Sun represents Beauty, Strength, and Wisdom. Why? Because the master, senior and junior wardens are associated with those things and also with the sun in different positions. Then you can say that same Sun symbolized Hiram Abiff. Why? Because Hiram was cut down as the sun falls in the west. Then you can say both the Sun and Hiram represents the Middle Pillar of the Tree of Life. Why?

Because it’s the pillar of Beauty and the Sun is the Glory of the Crown Kether and the light of the unmanifested Ain Sof Aur which descends into the dark Malkuth, just as Hiram Abiff was felled into his earthly grave. Then you can say the Sun and the new Apprentice Mason is the resurrection of Hiram Abiff and the restoration of the fallen Middle Pillar which provides a Pathway from Malkuth back to Kether. Why? Because as the Sun sets in the West, the Apprentice Enters the Lodge from the West and Travels East by taking a total of 6 steps over his own Grave, to Return to his Original Glory as the Living Middle Pillar of Life. It’s all bullshit, but each interpretation is made to connect like lego pieces to other symbols. This gives your esoteric BS the impression of continuity. Like it gives the impression that it all fits together into one big secret body of ancient wisdom… when in fact it’s just a hodge podge of Buddhism, Taoist, Christian, Satanism, Holy Kababble, and anything else I can pull out of my ass stated thru Masonic lexicon and paradigm schematics.

A few months later my cousin gets his usual Office spot in the news letter, and the lodge enthusiastically gave him an entire back section to write whatever he wanted. That meant I made $40 dollars a month from my cousin! Each Grand Lodge divvies their jurisdiction into things called “Districts.” Every two months or so the officers from every Lodge in a District meet at a chosen Lodge to practice their ritual work. This is the Grand Lodge’s way of controlling the rituals to make sure every Lodge is working the same exact ritual, wording, and gesturing. At each District meeting is a District Inspector who is an agent of the Grand Lodge who sits there and makes sure ever officer is doing things exactly as the Grand Lodge want it done. So at these District meetings all the officers from many Lodges hang out and talk. This is when my cousin’s name and reputation started to grow in the District. Eventually he was asked if he could give lectures at their Lodge meeting… he said sure.

So then I had to write his lectures and speeches and draft data note for him and he’d practice giving the lectures in front of me and the other cousins, and we’d bomb him with questions to make sure he can convincingly answer them.

This went on for almost two years. I ghostwrote his articles and lectures, and in them I kept on stuffing my own twisted Satanic-Buddhist memes into everything. My cousin had an agenda. You need an agenda in the Lodge if you are going to dedicate so much time to it. The agenda was he wanted to gain fame in his District with his name, so that way he can transfer to the coveted “Lodge Over The Hill” as they called it.

This “Lodge Over The Hill” was the biggest Lodge in their district and it was composed of mostly old people over 60… which is why the other Lodges called it the “Lodge Over The Hill.” It was actually also over yonder hills geographically. Hills as in the rich side of the county. This Lodge Over The Hill was the oldest, biggest, and richest Lodge in the county, known for its combines wealth and “A list membership.”

This Lodge is an exclusive Lodge with over 1300 members… all are exclusively judges, lawyers, mayors, past mayors, police officers, sheriffs, military officials from the nearby base, and the top heads of the richest business families in the county. The membership included the son of Gillette, the same family/name associated with the razor blade; one family that owned 13 radio stations around the area, and an Italian Family that owned contracting rights with the city to work on the Freeways. When this Lodge does Charity, it’s not petty money, you’re talking about shelling hundreds of thousands of dollars to hundreds of Charities. When this Lodge meets, it’s not always about Masonry, they do business together, start up mutual funds etc. It’s impossible to get into this Lodge unless you came from the exclusive “demographic” sector they came from, but if you get in, you have a jack pot of business partners. That’s how you work Freemasonry… it all in the Lodge you go to.

When my cousin put in his application for a transfer to get into the Lodge Over The Hill, the officers and key people at that Lodge already knew my cousin from “his” articles in his mother lodge’s news letter and from the frequent lectures he gave around the District. For those circa two years of doing lectures he was already working his social skills to tap into the right peer group. Getting in a lodge is hard, and getting into this one was harder.

They take your application which is three pages long, stick your picture on it, affix a “resume” of your “sources of charity funds” which meant what businesses you own, and your general income. On their meeting night the Master informs the lodge that there is a new transfer app, and the application is passed around to everyone present to look over. The lodge has one month to think things over. The next month the voting takes place. They have a box with a drawer. Underneath the drawer is a hole which leads into an empty spot filled with white marbles and black cubes. A hand fits inside the hole, and a marble or cube is placed inside the empty drawer. That’s how they vote. White round marbles means a yes vote, black cubes means a no vote. This is where the English expression “getting black balled” comes from… accept its a cube and not a marble. If the drawer is drawn out and one black cube is seen, you are rejected. The vote has to be unanimous. My cousin got all white marbles.

After his transfer to his new Lodge, he was given a place in their news letter and was told to take up as much room as he wanted… which meant I would now make more money each month. During this whole period of ghostwriting, I go to visit Lodges during their monthly dinners that my uncles and other cousins go to. I was actually a member of one of their auxiliary groups for girls related to Masons when I was 13-21… so I was and still am active in their community. I can’t say which girls group I came from. Most of the time I just go to eat and help out in the Lodge kitchen and clean up. Other times we visit a list of the old ladies and Masons who are sick to hang out with them and run errands like grocery shop for them, or drive them places. But as I do my usual hang outs at their dinners before their monthly meeting at these Lodges, I listen to every conversation as I mingle with my sisters and the ladies, serving dinner. Slowly as the years pass, I hear more and more Masons use my ideas and spread them. As the mother of your memes, you recognize your babies, even if they change a little. Which built up my confidence level.

I’ve always thought it was funny. After 5 years of this I was a familiar face at the monthly dinners over at the Lodge Over The Hill doing my usual in the kitchen with the ladies helping out. Me and some of the old ladies and kitchen helpers stay during their meeting. The boys will go into their secret lodge room and lock themselves in there for 2 hours. And we’d just sit there talking. Then after the boys’ meeting they have a night snack of some type, usually cake or pie and ice cream. We’d be slowly setting the rows of tables and fixing up the pie and ice cream. So there was this one time after 5 years of my memes spreading everywhere in that Lodge and District where I was eating my cake and ice cream surrounded by hundreds of people, small talking, teasing each other, laughing.

I was sitting next to the Master of the Lodge Over The Hill who is really nice and crusty rich, and he asked me how my cake was. I said it was great, and to continue our small talk I asked him what exactly Freemasonry was, pretending I knew nothing. The master first says the usual and expected, “Well now, if I told you, we’d have to take you out back and kill you.” But then he fumbles with his thoughts and says a prewritten definition of Freemasonry I have read and heard a million times before. I asked him why a girl can’t be one, because I would probably make a really smart one. He fumbles a while with his thoughts, just trying to tell me without hurting my feelings that its a men’s only thing. He said it in such a way that it was nice, “I’m sure you would! But, Freemasonry takes good men and makes them better… girls don’t need that, they’re already perfect… I have to say that or the wife will put me out on the couch!” That was the end of our casual conversation. Little did he know that I own the minds of every thinking esoterically inclined Mason in the District at the time.

I learned a few very valuable things from that life experience. The first is that organizations or institutions each have two faces, an inner face and an outer face. The outer face of an organization is what you get and see as an outsider. This includes simple and generic definitions of such groups. “We’re a Charity”… “We believe in Jesus”… and so on. The inner face of many institutions is different. It’s faceless. The reason why Masons say the same pre-written definition of what Freemasonry is, is because on the inside, they really have no idea what it is. It’s just easier to tell people that its just a charity that makes good men better. Inside they don’t know if it is a frat, a club, a philosophy, a religion, a spirituality, if it came from stone masons, or templars, or what.

It’s the same thing with any religion. If religion or philosophical institutions were well defined, it would have a clear meaning and nobody would be talking or preach about it or debating and arguing. It’s easy to tell an outsider what Satanism is compared to telling yourself and peers in satanism what exactly Satanism is. So with that idea I one time wrote an article expounding “Masonic Esoterica.” They have this symbolism call the Three Lesser Light which is the Sun, Moon, and Master of the Lodge. Nothing else is explained of this besides that the sun and moon governed that world as the Master governs his Lodge. So I took my memes and built on that idea and explained that basically the Master to a person is the conscious mind, the sun is this person’s visible face and public identity, and the moon is what is in the dark or on the inside which is always changing. And the same concept applies to institutions. There is a mastermind – or collective mind – the public face is the sun which is constant and regular, but the inner essence is constantly changing like the face of the moon. I can’t remember how I worded it back then.

For example, as a shopper, it’s easy to tell what a WalMart is. It’s a blue building with cheap stuff and cheap looking people in it. But on an inside perspective of say an executive board member, WalMart looks very different from day to day. Everything is constantly changing. Distributors and partners are changing… investors are coming and going… CEO’s and other officers are resigning or retiring and being replaced. Nothing on the inside is constant… it must change and always strive to be better as the faces of the moon works at being fuller… only to decrease. And we each, and every organization and nation must keep up with that inner tidal ebb and flow of change. Or a sports team is a better example. You have the coach who is the “Master.” The sun is the familiar public face of the team… the logos… the team name… the mascot… the colors… the home city which are constant like the face of the sun. But on the inside the team members come and go. New ones replace old ones… investors come and go… nothing is regular and constant. But despite the internal changes, the outer face remains recognizable.

The ONA will always be ONA, as the sun is the sun. But it’s inner essence is always – and must – change like the face of the moon, always working toward that Fullness of Potential. And as soon as a fullness is reached, we realize that in the distant horizon there is a higher fullness to reach after and work toward. Like the moon always diminishes and works toward a new fullness.

The other thing my past experience with ghostwriting and “shapeshifting” taught me is this concept some people call “manifesting,” which is sometimes generically referred to as “Doing Something.” We bump into this concept when people ask us thing like, “What are you Doing?” Or “what is the ONA Doing?” Or “what is Anton Long Doing?”

First define “Doing.” meaning how far down the causal chain reaction of an act initially committed is a “Doing?” Is a “Doing” counted from the initial act all the way to when fruits that act causally bore?

If so, what did I end up “Doing” and “manifesting” with my 5 years of ghostwriting for my cousin? From my first initial act to it’s last fruits that act’s causal chain BORE? I started off writing and sharing simple ideas to an audience thirsty for fresh new ideas. Just ideas, written in some news letter or as a lecture. Nothing big and eventful or earth changing. Gradually those ideas spread to change a few people’s perception of how they saw what they were deeply into and loved. It inspired some people to act. Like my cousin was inspired to act. He did act and pretending my ideas were his, used his social skills to get into a set or clique of people for business purposes to help our family out. Those ideas changed the way this group of people saw my cousin. They had a certain liking for him and admired “his” insights “he” was sharing. Which inspired them to let him into their exclusive clique. This ended up helping our family later make not only business partners but “powerful” friends in the county. In the end, after business and a lot of work, people made money. Lots of money, which added income to my family. Does all that count as a “Doing” and the Fruits a “Doing Something” manifests?

If the answer is yes, then an idea can potentially be worth a lot of money. If the answer is no, and you want to say that a Doing has to be with your hands and fingers, then all I really “Did” was ghostwrite and share ideas. But did my energy and time ever amount to anything in the end… yes it did in more ways then money-wise. When your familiar to a Lodge 1300 deep packing every third cop in the district, you don’t get ticket when cops pull you over just by driving a car with the right symbols on it. They look at your face, recognize you as that girl that served them ice cream, ask how your family is and tell you to please slow down form my own safety and the safety of others. Work… what work? Interviews what interviews? You got a whole county full of places that will give you a job the same day you smile at the old guy you visited in hospital. Cars need fixing? Cousins can’t fix it cuz they’re too busy? I had an album pack full of business cards of people I met doing my circuits in the Lodge dinners and visiting old masons and their ladies. 15 or so of them are owners of car garages in the county who tell me to just drop off my car at their house so they can fix it for free as long as I buy the parts. Need lawyers? There’s 100 of them in the Lodge a phone call away. Want to talk to your judge first before a case in the county? Hit up the Lodge. Wanna climb rank in your military or air force fast? Introduce your old army friend you met at the Lodge to your cousin who is a mason from another Lodge. All that from the circulation and Fluidity of ideas… memes. Symbiosis right? You help me, I help you, we all benefit. That’s what a Business Partner – Associate – is.

So what’s it mean when it is asked “what have you done?” What exactly does the word “done/do” mean and how far down the causal chain of physical real world manifestation does that “done” include? Because in real life, actions and things done is more complicated then writing out in a post what was done or what can speculatively be done. In the real world “done” and “doing” is a complicated matter. The Asians invented an entire religion of 25,000 pages based on the idea of “Doing.” It’s called Buddhism, and the essential concepts are called Kamma ((Work)) and Vipaka ((Fruit)), Kosala Kamma ((or Kamm-Kosal)), and Akosala Kamma ((or Kamm-Akosal)).

What did Anton Long Do? I don’t know what does that word mean? How far does it go. Does it include the causal chain reaction arising from it? Does it include the Vipaka of the Kamma? Vipaka is not always a precisely linear manifestation of it’s initial Kamma. Who knew my ghostwriting of ideas would in 6 years or so end up manifesting money in the form of business partners and new businesses? That initial presencing of ideas from me, causally branched out to bare several different Vipakas.

So when we ask what AL or ONA has done in real life? What does that actual all mean and include? Am I making things complicated? Cuz I’m Buddhist and I pay attention to little details with how Life unfolds and happened. “Do” isn’t as simple as robbing somebody or making bomb. If so then we’re only talking about the initial act of a causal event. Do we understand what manifesting is? Where it starts and how far down the causal chain the Process of Manifestation happens? Do we mean the initial act or the end results or both and everything in between? Whose keeping a collective tab on every end result since 1972 the ONA has ever produced as Vipaka, considering that Vipaka does not unfold linearly? I’m not. I wasn’t even born back then, and I sure as hell don’t know how many people were collectively involved, who did what, and what end results their kammas bore. Does AL know? Who knows.

One last thing my experience of being me has taught me is that knowing who and what I am, actually helps me understand the person behind Anton Long. I might not have it all right, but I can guess that we’re alike in many ways.

Can I be fitted into a single cubby hole? Am I a Buddhist Lyn? Am I a Catholic Charismatic Jeslyn? Am I a Satanist Jessy? Am I a culturally conservative and traditionalist Jessiddha? Am I a liberal Lynzie? Am I a Sinister ONA Shugz? Am I a Vietnamese Lyn like my mom? Am I Thai because of one of my last names? Am I Chinese because my other last name? Am I Khmer because the second language I speak? Am I American because I was born here? Am I a Reichsfolk Nazi? Am I a communist because of friends I have and socialist parties I am a member of? Am I a capitalist because I come from a business oriented family that believes in free enterprise? Am I a patriot because I love America and think its the greatest country in the world? Am I treasonous because I think the government should be torn down to be made better like the constitution says we can do?

I’m just me. People who know me know me. And they understand that a person is a dynamic entity always in a state of flux. But beneath the lunar flux is an solar essence of being that is always the same. No matter how old you grew to become, how many birthdays past, how often your mind changed, how more memories were added, there is a part of you that remains the same. Which is the Self beneath the outer forms. The Self beneath the social memes and flux. The Self which is a Property of the aggregation our 6 senses ((here consciousness being a 6^th )), and its codependent arising and interaction ((feedback loop)) with its environment which includes other people, ideas, and society in general.

There is outer form which changes and then there is formless essence remains relatively constant. Who is Anton Long? Just an outer form of a living person. Who is this living person? It’s impossible to know unless you live with him or know him for a long time in person directly. Otherwise all we have in our knowing of this person – or any person – are what faces we see on the outside presented. In such cases where the outer faces are many like mine, the shortest answer is that all faces of the moon is the same moon.

I read somewhere that you can tell the level of sophistication of a language by counting how many words for colors it has. I read about one language somewhere in Africa I think which only had words for “Black,” “White,” and “Red.” English has the basic words for the 7 colors in the rainbow, then brown, black and white. Then there is the whole list of other shades of colors we have. I hate Khmer and think it’s primitive because it only has 6 words/names for colors: Khmau for Black; Sor ((say it as a Brit or Frenchmen or Bostonian would read it)) meaning White; Krahom for Red; Swy ((sounds like Why with an S)) meaning both mango and purple; Lueng ((the ue makes a japanese flat U sound)) for yellow, and Kiew for both Green and Blue. For the other colors you have to say the word color and attach it to a something of which has the color you want to convey. Like Per Dey means “Brown” but literally means Color ((Per)) of Dirt ((Dey)). Per Kroach means Orange but actually means the Color of Orange Fruit.

Anyways, ever since I learned this when I study or look into a language I first check to see how many single words they have for colors and how many adjective and descriptors the language has to work with. The more colors and the more words as a means of expression, generally the more sophisticated the language is. Descriptors are things like words that give other words new meaning. For example some native American languages instead of having verbal endings like -ing and stuff have descriptors to describe if an act has manifested already, if it is in the process of manifesting, and if it shall manifest in future. Or Quechua has all these awesome descriptor words that captures ever feeling and emotion imaginable.

So since I love language, I end up seeing people in the same way. English is a sophisticated language which is always growing and fluctuating. Some languages like Latin don’t grow or fluctuate. One is living and dynamic and the other is actually dead. People are the same way. Do they stay the same in mind and mentality and worldview or do the change and fluctuate in a living and dynamic way. Stagnant or Progressive Mind? A person or mind that is primitive in mental capacity will not change mentally as often as one that is constantly out growing and growing From their old ideas. Like how crustaceans and bugs have to break out of their old shell to grow. When I hear a person say, “I’ve been a satanist for 25 years!” My first reaction is, “The fuck is wrong with you?” That statement is only “bad” if it meant that for 25 years his understanding of the word and worldviews have not changed, as in nothing has changed since he was 13 when he first became a satanist. I see angles of perception ((paradigm, etc)) a person has to be my color code in judging the sophisticated nature of a person.

Angles of Perception are things we would intimate by words and terms like worldview, paradigm, perspective, “my understanding,” and so on. Having only one angle of perception, or one Way of Seeing the world and universe is like a language with only one working word for one single color. It’s like your literally seeing the entire world with a single color lens. If for 25 years you’ve been seeing the world with the same monochrome perception, then something is wrong with your mental capacity. Don’t even lie to yourself and say you even see the world in “black and white” because that technically is two colors which adds up to two paradigms or two contrasting worldviews. You just see the world in just black. And some people are proud of that?

Can you see the world as a girl, as a guy, as a child once did, as an adult, as a liberal, as a conservative, as a Communist, as a capitalist, as a friend, as a foe, as a Christian, as a Buddhist, as a poor person, as a rich person, as a slave, as a master, as a theist, as an atheist, as a deeply spiritual person, and as a material girl? Or are you limited to just one paradigm… just one color lens… just one “right” worldview?

But seeing the world in different ways requires empathy and becoming. It requires you to sit down next to a liberal or a spiritualist, and to empath that person than to become that person to see and feel the world the way they do. And most of us aren’t willing to do that because our superficial identities ((our Self)) is so entwined or attached or lost in our own signal self glorified worldviews that its fearful to let go and empathically become another person or to gain a different solid perspective. We fear that such an act would dissolve who and what we are. If I was a Buddhist all my life and I change my paradigm or worldview what would I then be we fret? If I was a Satanist for 25 years and I see and feel the world with a second worldview and a third, then what will my Self be? As if to imply that we are how we perceive things.

And so we become similarly confused when a person like the one behind Anton Long has many faces and many angles of perception. What is he we ask? A Muslim who sees the world as a Muslim? A Satanist who sees the world as a Satanist? A Nazi who has a Nazi paradigm? A Numinous Wayer who sees the world in his own way? As if to imply to ourselves that we can’t possibly have more then one paradigm or worldview… like humans can’t possibly see the same world in many different ways. Even though we know we can, because many of our wars and battles are fought over how different we see the same world. But surely multiple worldviews or ways of understanding the world can’t exist in the same mind trying to gain a better understanding of it?

I’ll give a living example, myself. I call myself a Buddhist most of the time and refer to my Buddhist “paradigm” as my native weltanschauung or my default worldview, because it’s what I was raised inside of. But I have in Life come to realize that there are phenomena in Nature which have no name or word or idea in that default paradigm which exist in a beautiful form in Christianity, specifically the Charismatic Catholic variety to be technical.

The phenomenon is called “Redemption” in the Christian weltanschuung. You see, when I step on a blade of grass to depress it, suppress it, repress it, impress it, oppress it, the blade bends. But that blade of grass has an inherent Nature inside of its being to understand that it had an Original Nature which it must try to get back to. And so gradually that blade will Redeem itself and rise back up to as close as possible to its Original Nature. We call that inherent knowing of an original divine/numinous state of being and the will to bounce back to that state Redemption, beautifully symbolized by the Christ. Who is in the Catholic Paradigm not only the Son who is we – the Body of Christ – but also God, and the Holy Spirit. The Christ is the divine remembering or knowing of our original divine or Godnature, the understanding of which we are redeemed from our lost and fallen state to what we once were.

All things in Nature redeems itself, even ecosystems if let-be. Wounded animals will over time redeem them their original state of health and well being or at least as close as possible. The word Redeem suggests or implies also a giving up of something in exchange for something that was lost or taken away. You give up your grip and hold. You let go of what is holding you down. Your loss of self in what is holding you down. What do I mean by that? I mean to say that if you are a Shudra who is hated and despised by an entire system created to hate and despise you, Let Go. You weren’t born a shudra. You believe in a caste system and hold on to it. When you hold on and don’t let go, don’t give that up, you can’t redeem what was lost or taken from you. Your redemption can’t be given to you until you give what is holding you down up, until you surrender… ((islam))… to the Natural Way of Things. To how you were made by your Creator… by Creation, to the Way of its Peace. If you are poor or your whole country is poor it is not because Nature or Creation made you that way. There is no poverty or wealth in Nature or in the Natural order of things. Poverty is a byproduct of an economy… a human imposition or superimposition or impression on the world. You can never Redeem the Natural and Numinous/Divine state you came into the world with by default so long as you/we hold onto that economic system. We must give it up and surrender to the Numinous Flow of Creation… Charismata right? The Divine Flow of God the Holy Spirit, the Essence of Creation, which imbues all of Creation. Which Creation – Cosmos – you are a living child and manifestation of ((Jesus who is God the Son, the Born/Manifested)).

And with that same Charismatic worldview I can see the world and understand thing from the stand point of Genesis and Taoism. The Creator made Adam/Eve in his likeness and placed him in a Garden of Eden. Before they ate the Fruit of a certain tree they everything in their human life was fine. When they ate the Fruit of the Tree of Good and Evil and then the Tao of Eden or the Unity of Creation becomes yin and yang, abstract Goods and Evils… Rights and Wrongs… when such valuations are not present naturally in Creation. Nothing written or expressed in the Living Book of Nature is right or wrong, good or evil. Nature just is… as in how a child would see the world as just being neither good or evil, right or wrong… “Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven.”

So for me, even thoe I am seeing the same world, I have a set of different paradigmatic goggles to see this same world with. I can see it as a Buddhist, as a Christian, as a Myattian person, as a rational materialist, or a Satanist, a liberal and a Conservative. Then I can take all those different worldviews and patch them together to see a “bigger picture” and thus gain a wider understanding of what I am looking at which I am a living part of. There is a cliché Buddhist allegory that is told so many times, yet nobody understands or puts it into actual practice. The cliché allegory is the one with 4 blind monks feeling up an elephant and each are thinking the elephant is a different Thing. Yeah, we whine and say that story is sooo cliché and soo over told… yes, yes, yes, I’ve heard it 20 times already… and those that heard it still take pride that they still have but one paradigm or worldviews… still see and understand the world in monochrome.

And the funny thing with many people is when they say they are having a “paradigm shift.” In the mundane pop-occulture a “paradigm shift” actually means that their opinions about something is changing. Like their old monochrome monocle got broke or scratched up and they’re switching monocles. Their going to throw away their old blue filter lens for a yellow one this time. For surely a yellow filtered world is way better then a blue one. When it’s just one filter again! Just one perspective again! Just one worldview again! And this one has got to the really true and right one! The old one was believed to be the truth, but now we know better because the new yellow lens will make us see the truth.

Then I love how these people stuck in monochrome with one barely functioning wetlanschuung or paradigm or whatever will say things like, “Oh I’ve been a Wiccan High Priest for 30 years!” Or, “I went to Church for 50 years!” Or, “I was a Satanist since I was 8!” Then they list you all these books they have read and work really hard to master their vocab, punctuation, and grammar. And they sound superficially smart, with big words, and perfect grammar, and many books. But why bother reading? You read and see and filter shit with the same single lens. Doesn’t matter what a Satanist or Buddhist will read or look at, because they will always see things as a Satanist or Buddhist. A perfect example of this monochrome filter effect happening is you just give a well thought out essay written by a Theist to an Atheist and I guarantee that no matter how educated and erudite the Theist was the Atheists isn’t going to see shit and will spend time talking himself into rejecting that Theistic paradigm re-ground himself in his own atheistic comfort zone.

You can only see and gain an understanding of the world with what mindset your are working with, that’s why its called a worldview, or a paradigm. From the Greek word Paradigma meaning Patterns. If you are conditioned to only see vertical stripes, you will not be able to compute or register horizontal stripes, because it is not in your system. They did that test with pigeons where the birds were raised in stripped cages that move in say a vertical direction, and the birds ended up not able to see horizontal ones. There’s accounts of native South Americans from the time of Columbus who said that their people could not at first see Columbus’ three ships, even when the ships were parked in the harbor. Because their brains were conditioned in a world where the Patterns of a ship of the European size and type just simple did not exist. But of course their eyes and brains got used to the new patterning of the ship and they eventually saw them.

And so we judge our own selves and others based on the one single lens we are using to see the world, in such a way that what lens and filter we see the world and universe with defines our very ego, self, and very being. In the copulative, “I AM a such and such.” AM meaning to Be, to exist, to have an Isness… I exist or have my being because I am a such and such, and if I am not a such and such I therefore AM not. Many of us can understand that we are not our ideas, but it’s hard for us to understand that we are not our worldviews, our way we see and interpret or understand the world, or paradigm, or whatever.

We try to categorize people into how they see the world. And so somebody like the person behind the pen name Anton Long is confusing to some of us. He doesn’t fit into any one box. He seems to jump around and not stay still. Like he can’t make up his mind as to how to see the world and which angle to stay at. So we begin to mentally dismiss him from our minds to rid our minds of that source of confusion. We tell ourselves that such person is confused, crazy, wishy-washy, insane, a troll, just a fake, etc. Anything we can say and believe to cause our mental perception of the world to go back to the way it was before such person ruined our worldview and understanding.

Can’t he just be a person? With many different ways of seeing the same world? But as they say, It takes one to know one. I’m not saying that my long ass spiel about AL is right and that I understand the Man. But I can see and understand him using myself as a reference point. I know I am not crazy or confused about the world, and I know and understand that it is because I allow myself to have many and contrasting “paradigms” or whatever that I have my understandings of Life and the World. And so when I see another person with many “color lenses” I assume that person is like me too. And I unfortunately interpret such people to be of a more mentally or psychologically sophisticated state. In the same way that I interpret a language with many names for colors to be a sign or mark of a sophisticated language.

Q. What about States and so forth? How come the State isn’t dead yet? What is ONA doing to annihilate the State? What will be put in its place?

A. Taking out a State is not the raison d’etre or the Prime Objective or supreme essence of the ONA. There are thousands and thousands of pages worth of stuff written by AL and not all of them talk about destroying some State or Nation.

There is a “platform” in ONA called the Sinister Dialectics. This Sinister Dialectic in business talk is like the overview of what the business is and what the end goal should approximately look like. So when we all look and it we are on the same basic page and can work from there.

Say I have some money and my cousins and I would like to start up our own business. So we go to more experienced aunts and uncles who gives us the “Chinese Food Dialectics.” This “dialectics” contains a general outline off the power points of what the business of a Chinese Food joint is all about. First it gives us an over view of the general cost, then the general monthly money needed to put into such a business, then a list of common food items, then an estimate of common yearly profit, then an over view of what a customer is, and what competition is and how such customers and competition will effect our business. Then the aunts and uncles tell us after we have gotten the “dialectics” down, “Good luck, call us when you need us, otherwise, yo guys are on your own.”

The thing is the dialectics does not explain or micromanage the minute details. It has to be open and flexible and thus mutable to time and clime. The detail is up to us. When my cousins and I argue over location and search for a good location, that is the dialectics in motion. Our locations might always be good. What about generating customers? That is also up to us. One of us can come up with the agenda of making fliers with menus and putting them on car windshields in parking lots. That is the dialectics in action. That agenda may fail and not produce the desired result. If it does, we try an new approach.

What about competition? The Dialectics did not name a list of what would be competition, we have to figure that out. One of us can say that the near by Mexican and Sushi eateries are competition. Ok… next step is how do we deal with such competition? One of us might say to hire some of their friends in gangs to burn the competition down. Is it a good idea? Who knows. Whats the risks? Another can say that we spread rumors about the competition’s food quality. We pick the second one since in both proposals the customers of the competition would search out a new place to eat anyways. The second seems less risque. We try it, it may fail.

The point is that with this Chinese Food Dialectics, the minor detail of how to get from point A to point Z is not set. It is left open ended. What we chose to do to get us to point Z is not the Business or raison d’etre of a Chinese restaurant. If a strategy or tactic fails or is not generating the desired end results the dialectics must be open to change. You have to change course. There are more then one way to skin a cat as they say. If one way fails, you must learn to try the other ways.

Burning the State down is not thus the end all and be all of the ONA. It is a proposed method to executing the Sinister Dialectics.

I have my own mind and objections to the notion of burning down or destroying some state. In the old school days people connected with the ONA did try to “destroy” the State and they tried this other method of trying to cause a race war. They tried – at least they tried – and Business was quickly shut down. But Time makes us forgetful, and so today most people can’t remember such acts and deeds done. They tried.

My personal objection is that I don’t even think the State exists. It’s not like you can walk up to a state and poke a stick at it. Where is it? If you can’t poke a stick at it, then what exactly should be burned down or blown up actually? What do you “destroy” if there seems to be nothing concrete to destroy? It’s not impossible. It’s been done before. But what exactly is anatomy The Enemy?

Is the State the white house? If we get rid of that will the State go away? Is the State capitol hill? If we nuke the hill will the State go away? Are the people in public office the State? If we exile all of them will the State go away? Is the infrastructure the State? So what we burn asphalt and bridges and semitrucks? We don’t even know what the Enemy is or what it looks like, so what are we suppose to poke our sticks at? Know your enemy is one of the first of Sun Tzu’s admonishments. What is a State? A State is a “samsara” or a product of mass psychosis.

Samsara in Theravada is not a place you are stuck in as it means in Hinduism where it is interpreted to mean some cycle of birth and death. In Tharavada samsara is basically a Sama and a Sara and explains what you do over and over again which you can’t stop doing. Sama means Common, Shared, Together, Collective. Its actually the ancient root in the word Sangha, althoe you’d never see it. The “M” is nasalized as an NG in Sanskrit, and the last “A” is actually not a letter but an inherent vowel of the M not usually pronounced if it is a soft “A.” So Sam is pronounced as Sang. The older spelling for Sangham would be Sam.Gam where Sam/sang means Together or Shared and Gam/gang means a group… which if you notice can be found in the English language as the word “Gang” which still retains much of its ancient meaning. A sam.gam is a Together-Group, a Common-Group a set of people share. A sangha thus means an Association, an Order, a Society, a Club, a Fraternity, a Brotherhood. Sara means everything from Soup, a Pond, a Lake, and a Flow or Current.

So together Sam.Sara comes to mean a Common Flow, or a Shared Flow. If people were running a marathon and you were running in it too, that is samsara. Every one is Flowing together or everyone is sharing a common flow. Everyone is a fish caught in the same current of the same shared pond or river. When you are on the freeway, that is samsara. You are flowing with traffic along with everybody else and everyone shares that flow in common. If everyone believed in UFO’s and you did too, that is samsara. If Lenin says that communism is good and everyone believed it and tried to live it and you did to, that whole communism and what you do collectively because of it is samsara. Which is where the shit happens in samsara. Because communism is just a belief. But everyone around you believes in it and their beliefs influences their actions in life which generates consequences. In such conditions, even if you did not believe like them or did like them, the collective fruit of their actions is what you end up being caught in. That is samsara. Can you escape it? No. You’re stuck in why. Id everybody believes in a caste system and in such caste system dark skinned people were shudras, and you were dark skinned, can you escape the current or flow of their collective belief and Vipaka ((Fruit of action))? No. You’re fucked.

But lets say that you were a shudra and you wanted to be free to be human and to just live a normal happy life. How would you destroy the samsara of this caste system? Blow it up? Burn it down? Damage it’s infrastructure? Attack it’s economy? First, where is it? Point to this oppressive caste system with a finger. The Illusion of samsara is in the belief that it is real… and so long as you believe that it is real – a real phenomenon is the real world – you will be lost in that Illusion. That caste system is in the heads of 1 billion people.

Is it easy to wake – Awaken/Buddha – people from the Illusion of samsara? I don’t know, tell 10 random people on the street one day that the State they were born and live in is an illusion, and of the 10, how many will awaken and actually see thru that illusion? It’s hard as it is to convince a Theist to see the world as being a material thing.

Once you’re stuck in the current of a river, it’s very hard to free yourself, especially if the river is strong. Like money is a current in the rover of a State. We can jive all we want about how evil money is, and how it is the cause of human suffering and how fiat currency is fake and based on debt. So what. What are you gunna do about it? Free yourself from its current? Stop paying bills? How would you eat? Where will you live? How would you support your wife and children? How do you provide for their needs and well being? When everyone around you uses money? You can’t free yourself from an Illusion, which is not in your mind. The illusion is in other people’s minds. The illusion or Belief itself is not the problem. The problem comes into being when such people acts out their beliefs because our acts in this causal world manifests Vipaka ((Fruit)). 300 Million people in America all acting out their belief in a State and money, means 300 million people are inputting Kamma ((work/act/deed)) into a casual system, and that system is going to out put a big shit load of reactions, consequences, fruit, end results, and so on. And you are caught in that wyrdful collective manifestation. How do you free yourself? And what do you destroy if the source of it all is in the minds of 300 million people? What do you burn down is the question. It’s not impossible, but fighting a phantom will be hard.

I think focusing our energy on a different aeonic method of eroding the State is more doable. By aeonic I mean very long term wise as in 500 years or so, give or take a century. The time would be spent doing two things, subverting the mental orientation of the people slowly to see things differently, and working to balance the States monopoly of dependency with self-reliant clans and urban tribes and communitarian oriented communities. Each community would then create or agree on their own currency to use with each other. The Mormon church actually has a great example that I find to be fascinating. Last time I was at a Ward my Mormon friends were telling me about their church welfare system. Its when you apply for financial help from the main church, and they send you these coupons. Then you can take those coupons and use them to buy food and supplies at church owned stores or stores own my Mormons that agree to accept the coupons. I just thought that was a brilliant idea. By subvert I mean to Subtly Turn their mental orientation so that they see things aligned to how we see things.

Whatever ONA does, we shouldn’t allow ourselves to get to the point where we can’t admit we made a mistake or that we failed. Because when we can’t admit failure or mistakes made, then we will continue to fail and never learn from our mistakes. It’s good to make mistakes and fail. It’s the only real way to learn anything – from trial and error… research and development as they call it in business. The best type of honesty is self honesty, which is hard to do. Actually anything that involves one self is hard. Self development is hard, because we as people in general tend to pay our attention on others and try to develop them instead. Which is why we argue and debate and assert our opinions onto others. Because we know better for others. Because we’re already perfect and always right. That’s why everyone is wrong and needs us to correct them. Not us an in ONA, just us in general as humans minding everyone’s business but our own.

But there is actually more to the ONA then just blowing up people and countries. Mundanes are extremophiles they tend to gravitate toward one of two extremes and they’ll see the world in their polarized way. So their mundane minds when looking at things and organizations actually only computes the extreme and exciting violent stuff, especially if you are American and raised on a lot of violent video games and violent movies. You never hear anything good about nazis when a Mundane talkes about them. Nazis always don’t do anything but kills Jews and skin niggers. Muslims eat sand and will all eventually be anti-American terrorists some day. Cubans are evil Commies that kill Capitalists. China exists just to plot on taking over America. ONA is about nothing but destroying the system. It’s gotta be action packed extremism for mundanes, or you’re not even real.

Q. Who is SugaCubez?

A. Not “who,” but “what.” That’s not a real important question, but I should say a few things to clarify a few things. SugaCubez isn’t a who. It’s a what. It’s a pen name or pseudonym and not a person.

It was originally a nym of a portal account we used 3 years ago to troll Blackwood and Chloe first made it. And again, the reasoning behind it’s original purpose is that of a pen name. Because you have someone like Chloe who uses her real second first name to write serious ONA essays, and that same name and person/a can’t run around the internet goofing off with some fat bastard.

With our WSA you have to be familiar with what a “Portal Account” is or you will be confused. We picked up the habit of using Portal Accounts 6 years ago on Myspace when we were trolling people. A portal account is just an account one of us make, then we give the User Name and Password to a handful of our friends to log into and use.

For example way back in the days when Myspace still had that new car smell and youtube had not hitched a ride with Myspace yet we were on it riding whore trains and making troll groups. Troll groups is a fake group you make to call in people you troll rather then go find them. So we’d make a troll group, fill it will fake profiles which use the same passwords whose User name is the screen name, and wait. Believe it or not, the only person in cyberspace to ever know Kayla 352 from 6-7 years ago when she and the rest of us were on Myspace is Knife Sotelo. That’s a weird fact. Back then Kayla was caught up in the whore contest with the other people. She had 10,000 friends at one time before she got tired of getting banned from Myspace. But she made a Satanism group and went around looking for Satanists to join it, and Knife was one person she just added and asked to join. She said at the time he was using that sepia picture of him wearing the sunglasses, which he still uses today. To this day Kayla is still a bona fide member of Knife’s Satanic Chapel. If you ever wonder were WSA got its influence to mix Satanism with gangsta culture… there it is, Knifer. 3 years ago he even made a rap song for WSA.

Our idea of a Portal Account also came from something we did during our Myspace days also. What happened was we’d meet certain new friends interested in reading more information about something. So since we didn’t know how to make websites to write things in and there were no blogs at the time we had this “novel” idea of making these email accounts which we can all share or have access to and then we write our essays and save them as drafts in the draft folder. Or we’d write out our essays in our emails and just send it to this Portal Account. So then when we do meet people who want to get more info we just give these people the User Name and Password to these joint accounts so they can read the draft notes and emails.

During the 6 or so years of us sharing accounts with people we met, we never had a fool play tricks on us and change the password or anything. Everybody was cool. But we saved all of our essays… which today have become the older Chapters of Opus Vrilis. So the pen name Caligula attached to Opus Vrilis is also a joint pen name we use. No single person is Caligula. It’s just easier and more effective to use one single pen name for one audience. Why so? Rapport. Over time your target audience evolves a connective rapport with that name or persona or image. Why rapport? Because when rapport exists between two people there is resonance between the target audience and the focal person. In such case the audience loses the ability to question what information/meme they are given. Do you question your new casters when they tell you things? No.

SugaCubez originally was used as a moving pen name online to troll Blackwood. It was made by Chloe, but Kayla used it most of the time. Then 3 years ago one of us made a Portal Account under the SugaCubez nym to access Mysatan and answer questions in. This was the time when I started using the SugaCubez nym to troll fatty at first with some other friends via the same portal account. Eventually I hijacked that nym and it’s now mine. But I actually am a real person with a real name.

All this trolling and fake profiles and joint accounts, and one can wonder just how we can tell if a profile is somebody we know. We had that covered since 7 years ago. We actually have a set catechism in the form of a weird question which should be answered by an even weirder answer. If the writing style and words used by an account does not look familiar to us we just ask the catechism question and if the person reacts to it or gives an incorrect answer, we know it’s nobody we know. Then also because we do use joint account to answer question and don’t leave our names at the end of what we post, we have a system of grammar glitches we use which helps us tell each other who actually wrote what, using the joint account. We each use a group of signature glitches. Kayla uses the three dots a lot… in conjunction with her intentionally misspelling a certain word or two and she also will capitalize certain words. I may use the dots in informal writings but my visible trademark glitch is using ((double open and double closed parentheses.)) I also have a set of words I capitalize and misspell. Chloe she uses [square brackets] in conjunction with her own set of glitches. So this way when we read a post, we can tell who logged on and made what posts. But those glitches includes lexicon, vocabulary, rhythm, and personality, which you just have to get use to. If for example in some random form some profile uses double parentheses and is dropping and breaking down Khmer and Sanskrit words to explain Buddhism… more then likely it’s me.

Q. Didn’t the real Anton Long ditch the ONA? Would the real Anton Long use the internet? Isn’t this Anton Long a different person?

A. It’s confusing if you’re on the outside looking in. But there is one sure way to kill this question or issue – Go ask Richard Moult.

The person behind the pen name Anton Long is a real person who has a best friend and roommate named Richard Moult. Go ask RM. He has a myspace and his own wordpress which is now his website. All you would have to say is, “Excuse me sir, I just have a question that is bugging me, is the Anton Long in those blogs the real AL?” If RM says, no I don’t who that is, it’s a faker… then it’s not the real deal. Why so? Because they are fucking best friends and roommates. The person behind AL literally takes showers and uses the same toilet and shave in the same sink as RM does when RM is not on tour promoting his art and music and doing gigs. Those two guys eat in the same kitchen and share the same fridge and watch the same TV set and feed the same dogs.

Which also, if you ((in general)) even have half a working brain, you’d be able to tell who is actually behind the pen name Anton Long because the SAME RM is associated with both AL and the person behind that pen name! Even if the person behind AL denies being AL in public. I’ll publicly deny being whatever pen name and pseudonyms I use for whatever audience to preserve my game. But if you were on the inside of the ONA and just mingles with certain sets of people you’d get it too and not even have to ask RM.

For example go ask Kayla. Many years ago we all thought that AL abandoned the ONA too. So when Kayla was corresponding with RM under his nym Audun, she stated several times that AL ditched the ONA. She said RM one time got upset and asked her why she thought AL abandoned the ONA because he never did, he was still there.

Or go ask Thoth from the Temple of THEM. Thoth has been ONA for over 10 years and worked with AL and RM. Thoth just recently did a project called Emanation which is a gift package of tarot cards made by RM and a music CD by RM. Who gave him the green light to sell the cards and CD? RM did. How did that go about? The two of them talk. Has RM ever told Thoth that the AL in the blogs is a fake? No… the issue is sooo of no concern that nobody brings it up.

Or go ask the Fenrir team who creates ONA’s news letter Fenrir. They are connected with RM. Or go ask Sinister Moon who is directly associated with both RM and AL who’s who. Or go find ask Chloe who’s who cuz she can ask a number of other Old Guards if this AL online is the “real” pen name. Actually nobody cares on the inside of the ONA because this subject is just not a matter to anyone.

There is another way to verify who’s who if you are soo interested and don’t mind doing a little detective work. Run a background check on all the ONA websites and blogs active online and see who its all coming from…

There is an anti-Myatt guy and blog/site associated with Searchlight who did this for you already. I’ll say right now that of all the ONA websites and blogs online ((AFAIK)) as of now 2011 all trace back to 5 people. FIVE… between 4&6. 1+1+1+1+1. Five fucking people. 1,2,3,4,5. 2+3=5. FIVE PEOPLE!

What 5? Richard Stirling… Thoth… Chloe… ANUS.COM… L316. I’m being liberal here. The guys at Searchlight will tell you every website and blog is one person: Myatt. Nobody in that delusional camp really knows how to fit WSA into the picture because its hard to claim that Myatt is Chloe, unless Myatt learn to speak Khmer and his brain is on estrogen haha. I’ve also heard that Kayla was RM. But I have bumped into many people who said that Myatt is behind onanxs blog. Check the IP for pete’s sake. All of the major ONA websites and blogs they go to 3/4 IP locations on this Earth: England, Australia, & California. With L316′s new orderofnineangles.net being a 4^th addition.

Actually I got into a fight or debate with some fool in this one forum a couple years ago when I was using my SugaCubez nym to answer questions about Buddhism and the ONA. So in a long ONA thread some fool came in and accused me of being Myatt. He started to get excited thinking he was talking to the Man himself and began to debate about the validity of ONA ideas. I kept telling this dumb fuck that I was not Myatt. And he wouldn’t believe me. I had to tell the guy to go find me somebody that speaks Khmer and have them chat with me, because I doubt Myatt knows how to speak it. This fool was so delusional he said that Myatt is intelligent and it’s possible that does know Khmer since he also knows Greek haha. Whatever.

Blogs and webites that can be traced back to Chloe and our team here in California is this blog ((onanxs)) or Tumblr; ordernineangles.webs.com, ona.soup.com, and maybe also o9a.org.

L316′s new orderofnineangles.net is the new addition and I don’t know where their IP is located… and I’m frankly not the least bit interested or worried where in the world they are. It doesn’t change the value of their contribution and insights.

Thoth of THEM has a number of his own blogs hailing from Australia.

The website o9a.org is a joint site not “owned” by any one person. Associates from ANUS – American Nihilist Underground Society – gave that site to the ONA c/o Chloe. Chloe asked for them to give two other sets of people access to that site. One set is the Fenrir Team in England/Scandinavia. The other is the Usual Suspects.

Most people active in the satanic forums online who tune into ONA stuff for whatever reasons will generally know the above named individuals or group ((ANUS)). None of them are Anton Long, but they are people with real connections or connectivity to the two key faces of ONA via Old Guards or directly…

This leaves Richard Stirling. Nineangles.info is under his name, and so were a few sites now off line. Who is he?

RS is or was the Outer Rep of Reichsfolk, and I still think he is. We know Myatt and Moult are or were connected with Reichsfolk. He was or still is the Outer rep/Head of the ONA at one time I think. We know that AL and RM are associated with ONA. He wrote a lengthy introduction to an underground autobiography written by “somebody” at the center of what we are talking about. So I would say that RS is worth considering when trying to figure out who’s who in ONA. RS from time to time writes blogs over at Pointhat’s blog too…

So we know that RS is connected since old days to both Reichsfolk and ONA. And we know he is connected with AL, DM, RM, and PointyHat. Then we know he is connected with nineangles.info the closest thing ONA has to an “official” site.

That site in question is just a place to dump ONA MSS written by Anton Long. You’ll find manuscripts by AL from back in the day to the present. What you will also find at that website are current ONA MSS written by AL from the wordpress blogs… what does that tell us or imply or suggest? If AL in the blogs is not AL, what’s Richard Stirling doing as the old skool rep for Reichsfolk and ONA putting up fake AL ONA MSS at his websites connected to him? Are we to assume that RS is ignorant and can tell who’s who?

At the bottom of the nineangles.info site you will see links to ONA wordpress blogs, some of which are connected to RS which are nineangles.wordpress.com… antonlong.wordpress.com which is AL’s personal blog… and satanicheresy.wordpress.com.

All three links are wordpress blogs. All three are ONA. One is Anton Long’s personal ONA blog. What is Richard Stirling doing linking a fake pretender AL’s blog if it is not the real and original AL? Does he not know? Why is it that every ONA MSS by AL from those blogs can be found on every websites run by RS and Chloe? How come none of the old skool ONA people like Thoth and the Old Guards have ever warned any one in the Backroom or via emails that any of those Blogs is suspect and not kindred or genuine? How come Richard Moult doesn’t say anything about there being a fake or imposter Anton Long? In fact he got upset and stated the opposite to Kayla.

So there is your basic easy answer, go ask Richard Moult & Richard Stirling who is who in the ONA and if there an imposter Anton Long behind any of those blogs recognized by any of us as being kinfolk blogs. Or you can ask people like Chloe, Kayla, Thoth, SinisterMoon, about 90 people in the Backroom, or MF316 and Dan Dread and Diavolo who all have access or connections with these two and any Old Guard or are themselves talking with and connected to these people in question. I’m dropping names because those are Niners I personally know to be kinfolk who are active “out there.” Or simple run every ONA website and do your own detective work. Check for IP locations and names.

Nobody on the inside with connections even cares about this subject. It’s the people on the outside looking in with assumption that care and theorize and speculate. You can end all that speculation just by simply asking the people closest to the Man himself: Moult & Stirling. I would recommend asking Stirling since most sites go back to him. But you don’t have to ask him. You just need to keep an eye out for who or what articles written by whom makes the Circuit. Circuit as in travels from key site to key site. You’ll see something RS wrote make it to Pointy’s blog, then quoted over at Julie Wright’s websites. Then you’ll see things written by Julie Wright make it to the ONA blogs and websites. Then you see Articles from the ONA blog and RS websites make it to Julie Wright’s websites… Oh! That’s when we can ask – Who is Julie Wright? Why she’s David Myatt’s personal Historiographer, there was a different word used but I can’t remember what it was.

Enter Julie Wright: http://www.davidmyatt.ws/

This is like playing connect the dots. Who is Julie and what does she do? She is a personal friend of Davd Myatt’s, who collects personal information about him and put them into a collection. She has a collection of personal and private correspondences with David Myatt based on several years of being pen pals of sorts.

See now it all becomes really bizarre. Because many of the ONA MSS found at Richard Stirling’s websites are also found on Julie Wright’s Myatt websites… and then many of the articles written over at the Myatt and Long wordpress blogs makes the circuit to RS and Julie’s websites… it’s all traveling in a big loop orbiting a single person. Who is that single person we ask? Why, it’s David Myatt.

So now with our detective work we singled out a Julie who for many years has directly been friends with and corresponds with Myatt. We can assume that Julie and Myatt thus talk to each other in some way. We can also assume that Julie may know Myatt better than any of us on the internet. Then WHY does Julie never mention, say, or warn RS or anybody in the ONA that there is an imposter Anton Long blogging?

The answer is a simple one, We are dealing with the same small group of people all orbiting David Myatt. With people like Julie, Moult, and RS having the actual direct face to face connection with David Myatt and/or Anton Long. Then you have key ONA personalities who talk to or have access to these three. And nowhere or nowhen in that circuit of key people is the topic of an imposter AL ever mentioned or even a concern. Why not? We can theorize that it’s all a conspiracy. That Julie, Moult, and RS, the Old Guards and New Guards are all faking an Anton Long as some leader of the ONA and they make wordpress blogs for their fake Anton Long. Would it really matter? No, because Myatt is still the central personality all of these people have in common.

You know when you babysit a bunch of little baby cousins and one of them does something bad like break like spill water on the floor? Then you say, “Okay… who did that?” And everyone who didn’t do it says, “Not me.” Who do we know is the guilty one? The quietest one… in the back… pretending to be invisible so he won’t get in trouble. It’s like that with the ONA too. Just look for the sneaky one.

Q. What’s the ONA about I don’t get it? I thought ONA was satanism? Why are people associated with ONA like RM all mystical and Christian? Why was DM a Muslim and not a Satanist? Hagur was a Catholic Priest? Chloe is a Buddhist? Where did all the Satanists go? I though ONA was Nazi, why is Shugz Chinese or Asian or whatever? What’s going on?

A. The Traditional Satanists of ONA are all still around. They just keep to themselves. ONA is like a large parent company… ONA Inc. So to diversify its Options… first what does that term mean, to diversify your Options?

Let’s say I have $1000 to invest in penny stocks. I buy $1000 worth of OTC Pennystocks of 1 start up company. That 1 start up company fails a year later. I lost all my money. That’s putting all your eggs into one basket. The potential return dividends with such a singular investment may be big, but that is rare. Other was is to diversify your options or play the field. I put in $100 in 10 OTC start ups. Some will fail, while one might steadily grow. In such case I don’t lose all my money and I have an OTC which might go somewhere.

The ONA is the same way. It’s like a parent company that is playing the field. It’s got it Intellectual Capital invested into an OTC subsidiary called Traditional Satanism. But the same Intellectual Capital is invested in the OTC company called Reichsfolk, and The Numinous Way. Then the same Intellectual Capital is invested into new start up subsidiaries called the Way of the Drecc, the Niners, the Balobians, and so on.

Not all of those subsidiaries are Satanic or Satanism oriented. Only Traditional Satanism based on the ONA’s Codex Saerus and Naos are. If as an ONA Associate you want to go work in the subsidiary then you will be into the Satanism. If Satanism is not your thing, you can go work in the Numinous Way subsidiary. If philosophy is not your forte, you might go with Reichsfolk. It all doesn’t matter because the same Intellectual Capital is the base capital of each subsidiary. The Way of the Drecc is not religious and not concerned with Satanism or the Sevenfold Way, or any of the Traditional stuff. WSA is a Drecc thing, we’re Buddhists. Niners are ONA but their thing isn’t connected with Traditional Satanism, although many Niners are Satanists of different kinds.

Or another way to see ONA is ONA is a Federal Entity composed of Constituent Member States like the United States is. So in the US you have Boston Massachusetts who have their own Culture and way of life, which differs from the people and culture of the Appalachia, which is different from the people and culture of the Deep South such as New Orleans, which is different from the people and culture of Utah, which is different from the people and culture of California. But all those States and people belong to the same Federal Entity and share a common Federal Identity and Federal Culture defined by documents such as the US Constitution. And so on. The member states of the ONA Federation are like the Outer Forms such as Traditional Satanism, the Dreccs, Niners, and the various Nexions with their own mixture or style. This ONA Federation is open ended, meaning that new nexions or forms can be added at any time by whoever. It’s ONA if it shares certain constitutional elements such as Anton Long as the Mascot, his writings as a foundation to further build on, the 5 Core Principles, the Sinister Dialectic, and the Sinister Code of Honour, etc. It’s exactly like the British Commonwealth also where each Commonwealth Nation recognizes the Queen as their figurative head of state, and where English is a common shared language in many cases, and where a certain amount of history with England is shared. But this doesn’t mean the Queen exercises any real temporal power in all those Commonwealths Nations. Each Nation is independent and have their own government and culture and history and people and ways of life.

ONA as a corpus of ideas and practical wisdom can be complex… but no more complex than Science. In science you have a leaderless institution with composed of fellow scientists. Each scientist shares a common praxis called the Scientific Method. From their praxis new disciplines and fields of study are born such as biology, chemistry, astronomy, nanotechnology, and so forth. Is a botonist a scientist, yes, one that specializes in botany. Is a cosmologist a scientist, yes, one that specializes in cosmology. Old scientific theories that no longer work to explain anything are discarded. Old theories such as Newton’s theory of gravity may be kept. Gradual with Time, new theories emerge which is built on top of the old theories kept. The whole institution is open ended meaning that there is no limit or direction imposed on what science can become. It is evolving and dynamic… but the institution does have its Peerage. And it is the Peerage that reviews new theories and debates and critiques them. Thus althoe open ended, not every scientist’s crack pot theories will pass the Peer Review Process. Nobody elects this Peerage. They are just well respected peers in the Scientific Community.

ONA is the same way. Old theories and idea can be abandoned, some will be kept if still useful, new ideas will be added, its open ended with no imposed limit or direction, but it also has a Peer Group. Not every idea an ONA person makes will pass this Peer Group’s review process. Nobody elects this Peer Group. It’s just a loose body of peers… hence Peer Group… who are respected or have earned a certain amount of influence. This Peer Group consists of the Old Guards and the New Guards. Most of all the Old Guards are very well mannered when reviewing new ideas and when rejecting them. New Guards like Chloe on the other hand if she doesn’t like an idea and rejects it will chew your ass out. But her peer opinions – or anybody else’s – doesn’t matter because its the Top Peer Anton Long’s reviews and opinions that matter. And these are just opinions and reviews not judgments, sentences and laws dictated. And idea can get completely rejected by most of the current Peer Group and still find its way into general ONA circulation and usage.

Anton Long is considered the Peer of Peers simply because of all and any ONA person living today, he has been ONA the longest – he made it and continues to make it – and he’s the only one to have attained the 6^th Degree in the Sevenfold Way. Unless somebody beats his 39 years as a Niner and also makes it the the 6^th Degree, AL will be Top Peer and will always be given proper respect and honour by the Peer Group and ONA Associates who live by the ONA Code of Honour. Most of the Old Guards in the Peer Group just lurk in the background and their main job is to just make sure that the Essence of the ONA remains the foundation of the ONA as it grows and mutates and adds onto itself. They are also there in the background to point out and call out imposters and pretenders which happens often actually.

Conclusion

There. I think I got most of the questions floating around in cyberspace. Most of those question have been asked a hundred times and answered 2 hundred time already. The battle with ignorance and assumptions is never over. But I don’t mind answering the same old questions asked by mundanes. Actually if you know me by now, I spent my time answering these same old questions not to enlighten or teach these mundanes anything new. I am the least bit interested in convincing a mundane satanist to live the ONA. Why do I take the time to write 25 pages worth of answers to old questions? Memes… like dandelion puffs blown in the winds of cyberspace. It just helps my try to get my Niner kinfolks to perhaps see their ONA in a different way… and if I somehow get them to see life in Many different ways… with many lenses, then what little work I have put in has bore fruit. And such fruit will – has as I have see – grow in perspective and in self development, to duplicate my efforts and bare their own fruits.

Duplication of Effort is the key to wealth and prosperity. You can work your ass off all day marketing a product to people and generate real profit by yourself. But being only one person your potential has a limit. Thus your potential for wealth has a limit. You learn to Duplicate your Effort right? By teaching 10 others how to be your equals, how to do what you do. How to work for their own wealth and prosperity and send them out, but take a cut of what they make. That then creates what we call Residual Income. That’s when you can play golf on Mondays and spend time with your friends while others work and you collect that residual income. Then those people learn to Duplicate the Efforts and generate a system of residual income to be your peers and equals. And in that whole process of duplication of effort the company grows in productive peers who know how to get things done, and in influence. But those who know me, knows that what Residual Income I work to generate isn’t for me. I make no claim to any ONA fame or fortune. Those who know me, knows me and my friends work to develop the residual income for AL and the ONA as a Kollective.

Rather then have an ONA run by one “Anton Long” I would much more like to see an ONA made of an army of Anton Longs. Where each of us do what AL does, the time dedicated to nurture the ONA, the sharing of insights and practical skills learned, the sharing of painful lessons from Pathei Mathos, the evolution of the ONA. For whatever reason and in whatever direction. As someone said it recently regarding AL and the ONA, “The center is well defined… the circumference has infinite potential.”

A long while ago me and some of my family were having dinner with a family business partner who is very successful at what he does and his wife. I was still in high school then. A conversation about business and corporations in context to “the future” came up. So naturally the fathers and uncles and this family friend started talking about “the future market.” One of us cousins confused asked the family friend what was meant by “the future market,” and if that meant groups of people you can in future get to buy your service or product.

The family friend said, no, no, no, not that. Then he said to us to imagine if we were take a marker and we were to put a green dot on all the people’s foreheads alive today… all the billions of them. Then we come back in 100 years what would we see? We would see that none of the billions of people have the green dot. What happened he asked? And we answered that the people with the green dots had all died. He said to us, Exactly, the people you see are New People of the Future. That is The Future Market. They have not yet been born. I remembered that idea ever since, and see it alive in many different ways. Hitler once said, “He who owns the Youth, own the Future.”

And from my own life long experience with my own living culture and ancestral tradition, I see and understand that what our family friend said and what Hitler said rings true even for human culture. A living culture must be able to impress in the new minds of its young progeny the traditions, culture, language, and worldviews, or that culture will have no Future. Cultural continuity depends on a culture’s ability to impress on the minds yet to be born its culture or it will die. Those yet-to-be-born Minds are light rays of white light that passes when born into a color filter to take on shape and form, but also such new minds are blank slates wired to acquire a mental form and worldview of what people such Minds are intimately connected with. It is just the way of nature. We either give our unborn progeny a culture, or someone else will. They either are given your ancestral culture or Numinous Way of Life, or they will be impressed and stamped with Magian Ethos. The choice is yours as a parent.

But more in line with ONA that concept of The Future Market is also applicable. If there was one thing I could or wish to teach or get across to other Niners it is the realization of whom they are writing and working for.

The people alive today with the symbolic green dot on their foreheads will all die in a short 100 years. And with their death they will take all of their opinions, convictions, paradigms, worldviews, gods, philosophical interpretations, religious concepts, and ideological beliefs. All of that goes into the grave with them. It is a waste of time to try to convince these mundane marked for death to see the world in a different way, to live life in a different way, and to believe other then their convictions they will hold onto until they die. And they will die.

But there is a Future Market of billions and billions of Unborn Minds not many of us consider writing for and sharing our insights with. For just as we of today look back to perhaps a Myatt of the 70′s, a LaVey of the 60′s… a Jesus of the 1′s… or a Buddha of some 2500 years ago for answers to the same ancient and eternal questions, for insights to better the world we have come into, so too will those Unborn Minds look to us and our people and generations and those in more ancient times for answers and insights.

The Audience that I write for – if and when I write – and the Audience I would wish for those of the ONA to learn to write for is this Unborn Future Market. Everyone alive today is literally marked for death. That Future Audience does not have any convictions yet. Their hearts and minds have not yet turned to stone. And there are Billions of them, and the Time frame goes on and on. Just billions and Billions and Billions of Unborn Minds that will look for insights and culture and practical wisdom of how to just see and understand the world, and get the best out of it.

I personally could care less if every human alive today hated ONA or rejected it and made whatever claims they make. Because I know they and I will all die and they will take their convictions and assumptions with them. But I have something they will never have – Aeonic Insight… the ability to see far ahead and act, and write accordingly. Not to convince anybody alive today, to but speak to what people will come tomorrow… my children and grand children, and their grandchildren and peers of some distant Future of some Future time and world. If Anton Long can by himself presence the ONA for us of today – his Future – then so long as I have my Aeonic Insight and write for my Unborn Market, I will have the potential to own a piece of the Future… a piece of Future real estate for the ONA and its Myattian Dream. Just one nexion is all it takes. But to have more would be even better.

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