SENTENTIA OBDUCO

Sententia Obduco

Since last year our ONA NXS blog has had a lot of people finding their way to the blog by searching “Chloe 352.” It happens at least 6 times in a day. So I thought I’d write a very long thing entirely about me and stuff about what strange and other worldly things grows in my brain! Since it appears as though at least 6 people are interested in information about me. Six is enough, I don’t need much to give me reason to talk about myself! Sententia Obduco is Latin for something like “passing thoughts.”

My Cyber Presence

Chloe is my real first name [one of two]. By our culture and/or social class’s Tradition I have two last names: my dad and mom’s. Taking both your parents last names is common in both my Asian family’s customs as well as my Mexican side. I’m not going to say it’s a custom of upper class people. It’s just that this seems regular practice amongst certain Culture people of Asian and Mexican ethnicity. My biological dad’s family name is my “middle name,” and my mom’s family name is my last name. Those two parts of my name will remain offline. “Ortega” is not my real last name, but I use it as such online. It’s a nickname.

No, I don’t have a web presence anywhere else but at our ONA NXS blog. Or at least no cyber account on the internet is specifically and exclusively me. I do not have a facebook. 90% of the people I hang out with are my own family and cousins whom I see every day in real life. I have no need to “stay connected” to them. If anything, I try to disconnect myself from them to get some me time. 99% of the people I know and hang out with are in my face everyday in some way. I have no need to “stay connected” with them via facebook.I got over that teenybopper stuff during our Myspace and Friendster days 6 years ago. It got old fast, seriously.

I don’t have a “cyber presence” in forums. What my friends and I have are things we call “portal accounts.” We usually make a single account somewhere and pass the password and log-in data around with one another. The first reason was that in the old days when we used the same portal account to talk about ONA or whatever, because all of our insights come out of one profile, it makes the profile sound extra smart and this is effective in causing resonance. After a while either these portal accounts get unused or one of us will adopt the profile and its nym and run around the internet doing whatever with it. One or two of our portal accounts have been confused for DM for some odd reason by many people. People out there are just paranoid and believe any ONA person on the internet with functioning frontal lobes must be David Myatt. While others want to believe that any ONA person online that can articulate a sentence is David Myatt so they can debate such people thinking they are out thinking or debating the Man, because they live their mundane Myatt obsessed life running around the Internet to fight and pick on DM. It’s the latest craze these days. What better way to show other imbecile mundanes you have cyberballs then to attack digital paper tigers and troll legions of draconian David Myatts lurking everywhere in the most disinteresting of web forums. Yes indeed, internet trolls these days are the heroes of the mentally impaired.

My Ethnic Makeup

I am mixed with a lot of things, Mexican being one. Which is why race is no real issue to me, and why I can afford to be an equal opportunity racialist. My biological dad is Mexican. Or specifically Mestizo which is a mix of indigenous people and White Europeans. From his family name, the White side of him originates from Portugal in some distant past. My parents were never married, they lived together, then spilt up.

But I do have bonds and relationships with my Mexican family. Blood is Bond. But the reason why I don’t talk about my “Mexicanness” is because my dad and his family have been living in California since before California was a state. And so, my Mexican side is as American as America. Because my Mexican side is as American as any other secular American, what do I have to talk about? Tortillas? Hot dogs? Being American? Being Secular? Being Republican? Plus I’m not raised by my Mexican side. And also I look more like my aunt-mom and Asian cousins than my Mexican relatives. Why do I look like my Asian cousins and not my Mexican relatives? It’s a fascinating thought.

My culture has an ancient traditional belief that when a girl is pregnant whatever or whomever she thinks about the most during her pregnancy influences how the baby will come out looking like. So in our culture, when we learn that one of our girls is pregnant she’s not allow to watch TV, look at ugly picture, or listen to alarming music, or be around unslightly people – such as fat people – and she is not allow to do any kind of work or be in any situation where she gets strongly angry, scared, or freak out. Otherwise the baby may come out affected.

So if you have cousins that look like their fathers, it means that the mother during her pregnancy was either really in love with the father, or thought about him often. And this can even be a thinking about in a hating and irritated kind of way. If your cousin looks like their mom, it means the mother was thinking about her own self and her own life, etc. So why did I come out looking like people on my mom’s side of the family? Because at the time my mom abandoned her family to be with her boyfriend [my dad] and during her pregnancy she said she felt very sad and missed her family, most especially her favorite sister [my aunt-mom] and she would think about them at night. It’s also said that as a baby you grow to take on the look and character traits of whoever is breast feeding you, since the breast milk is also considered “blood.” My mother was thinking about my aunt-mom when she was pregnant with me, and my aunt-mom raised me and breast fed me; so I actually did come out looking more like my aunt-mom or her genetic daughter.

My grandparents on my Asian side are something like 60% Han Chinese. Specifically Hokkien, Teochew, and Cantonese. If you image google Taiwan Girls, you’ll get an idea of what me and my cousins look like, since most Taiwanese are Hokkien [Hoklo] people. My grandmother says her parents and their relatives spoke Hokkien when they used Chinese. I have at least 5 uncles I know whose names are Uncle Hok. I have cousins who are 90% Han Chinese of mostly Teochew stock. It’s all hard to tell because of the strange fact that a lot of line-breeding has been going on over many generations. So it’s hard to determine the percentage of genetic stock when no new blood is added into the mix you know? The other 40% of my Asian side is Thai, with Laotian way in the background. But my Great grandmother is mostly Thai-Chinese.

Language(s) I Speak

I honestly speak only one fluently: English. I understand spoken Khmer, but I don’t know enough words in my lexicon to make a whole sentence to speak with common folk Khmer people. The Khmer my family uses is of a higher register and so we use different words, and pronouns are obsolete. How do I explain this? It’s like you have a kingdom the size of New York City and 85% of your citizens speak common street grade slang, and you were born and raised by a family of Yale graduates who work as lawyers and politicians. You understand and speak the same “language” but as far as talking with the 85% commoner goes and being understood, your language skills can be considered “impaired” due to difference in lexicon/register and cultural matrix.

I can read and speak more Spanish words than Khmer. I know as much French as I do Spanish; enough to understand what I am reading half the time which doesn’t mean anything. I took German in high school during my “Hitler years.” I think I was the only Asian or ethnic person in the whole school to have a picture of Adolf Hitler on my folder and the White friends I had – from German class – were all either local skinheads or members of the KKK. I was even made a full fledged member of their skinhead crew called SLWB which stood for Skinny Little White Boyz. If you’re a girl it’s SLWG [the G for Girlz].

Everybody knew I was Asian and not white in my White group of friends, but they didn’t seem to care. They actually defended my confusion, by saying: “Asian is the other White meat.” So during lunch period we’d be in the library and I’d check and edit my White friends German homework and essays. Which was where we did all of our philosophical or ideological talks on National Socialism, racial supremacy, Jews, Zionism. My Aryan friends were intelligent, unlike the Nazi hillbillies you encounter in the Midwest. They were considerate enough to remember that Japan was the last of the Axis powers to hold out till the very end. It took two nukes and the world to stop the Japanese side of the Axis! Eat that Italy. The Axis shall rise again! If you’re a National Socialist and you know your history, you have to at least give your props to your Asian kinfolk for trying.

Early Nazi Friend Influences

I was sort of influenced by them. But first of all what race am I? Asian or Mexican? Hokkien, Cantonese, or Aztec, or Portuguese? I do have racialist feelings , but those feelings isn’t some blanket world view I cover over an entire race with. If you are within my field of awareness in some way and you are stupid or bugging me, yeah, I’ll treat you like you’re stupid and I’ll hate on your skin color, ignorance, religion, gender, whatever. But that’s it. Just because I try to attack everything about you as a person, doesn’t mean I dislike a person of the same skin color and nationality as you are, because they might be respectful and nice to me. I have to know you to like you, and I have to know you to hate you.

But I don’t have to be influence by my White friends to have deep prejudices about certain kinds of people. I get that from my own family and culture I was raised in. They just have a deep dislike for people called “peasants” and commoners. It’s weird because for my family, they were all born and raised in a different country which was in general 80% racially homogeneous. The 80% majority were subjugated and disliked. But the “racism” or “classism” that existed in that country and culture is more extreme and volatile than the racism and supremacy thing between Whites Aryans and Blacks/Jews.

It was the same general race, but the classism was extreme. During the monarchal period upper class/strata people were extremely abusive to citizens and Vietnamese immigrants. You can kill a commoner and immigrant as an upper class person and not get in trouble in any way because of rampant nepotism in the law and judicial system. Chances are, if you were from the upper class, the lawyers, judges, cops, mayor, of your city were all relatives of yours who shared your same disgust for peasants and immigrants Vietnamese. And then the tables were turned during the Khmer Rouge revolution when all of them – peasants and Vietnamese immigrants – slaughtered 2 million people in retaliation out of simple hatred for being abused and mistreated for centuries. Cause and Effect is a bitch sometimes I guess.

Family History

What I know is based on what I hear my family talk about. Mostly my aunt-mom, mother, and great grandfather – the one who is the only one to speak English – who was an Ambassador to the US during Nixon.

The great grandfather says that his family came from China and moved to southern Thailand. The great grandfather and his brothers and sisters ended up marrying into an Oligarchic Thai family who owned large amounts of property/land in a southern province called Phra Tabong at the time. So that’s where our family’s Thai and Chinese comes from.

So my Thai great grandmother and her siblings are the one that comes with the status and class. The great grandmother is a third generation descendent of a king of Thailand who reigned during the mid 1800’s or so. But this is pretty much meaningless to people outside our family and relatives, and it also gives us no real ties with the current House of Chakri, because this king in question had over 100 children with multiple wives. Our family traces its lineage back to one of those wives and her children she had by him. This is all just family history. It is meaningless today, but as a coherent family, it is important to have a history or to know your history and to past that knowledge to each generation, so they know where their blood has come from and thus where it should go. If you look at the Royal Insignia of the House of Chakri and compare it to our Nexion’s “Trisickle” symbol, you will see that it is the same design. The trident both insignias have are the same. The Sickle in our Triscikle is a Chakra [bladed wheel]. I got the sickle from the Reichstar or the Wheel of the Cosmos in the ONA which is a circle of 4 spinning Sickles in the shape of a swastika.

So all of those people and their children all lived on the property in Tabong province. Tabong means a Club or big Stick that you beat people with. Until during the 40-50’s when that province was reverted back to the kingdom of Cambodia. Historically Thailand sacked Cambodia in the late 1300’s and took that land and the whole of Cambodia. It got re-renamed “Battambong” and during the whole process the family just stayed on their property because they owned large parts of it and had farms and plantation there anyways. That’s how my grandmother technically became “Khmer,” but my grandmothers – every old relative granny’s age is a grandmother – only speak Khmer with an accent. They can’t read or write it. They all speak Thai. The great grandparents all speak Chinese.

Inside Cambodia they networked with the Khmer Oligarchic families. So eventually you end up with the Prime Minister of Cambodia at one time being my grandmother’s cousin, who got shot at the airport by the Khmer Rouge trying to get into the country to look for the family. The generals that ran the military were cousins of my grandmother. Other government officials were cousins of my grandmother. One of my grandmothers uncles, whom we call great grandfather, was picked by the King of Thailand to be the Supreme Patriarch of Thailand. That’s like the spiritual office of Dalai Lama, except for Thailand’s Theravada Buddhism. There were others in other fields and professions, but all those people mostly got killed during the revolution.

Those that survived like my grandmother and all of her children minus one, survived because the relatives in Thailand fished them out of the insane country and they gave everybody some money and relocated them to California where it was safe. And for 20 years my grandmother forbade anybody to use the family names fearing the Khmer Rough’s remnant underground sympathizers in America would find us and kill us. Like they did to one of my mom’s own cousins here in the states during the 90’s. His name was Uncle Hok. He had been living here for over 10 years and had children here – my second cousins – and a couple of the underground sympathizers broke into his house one night and shot him. Just because a war ends, doesn’t mean the ideas and propaganda stops spreading. If you lived in my shoes you’d know first hand from intimate association and exeprience the destructive power of ideas and how they refuse to die out. It’s been 70 years and there are still Nazis walking around hating Jews.

My “Feminist” Views

My views on gender role actually comes from my own culture and people. It’s Matriarchal. In my own culture girls rule the nest/home. It doesn’t matter what the men do for a living because you come home after work. It doesn’t matter if as a man you are a king or prime minister because you still have mothers, aunts, and sisters that tell you what to do when you are at home. Grandmothers and women don’t need some silly “right” printed on paper which says they can or can’t vote or be in politics. They just tell you their policies when you are home which you would restate or implement. Otherwise your wife leaves you, your wife’s family takes your children away, and your wife’s brothers and male cousins assassinate your ass themselves or they pay someone to do it. Paperwork and “right” don’t mean shit. As an oligarchic female, you don’t want common females to have some paperwork “rights” so they can vote to stick their ignorant peasant noses into places they don’t belong: state affairs.

Hypothetically what are you gunna do if you are some king while your wives and concubines are all blood related to two or three oligarchic families? Not only are you pussy-whooped, but those pussies that own you belong and are loyal to their families not you. Grandmothers don’t care of you are some prime minister running some state. Your wife is their daughter or grand daughter. We don’t use pronouns in speech, so when you want to say “she” we use words like “Girl,”  “Lady,” etc. As a man, if they like you, you get called things like “Sir,” or by your title; if the old ladies don’t like you, you get called by a generic word which means “it.” You literally here the old ladies talk about kings and politicians saying things like: “What can it do to us? It is married to our own daughters. We can tell our daughters to put poison into its food and kill it if it doesn’t do what it is told to do. Why would our female race give birth to these men if it is disobedient to its creators? If the female race has the power to give it life, we have the power to take its life also.”

In a matriarchal social order, and an aristocratic family, your son is a tool you use to get your family into higher spots in the social strata and to get you linked to more wealthier and more powerful families. Your son is only a means to an end. You work hard to train your sons to accomplish big things in life because those accomplishments are his resume you will show the other family. The goal is not to marry your son off to another family. The marriage is meaningless because they can divorce. The goal is to have your son impregnate the other family’s daughter as soon as he can to produce offspring. That offspring is your blood link to the other family. Once that offspring is born, the manipulative work is all up to you as cunning grand parents to forge a strong bond with that offspring so they will love you and share their inheritance with not you but your other children and that offspring’s cousins.

It’s all this manipulative transgenerational inheritance plunder business. If you know how to play the game right, in a few generations your “bloodline” end up running the kingdom. Girls in this type of society don’t have to do anything. But your grandparents tries to pair up their daughters with good looking mates so their grand daughters come out as pretty as possible. The prettier you look and the more traditional and cultured you are – plus a good pedigree [breed, relations, estates, connexion, status, etc] – the more prized you are, because men are stupid and think with their dicks in any culture. Which is why in such culture and/or traditional cultures being a gay male is frowned upon. Not because it’s immoral, but because you would have no desire to marry and breed with a girl. You thus have no practical use in this context.

As a side note, don’t ever let anybody tell you that being gay is “unnatural.” That word “natural” and “unnatural” in this context has no real substantial meaning. If you look in Natural or even on youtube you will find “homosexual” behaviour and conduct in animals. I watched two guy bisons have sex with each other, penetration and all. I seen it. It is neither “natural” or “unnatural.” It simply exists as an expressible potential within the Human Condition. Being Human is like being a sofa with cushions. You have a lot of junk in the cracks. All that junk is stuff you as a Human can express for whatever reason. If the junk was not there, you would not be able to express it in your humanness. War, culling, love, cannibalism, crossdressing, these are all junk under our Human sofa we have and can express. Some more reluctantly expressed than others. A tick has junk under its sofa cushion to spend its whole life sucking the blood off a horse. That’s one kind of junk we don’t have a people. Even if you were odd and believed yourself to be a vampire, you can’t live your whole life stuck to a horse and sucking its blood. You just can’t. It’s not a potentiality within your Human Condition. Being emotionally, physically, or sexually attracted to different kinds of people – and sometimes animals –  are.

But it’s not imbalanced. Girls in my culture have a “place” and function to perform: domestic stuff. Traditionally as a girl you work the house environment, cook, and raise children. You don’t work. You aren’t allowed to work or leave the home. If you get married, your husband must support you so you can stay at home. It’s unbecoming for a woman of our class strata to work. That’s what men are made for. Why should we work? We have your kids, let you sleep with us, and cook for your ass? Fuck you, get to work.

Guys come home from work these days and they bitch about life. Girls these days, we work like you, we mother your children and you, we take care of the home, and we cook for you and you don’t hear us crying and bitching telling you to get us a beer. Fuck you, get your own beer.

I was raised with my whole family teaching me things like: “A wise one of the Female Race/Kind must know to never love the male race/kind. Those “people” are worthless. You can get married, but there are thousands of men walking around. You lose one, you can find another the next day. But your sisters, brothers, children, and family, can never be replaced, and will always love you and be there to care for you. Those men are not family. Don’t waste your time loving your future husband. Just like “it,” as if “it” were a friend. And don’t every trust “it” completely. “It” is a worthless animal, only good for working and providing for your needs. If “it” stops providing, find another one.”

In my culture, the female isn’t a gender, we are a race or kind, and males are their own race and kind. If I am “racist” this is the context of my “racism.” Girl People are better than Man people. Girl People are closer to the Divine/God. Our mothers are living goddesses in our culture with the power to wash your “bad karma.”

So I am not a feminist in the Western/American sense. I don’t believe or want gender equality. Nor do I believe in gender equality. I am honestly culturally Traditional. Meaning that I believe women kind are inherently better than men. But unlike feminists I don’t believe I should have equal “right” as men do. I want better rights, and I want men to have less rights. I want men to have only the right to work. And I don’t believe women kind should or needs to work, especially if you are a mother. I’m not a “feminist,” I’m more accurately a “Matriarchist.” I like being feminine and wearing normal girl clothing. I don’t want to have some stupid equal right to walk around bare chested in public like guys do. I like wearing bras, I don’t want to burn them.

Even in my own Matriarchal social weltanschuung, men have their place of power. We female-folk have our own place of power where we on a human level get to make the decisions: the domestic sphere. The men by their very territorial nature have their own place of power: the terrestrial/political sphere. We each must respect our respective places of power and allow the other to naturally function in those places of power. A girl has no natural right to be territorial and be in politics. A man had no natural right to stick his nose in the domestic sphere of blood, family, and progeny. As a Traditionalist, I believe each gender has their proper place by Nature, and when you make abstract ideologies and act all politically correct where we force humans to go against what Nature had decreed by sticking girls and guys in places they don’t belong you fuck shit up.

It’s not you dharma. So what if you are a girl and you can shoot an AK 47, get the hell out of the military and raise your children proper. Unless that is actually what you personally are drawn to. So what if you are a guy and can wear a dress and make a banana flambé. Put that shit down and go be a fucking warrior or politician. Unless being that way is your dharma. It’s about the dharma of an organic system. In a tribe some are born naturally inclines at art while others naturally are rough at play. The former in the tribe has the dharma of imbuing the tribe with inspiring works of art, the later will end up defending the tribe with his dharma as a soldier. Let each person be what they are naturally drawn to. If you are a girl and you are actually drawn to the work place and are good at it, fine. But don’t make me work. I don’t want to be liberated to work a job.

If you are a girl and you like walking around with no bra and hairy manlike armpits, fine. But don’t turn it into a movement and call it women’s liberation. No real girl wants to be free to be hairy and manlike; unless they are French. You can keep the freedom and right. Same with guys. If you are actually naturally drawn to the domestic sphere, fine. But don’t make every guy gay like you. Let other’s seek and express their dharma. And so collectively Nature has given female kind and man kind their own dharma or places of power they generally excel in. Let Nature do its shit. You don’t need to stick your hubris noses into Mother Nature and Father Time’s business and liberate shit. They know what they are doing. They have been doing it without your hubris ass for 4 billion years. I’m not a feminist or into women’s lib. I am a Traditionalist and Matriarchist. I like to use what has been proven to work in nature and practice; not what sounds good in theory and policy because it makes people feel safe.

American girls are weird, in that they are easily misled or subverted by the System. They don’t seem to have any real sense of self worth and value. As if they don’t understand the value and power of the “Female Race” that we give birth to men, we raise and mother them, we nurture them, and we give ourselves to them, we serve them because we feel for them. And they in turn treat us like second class things. That male race is a despicable and rotten race. The Westernize girl is led to believe that struggling to be “equal” to men is the holy grail of a girl’s life. And as they pursue their equality, nobody raises the children. And thus, the very foundation of humanity’s future is weaken: the children. Some state ends up raising them. It’s unbecoming for a girl in the West to just want to be a home maker and mother. Different cultures I guess. I like them though as sisters and fellows of a Girl Race. Western guys though to me, I have nothing but disdain for 90% of them. It’s a cultural thing. Why seek to be “equal” when Nature made us better?

My Political Orientation

Conservative; Classist; Unilateralist; Elective Monarchism, and Meritocratic Aristocracy.

By Conservative I mean that I do not believe politics should have any influence or say on a people’s Culture and Tradition. I believe that each people have the right to conserve their people’s culture and tradition. I am therefore against this Western bullshit concept of egalitarianism and political correctness. I’m Asian by culture: don’t be forcing you fucking White culture on me. You’re White: don’t act like you are Black or Mexican. Stay on your own fucking side of the culture fence. We’re not equal. We are UNIQUE to each other. That uniqueness must be preserved. I greatly dislike those peasantile leveling of humanity in the West brought on by this political correctness. Because it weakens the cohesion and solidarity and cultural identity of each unique culture and way of life.

I highly admire and have a great amount of respect for a White person who loves his culture, is proud of his racial and ancestral heritage, and will fight to preserve those things for his children and grand children. Even if such White people may see me as “nonaryan.” It’s all internal cultural rhetoric/mythos each culture must use to induce our own people and young generations to maintain their cultural identity, so the culture, way of life, and ancestral traditions are not lost to decadence and abstract notions of egalitarianism. My respect goes out to any race or culture that has this same strong coherency factor.

When you have White boys disconnected from their own heritage and culture acting Black, as a White Culture, you fucked up somewhere because you failed to provide that White boy a cultural heritage and identity; one that he can be proud of and be confident of. He has to seek that identity in other people’s shit? And it’s not just Whites. This goes from people like me too. What is wrong with you or me as an Asian individual acting white and joining skinhead gangs? People can say: “It’s a cultural melting pot. It’s a good thing!” Is it? Is it factually and humanly “good.” I have a Mexican friend who thinks he is a Japanese ninja. I love him to death, but what the fuck is wrong with him and his culture that he has to seek an identity and self –worth elsewhere? These types of people are called “drifters.” Over time – like 100 years – with all of these drifters drifting away from that Mother Culture, the mother culture dies. When that mother culture dies, your people are absorbed into a larger and more coherent culture. Not as an “equal” but as a support to be used.

Let’s look at the African brought here to America. About 300-400 years ago Africans were brought to America as slaves. In the beginning they had their own language; their own cultures and traditions, their own religions and cultus, their own world views, their own identity as a people or peoples. 4 generations – great grandparents, grand parents, etc – you have an entire race of Black people suffering from “Human Vertigo,” where they can’t tell left from right. They have White people names, White people world views, White people religion, White people gods, White people secular culture. But people can say: “Yes, but this is so because they are American.” The question is as a Black People what do they exist as a people for now? Whose destiny do they serve now? Their own Black People’s collective destiny? Or the collective destiny of White people or even some abstract “America?”

Sure they have the “freedom” to vote, but for whom? And ultimately for whose actual interests? Sure they aren’t slaves anymore and they can work, but ultimately for whose interests and WILL? Their own Black People’s interest and Sovereign Will [destiny] or White People or some abstract ideal [America].

Same goes with the other Cultures. I’m not really talking about race and skin color. I’m talking about People and their human Culture. There is a difference. I’m barely Thai by blood, but that’s my Culture and People.

When I say Classist I mean that I believe in natural human social stratification. Fuck this equality shit. It’s not a real concept. Sure we are “equal” in the eyes of law and justice, which is debatable. But it still doesn’t change our humanness and our uniqueness as human beings. If you take a room of children, and you give each child 10 pieces of candy, eventually some will have no candy left, other will have some left, some with have all 10 left, while a few somehow will end up with more than they started off with.

Same concept goes with adults and money, property, accomplishments, possession, manifestation. Stupid people don’t have much. Those that have the means, the relations, the blood, the will, and determination, the transgenerational planning will always, always out do the stupid. We each deserve our lot in life. If you are poor and a peasant fuck you, don’t be asking for equality you stupid fuck. Work for your wealth and status. If not for you, then for your future progeny. It’s Aeonics. It’s because of the wyrd of your stupid ignorant ancestors – grandparents and great grandparents – that you exist in the condition you do today. And it is your fault based on your thoughts, emotions, actions, and worldviews, that will manifest the life and condition your progeny will experience. Thus aeonically Peasant stock humans will always produce peasant stock humans.

Why did the Buddha call his Way the Noble/Honourable/Aristocratic [Ariya] Way [Magga]? Because when you understand how Causality – cause and effect – works as it is explained simply in the 8 Fold Path, and you know how to work it right as a group/family/clan/sangha over time you will produce Ariya Offspring who will rule over or guide the Anariya: Mundanes. Only the ruling class – the Ariya – with their power, religious and political influence via their kingdoms and states has the power to influence a massive amount of humans in a direction. The only real practical way to enlighten the mundane is to force them or herd them en masse like cattle.

An Emperor of China has power and influence over hundreds of millions of people in those days for example. Nothing influences our species in such large numbers as an Nation-State. Religion can’t do it. The numbers look big, but with 2 billion Christians in the world, hardly anyone is collected into a collective force to get any work done. It took a nation-state – America – and its power, resources, and synergy to put humans on the moon. If humanity as a whole is to evolve it is via Empire, and culture. And if it is by Imperium that the human species is pushed forward, the aristocracy are the movers. If it wasn’t for the ruling class and families of colonial America, no peasant today would believe in or support democracy. The mundanes are pushed forward. The Enlightened move forward on their own. The catch of the game is that you cannot move forward by yourself. Humanity as a whole must move together. In the 1600’s it was dangerous for you to believe in science of a heliocentric planetary system. You may believe as an early scientist to be evolved and enlightened, but you would be shunned and put to death. You and your early scientists had to spend centuries to enlighten the idiot mundanes, so the whole species can move forward. It’s just how nature works as a System. It’s how your body works as a System. When you move all the billions of your cells must move along with you in unison. It’s Aeonics.

You think the kings and queens of Europe of any kingdom came into human existence privileged with status? No. They are the end product of hundreds of years of transgenerational planned effort and synergy. You go back in time 1000 years or so in Europe and remove hard working, crafty families like the Medicis, and the other war lords who fought for their worth and won’t have any of those kings and queens. You’re human just like these people. Why can’t you struggle to do the same? Because your peasants. Because in your little pea brain peasant minds you are thinking to yourself: “Fuck 1000 years, I want immediate gratification Right Now while I’m still alive.” And from that simple peasantile mentality your children, and their children will inherit that same culture and mentality and they will forever be used and exploited as you were by those at the top. You earn that shit. Don’t be asking for equality. Your mentality as an Anariya makes you and your descendants mundane peasants.

By Unilateralism I mean that in a given social order or nation or culture or family there should only be one “body of policy” and one direction or one constant flowing/striving. What do I mean by this? I mean as a working organic system of trillions of cells, my organic system only has one WILL maker, one Policy maker, which is my conscious ‘person.’ When I Dictate: “I will cross this street to get to the other side,” every one of my trillions of cells has no choice but to do their shit to get my ass to the other side like I said. As long as I have a single Direction in life, and a single Will/Policy maker in my person, I will constantly move forward. And we call that forward motion Progression. This is the same way a monarchy or dictatorship is put together. There is only one Will, or Policy maker: The King or Hitler or Gangis Khan.

But you look at democratic nations and everything is all messed up. There is no single will any where. There are multiple political parties, each with their own direction and objectives. There is no single constant pointer or director, because every 4 years we get a new head with a new set of ideas and opinions. A democracy doesn’t move forward. It moves in circle, or rather it goes nowhere, because it needs to maintain its equilibrium. If it makes a move, it goes into national debt. In the old days, if your kingdom was in deep shit national debt, you simply plundered your neighboring kingdom and take their gold and wealth and land, and tax their people. Today our pussy nation-states can’t do that. Once a nation-state is in deep debt, it’s down hill from there. So it like a merry-go-round that digs its own grave the longer it moves in circles aimlessly. Is that productive on human terms and on the scale of centuries? The will of the people? It’s the will of a weak and egalitarian people that makes rules that says the state can’t kill and plunder other people’s nations.

I believe in something like a monarchy is the best working system for humanity. Only because in our human history, monarchies have had impressive longevity, massive influence on humans, over long periods of time. For example Egypt, and what we refer to as the ancient “Egyptian Civilization,” Imperial Russia, the British Empire, the Holy Roman Empire, and the Chinese “Civilization” with its emperors. But I believe the Monarch should be elected by a group of people with status who have proven their worth in the arena of life. Some sort or meritocratic aristocracy should elect the monarch who serves a long period of time, 25-50 years of so. The ancient Germans did this with their old Reichs, the Holy Roman Empire did this, and the monarchs of the ancient Khmer Empire was elected as well.

No political parties, no will of the people crap. Let the monarch be the Will and Driver of the ‘chariot,’ and let him do his job and work for the people or kill him. The functioning idea here is Synergy. As the body works in unison and that synergy is used by Me – the Driver of my person – to manifest things that benefits me and the rest of my body such as eat and bathe; the monarch likewise uses the pooled synergy of the empire to manifest his will, goals, aims, and objectives with mutual benefit for his citizens in mind. “But that’s impossible! It won’t work!” Says the peasant. How the hell do corporations and shareholders work then? The CEO has a job to perform, if he doesn’t do it right, cut him out and find a better CEO. As a shareholder who has CONCENTED/invested my self or resources into that corporation, all I want are benefits and profit for myself and family.

But what is the difference between now and “then?” I am aware that this idea, if we tried it in the West will not work. The difference is that back “then” in the olden days, that whole distant political system/Machine was BALANCED with personal and intimate organic tribes and clans. People back then – and still in many parts of the world – were not 100% dependent on a distant machine to take care of them and change their diapers for them, like the modern Westerner is. Back then people had huge extended families taking care of them called clans, and networks of blood related clans called Tribes. In the very same way as the first corporations in Europe existed. When you were Dutch, and some guy started a corporation called the Dutch West Indies and you invested your money into that idea to get a profit, did you have 100% of your dependence on that investment? Like you were sitting at home waiting for your hand outs? No. You had a family, to rely on, depend on, to work with, to help you get by. Nations-States nowadays in the Occident have lost that organic element and balance. As a Westerner, you have no clan, or tribe, or even functioning family to rely on. You are 100% dependent on your political system for handouts. Absolute power only corrupts when you as a people are Absolutely dependent on that power.

You think a CEO of a corporation can get away with abusing his office for long? No, the shareholders won’t put up with that shit. You think as a “dictator” of a tribalized nation you can abuse and corrupt your power given to you by a people? No. What’s happening across North Africa and the Middle East right now? Why isn’t this same thing happening in Cuba? Because there’s no damn tribes in Cuba. Cubans like Westerners have been broken down into individualized people dependent on the government. They can’t do shit.

When you are in the military of a tribalized nation, and the citizens protest and revolt, and you know those very same citizens are your cousins, sisters, parents, and grandparents or the relatives of your comrades’, what can you do? Do you shoot at your own mothers and cousins for some king or dictator’s interests? When you are the leader of a tribalized nation and your power base is your own oligarchic tribe, and that tribe defects and no longer supports you, what can you do? Shoot your granny? So that’s the real spirit of the matter: human relations. Not just Honour. Human bonds. Human emotions. Human need. Human love.

That Human essence is what is missing in the industrialized/mechanical Occident. It’s no big deal in the West for a cop to beat the shit out of a Black guy. At worst it’s the cop’s fault and he gets reprimanded. There’s no Human connexion there. You can, as a bank or landlord evict and foreclose homes and make people homeless. There is no human connexion there. You have your own bills to pay. You can emotionally afford to treat 11 million Mexicans as illegal subhumans for being in America without papers. There is no human connexion there. And besides, it’s “the law.” The West has abandoned living humanness for dead dictates of laws made by fatcats up in a congress who have no real intimate human connection with anybody outside that congress. But they deify those dead laws, just like their Western ancestors glorified sectarian laws made by fatcat priests in some distant Vatican far away long ago. What do you expect really from a broken down breed of people who for centuries worshiped a dead man impaled on a stick as God?

My “Religious/Spiritual” Influences

Buddhism is my first and culturally enveloping influence. “Buddhism” is the matrix I was born and still am inside of. In quotes because in the East or to Asians – generally – what is practiced everyday and what is written in some manuscript are two very different things. As different as Voodoo is from Catholicism.

A living Human culture is never entirely supplanted by some arbitrarily introduced memeplex from outside. And even with Buddhism, this idea of being influenced by ceremonies, riturals, rites, and traditions from the outside is spoken against. That’s one of the interpretations or understandings of what Buddha called “Silabbata Paramasa.” Silabbata meaning “Observances,” Paramasa meaning something like “Touched from the Outside/Other.” Touch suggesting an imposition, as your hands impresses itself on top of what it touches.

We’re dealing with a people who have been around for thousands of years. And so during that long period of time such people collect their own way of doing things. It’s like science in the West in that old theories aren’t discarded if they are useful, but as new theories are discovered, they are piled on top of old ones. So as a scientist, you can be working with new ideas, old ideas, and ideas mixed with old and new, spanning several centuries of accumulation of ideas.

In my own culture nothing about our ancient and indigenous ancestral Ways are lost because some goofball introduced Brahmanism or Buddhism. Like the idea was so cool the ancestors threw their living traditions away for the psychotic rambling of some weirdo foreigner from India.

We/they are still Animists. We still believe and have rites and ceremonies that are animist oriented. We still believe that Nature is alive, and that things in Nature are living with something we call life [jivit] and consciousness [vinyan]. Everything that grows has those two things in their own kind of way. Then there are spirit enities that exist that can interact and communicate with people and nature. Most of these spirits live in Nature, in trees, in rocks, in rivers. Then we still believe in what the West wrongly “ancestor worship.” We traditionally believe that even though the body dies, the spirit and consciousness of these ancestors does not die and continues to exist. They can interact and communicate with us in our dreams. And so, because they still exist, we continue to give them our love, remembrance, and honour. Usually we have altars with a picture of them, and on special days the old ladies will cook their favorite food they once liked to eat, and we offer them things they once may have liked such as packs of cigarettes, coffee, fruits, etc. And we “Bon” to them, which means to talk to them inside your Heart/mind [citta]. You pay your respects to them because it is they who gave you the gift of life, and the wisdom you house in your head, which they past onto you.

Buddhism, in my own culture is merely an extra element among many elements. It is merely a way of seeing things in a causal manner. Meaning cause and effect. If I work hard now, my grand children will be better off in life than I was. That’s Buddhism in motion to us. My cousins are in needs, so I share what I have with them. That’s Buddhism in practice for us. In such countries with huge networks of blood relations, the sangha of monks are not strangers free loading off of you. They are your own brothers, cousins, uncles, grandfathers, and great grandfathers. They have no need to deceive you with fairy tales and stories to brainwash you with. The sangha doesn’t even teach Buddhist doctrine to the people. They teach their own insights regarding life, and pass down ancestral wisdom from one generation to the next.

The Theravada Buddhism in Practice in such cultures is only superficially Theravada or Buddhism. Only in words and recitation of suttas. An outsider looking in, would not see anything unusual. But beneath the superficial chantings and quaint Buddhist moral lessons, is the much older living Tradition which your average Westerner is never aware of, unless you go out of your way to immerse yourself inside these cultures.

In my culture monks don’t become monks to be like some Buddha. They join the sangha to learn the esoteric stuff that is unwritten and past down by word of mouth. The chants they learn in Pali are not doctrinal chants. Each Sutta is a magical chant which performs a magical act. I guess the closest thing I can think of in the West is the old idea or notion that the bible’s Book of Pslams was magical in that each Psalms had a magical effect. Then they learn the more ancient Mon-Khmer stuff such as magical yantras, mantras, making magic squares with Pali letters, etc.

The Buddhism in no real way affects the older Brahmanist weltanschauung that was prevalent in Southeast Asia. Ask a native “Theravada Buddhist” who god is and they will either say Brahma, Shiva, Naraya, or even Vishnu. Nobody actually really knows how the Buddha fits into this hodge-podge cosmology. Some say he is just a teacher. Others say he is above the gods. Nobody cares that some scriptures somewhere asserts that there is no spirit, or self. People still by Tradition believe in spirits and self.

Dhamma, which is the second Jewel of Buddhism in our culture isn’t found in no teaching of some Buddha or some book attributed to him. Dhamma –as my grandma taught me and everyone she raised – is found inside one own citta [Heart]. Not in some temple, or wat, or monk, or holy place.

Buddha in our culture is not 100% the Buddha of India or the Buddha of the Tipitaka. Most often in Theravada culture in Southeast Asia, the statue of the Buddha is accompanies by a seven headed dragon hooding the Buddha. The naga esoterically symbolizes the more ancient and older ways. The Living Way in tune with nature and life that never dies, as a snake sheds its skin and symbolically renews itself perpetually. The Buddha itself is both a symbol of a state of being or mind: Buddha, meaning to know or have knowledge. And it/he is a symbol/icon of the culture and way of life itself.

The actually teachings of some Buddha are minor side details that old people get into and study because in their old age they contemplate about their own death more often, and they begin to wonder and search for answers. And so in their search for solace/answers they will begin on their own to read the 24,000 pages of the Tipitaka. After the fact that they have lived long fruitful lives full of personal experiences. In that moment of searching – empty and ready for knowledge, armed with a life full of experience – the elders grasp the Buddha’s teaching easily, because they have no need to debate or argue with what the Buddha taught in his lessons. They have already experienced it. The Buddha’s words are just confirmation.

So in my own culture its only the elderly who are into the “doctrinal” aspect of Buddhism, the words and teachings and ideas. Things the Westerner are enamored with. Doctrines are the pass times of the elderly who have lived a well spent life and have organically collected and earned their wisdom from life and its suffering. The Buddha’s teachings are only confirmation. If his teachings do anything for the elderly, they only help to explain what has already been experienced in a clear manner. The elders do not teach or force those teachings on anybody. Dead, lifeless doctrines should never substitute organic living and learning from life. This in itself is the most fundamental principle of Theravada Buddhism: Vibhajjavada meaning Direct Experience. Experience it first, try to analyze it on your own second, and only if you need further help in extracting insight from your own experiences do you thirdly go to an elder or the sangha for insights.

Most of the Buddha’s teachings are moral praxis based on the idea of causation and causality. If such teachings are meant to be applied, put into practice, or are designed to be a praxis, then what do you do with those teachings? You DO them not study them. So if a culture and people has had 1000 years to DO Buddhism, one must expect that after a thousand years the DOING of Buddhism has embedded itself wordlessly into the fabric of the culture itself. Thus, there is no need to study anything from some book. Your entire Living culture, the language and lexicon and register you speak; how you live for, care for, and share things with others; how you treat others, are all Buddhism in living motion. You can no longer separate the person from the culture, the family, and the Buddhism. It’s all one living continuum.

So that’s what I mean when I say “Buddhism.” This crap that the average Westerner gets an erection over after reading a few books and web pages are dead written words. They are lifeless. If you pack your head with this lifeless stuff they only become the stuff of mind games. Just words and ideas you have in your head which you juggle around. If only enlightenment were so easy. To think that one can just read the Tipitaka and nod your head in agreement to what has been written means Buddhahood. Or means that you are the living expressions of the Sasana [instructions].

The idea is like a foreigner coming to America desiring badly to be American. This foreigner runs to buy a copy of the US Constitution to study every letter and word of it. Later, he may even desire to be a “monk” of this doctrine of Liberty and so he goes to school to be a constitutional lawyer. In his studying of the Constitution, erudite knowledge of the Constitution, and scholastic authoritative understanding of this Constitution, this man belies himself to be a real American. My 9 year old cousin is more an American than he is. She doesn’t need to read shit about the Constitution. It’s second nature to her. Because that Constitution is fundamentally a set of instructions that was designed to put into living motion a way of DOING and LIVING, not a study. And so after 300 years of Americans doing and living the instructions of this Constitution, that Culture those instructions gave birth to is wordlessly past down to each generation as a living, breathing part of the people and their way of life. Studying the written constitution is only a means to refine ones understanding of ones culture as an American. So the Christians say: “Worship.” Then the Satanist says to that: “Study not worship.” The Buddhist says to that: “Do, not study or worship.”

My other early influence is the ideas in the Satanic Bible. Except I was never big on the last half of that book, with all the demon names and magic. The first part of the Satanic Bible which is the cut and paste of Might is Right was okay. I liked the original a lot better. The original was more parallel to my own thoughts. Might in the original book had nothing to do with Satanism. That original text was written in the declining years of the British Empire when groups of White people here and there loathed to think of a Great Britain dwindle in Power, Might, and Glory. So there were a few individuals who expressed their wishful sentiments of their era. Of how they long to see the Race [British] Mighty again to colonize every land mass on the earth. Hence: Might is Right.

The middle part of the Satanic Bible at first was thought provoking. Then after learning more about my own Buddhism, I just notice that the parts I liked was just “Buddhism” put into different words and given a dark décor. But you can say: “Oh but words have definitions. Different words can mean a whole world of difference!” Yes, true. So keep in mind that when I get my Buddhism, I get it in Khmer, Sanskrit, and Pali. How do you get your Buddhism? In what language? English? What the fuck are you looking at then? You think the fucking Buddha spoke English 2500 years ago. Is the “Buddhism” your looking at in English even Buddhism?

This is one problem I have with these Hubris Hillbillies. It’s with any religion or old writing. They for some reason think that the first English translation they read which they like is either the original writing itself or the more accurate interpretation. You see them do it with the Old Testament, where they wholeheartedly believe as fundamentalist Christians that God gave Moses the Torah and Tanakh as it appears in their specific translation of the bible. And that such English version is of course way better and more accurate than the original Jew language. Same thing with Buddhism, as if the Buddha spoke English and read Nietzsche or whatever Western philosopher is the craze these days.

He didn’t speak English. He didn’t speak shit because he never existed to speak a language. There is no archeological sign any where that a Buddha ever existed. In fact if you follow the development of this Buddha figure back into the past, you’ll see that the iconography of the “Buddha” was inspired by several different gods. The seated Buddha is mostly inspired by Shiva as Mahayogi whose statues of him in the same seated asana were found in caves older than Buddhism. Shiva was also called “Buddha” [Enlightened One]. But later/earlier still the most earliest iconographic representations of Buddha comes from Northern India, where the Buddha is often depicted in a standing position, dressed not in Brahmin garb, but a quasi-Persian, quasi-Greek, quasi-Bactrian vestment. Those earliest representations of Buddha were inspired by the Greek God Apollo. Pali during this time – as it exists in the Tipitaka at least – did not exist yet. If the Buddha ever did exist, he could not have ever spoken Pali in the same sense that one can say that Jesus – if he existed – spoke 1^st century Latin and not vernacular Italian. Pali is the vernacular and common street grade speech of a dead language which came out of Sanskrit. So nobody has the exact translation of what some Buddha said. They are all approximations and the parsing of words.

I abandoned Satanism for a while because I didn’t see the point in calling myself a label like “Satanist” when all that I agree of Satanism was Buddhist principles plus common sense anyways with black makeup. But I encountered the ONA and that changed things. The ONA – and more specifically: DM – is honestly my second sectarian or philosophical influence. Now when I myself say “The ONA” – being me – I mean the Myattian triad: The Numinous Way, Reichsfolk, and the ONA stuff. I’m not going to talk about what I think of the ONA since this entire blog is me talking what I think of the ONA. I’ve written over 1000 pages worth of stuff on what I feel about the ONA, and its influence on me should show. The ONA, and specifically DM’s ideas has honestly for me, been a greater beneficial influence on my mind, thoughts, way of thinking, and way of seeing the world than Buddhism or any religion, philosophy, whatever. In fact this Myattian memeplex has helped my better understand my own Buddhism, and better love my own people and culture with greater honour and pride. And that is a gift of wisdom worth respecting. But the question can be asked: “Do I believe Dark Gods or acausal entities are ‘real.’”

I’ve written about how I understand “reality” to be elsewhere. To recap, I see “reality” as a pyramid or as an iceberg in an ocean. There is a tip at the “top” and a wide base at the “bottom.” The very tip is the physical cosmos we live in. The middle part of the pyramid is what Jung calls the collective unconscious or its Buddhist parallel the hive of citta-santana. I don’t believe in a universe or realm of being beyond that causal/physical point in the pyramid. I do not believe in a supernatural realm. I believe in the reverse: a Subnatural gradation of Being. The lower down one goes in the pyramid, the deeper into the psyche and collective “unconscious mind” one goes. If entities exist, they have their root and being deep under the Unknown, which is why your ancestors when they die can interact with you in your dreams, or why as a shaman, you must go into a Deep trance state to interact with your totems and spirit guides. Does this mean I am saying these entities are “fake?” No. Fake has nothing to do with archetypes and Mindscape. There is nothing “fake” in a dream while you are immersed in a dream. That word has no substantial meaning. They exist in the deep. Are they manifestations of us? What isn’t a manifestation of “Us?” As mind stuff like thoughts? No, as things that can fuck with you. Unless you have personally experiences things of this sort, there is no point in elaborating. When one has gone through the experience, there is then no need to argue or debate.

My last influence is the Five Percent memeplex. The 5% memeplex is a secular quasi-atheist splinter thing of the original Nation of Islam which started back in the 1960’s. It has several names it goes by and there are “rival” versions and different versions. So I won’t even bother going into the petty politics of it which I absolutely have no interest in.

Even though most people outside of this subculture have never heard of Five Percenters, we all know of or use at least one meme that originates from this subculture. “What Up G!” That’s 5%er cipher, the G actually stand for God, not Gangsta. “Stop trippin Sun!” “Cipher” here meaning not a group but in-group lexicon specifically used in their memeplex with in-group specific meaning.. “What’s your problem Sun?” That Sun part in speech is confused for the word “son.” It’s actually Sun, which is 5% cipher for a God, the source of life and light being the Sun. “What it do Queen?” Queen originally is cipher for an Earth, Earthbody which is a female member of the subculture. “Break it down for me,” that’s 5% talk originally. “Droppin science,” “Do the Knowledge,” that’s 5% talk originally. Gangs and crews that put the word “Kings” in their name, that meme originates from this subculture. A King is cipher for a God, Godbody, which is a male member. They were pioneers in the hip hop genre and still are an influential subculture in hip hop with many artists claiming the 5% Nation in some way.

What I first liked about the 5% memeplex is that it developed during a racially volatile era when Black people were coming together to struggle for social equality, so the memeplex took on that revolutionary flavour and still retains that essence and racial restlessness of a people struggling to find or rediscover their lost soul, which I think is perhaps one of the most beautiful and inspiring aspects of the memeplex. The memeplex is Black oriented, except in the memeplex the idea and word “Black” means Melanin and every shade of Black from the deepest blue black of Africa to the palest yellow of East Asian. If you are ethnic and indigenous and not Caucasian, you are a shade of Black, and “Original People.” Caucasians can matriculate into the “Nation” also and many of the first 5%er were Whites, but technically they are referred to as “Muslim Sons” in the “Nation.”

The enemy of the Original People, of course is then the White Devil, but not exactly the people, but symbolically what we in the ONA refer to as “Magian Ethos.” You have to keep in mind the people who gave birth to this memeplex were common oppressed Black people who were more street educated than library type people. Which is also another thing I like about this memeplex. It was born in the streets and it still is street oriented in its words and thought process.

So the Devil [collective for an ethos] has his establishment or system called the Devilishment. And the devil has his religions called Trick Knowledge. The idea is to Build your Nation of Original People, don’t fall for that Trick Knowledge, and destroy the Devilishment or at least don’t support it. And don’t become a pawn of the devil yourself. Esoterically in the memeplex the Devil is anything quality you yourself harbour that is oppressive to your own growth and enlightenment and wellbeing. But that Devil is symbolized by the old world Causasian people that enslaved the Black people. The mythos states that Yacub made the White race/devil by “grafting” [here meaning separating] light “germs” from Black people and selectively breeding this strain of light people for 600 years. So esoterically the meme “Devil” and the in-group meme “Graft” mean the same thing. Not the white person, but the idea of separating something from its original nature. Anything that is separated from the people, Nature, Life, original condition is a “Devil.” So not sharing food is “Devil.” Thinking your are better than your own people is Devil. Using and exploiting your people is Devil. Drug abuse is devil because it’s a separation for what is Natural. Not being able to commit in a relationship to raise a healthy family is devil. Etc.

The best thing about this memeplex is that there is no coherent belief or ideology anywhere. It’s more a mythos than a memeplex. It has sets of key words attached to numbers and letters. Like 1 is Knowledge, 2 is Wisdom, 3 is Understanding, etc. You get all this by mouth from a mentor who explains to you their understanding of those key words. Then you add or Build to that by adding your own understandings to those key words. Then you Build shit from there on your own, using your own ideas, by Breaking Down things – which is where the term originates from – and Drawing Up insights.

So for example your mentor in your cipher randomly asks you for the Mathematics of the Day. You take the date and convert it into its corresponding key words. Today as of this writing is the 28, which is “Wisdom-Build.” Then you break that shit down to draw up insights and spit your knowledge of the Mathematics of the day from the top of your head base on what you know. What’s Wisdom? Wisdom is knowing shit and being able to apply that knowledge to get results. What’s Build mean? Build is constructing shit out of raw material so that your ass ends up with something you didn’t have before. What’s today’s Math teach me then? To remember that knowledge gained that just sits in my head don’t do shit for me. Might as well just have left it in the book if I ain’t gunna do shit with it. If I know shit, I have to learn to apply that shit to build tangible results out of the raw material of my knowledge. 28 reminds me that what knowledge I know is just raw material to be used for building. It’s not what I know, it’s what I do with what I know that means anything real. Any book or computer can hold information. You can scratch information like the alphabet of scientific formulas on a rock, and it don’t make the rock intelligent. Intelligence or Wisdom is knowing how to apply the shit. Knowing how to incorporate it into your life to make things happen.

So from that example, you see that nobody imposes on me a belief system. I have to make the shit up myself from scratch using basic words and basic key ideas. And what I Draw Up to make sense of those key words comes from my own insides. And so what insights I may eventually put together is all my own. If something doesn’t make superficial – “exoteric” – sense in the 5% memeplex, then you break it down to hell and parse the shit out of it until it makes “esoteric” sense. And to help you do this the memeplex has 26 extra key words assigned to each letter of the alphabet so you can backronym the hell out of any word to make it into workable things. For instance, A is Allah the All in All. B is be or Born. C is Cee or See, etc. Islam in the 5% memeplex doesn’t mean the religion, it is backronymed to mean: “I Saviour Lord And Master.”

That phrase might have no meaning to us today, and it might even be comical. But if you were Black living in the 60’s free but unliked by a people that used you and then threw you away, and you lived in the slums of Harlem. Then one day somebody came to you and told you that you don’t need those White people as your master, you are your own man and master. And you don’t need those White people’s Jesus and god, you are your own Saviour, and you don’t need the White people’s government to be your lord and power, because you are your own Lord. That was empowering. And it may have even inspired you to look past your plight and circumstances to work for something for your own self, your family, and your people.

This is the reason(s) why the 5% memeplex is a big “influence” on the way I use my mind. It has taught me a mental culture of breaking words and ideas down and twisting them every way I can to squeeze out as must insight as I can from each word. So because of that, I take that mental culture and I almost without thinking tear apart my own Buddhism, by breaking down every Sanskrit and Pali word associated with the Buddha, and I mentally walk around every idea to see it from every possible angle, then I put everything I have squeezed out together into insights. And I use the same mental culture on the ONA. As long as I get key words to look at, I can break down the words and squeeze new ideas out of them. And the ONA is rippled with key ideas and unique words. So if anybody ever wondered where I get my perspectives and insights from, it’s from a simple mental culture of Breaking Down and Drawing Up.

But the real blossoming and understanding comes when you take that same mental culture of breaking down and drawing up and you apply it to the unwritten wordless stuff of your own life and experiences. When you are able to break down life, Nature, and your experiences and drawn up insights from within yourself, then build new applicable ideas with that, then Life becomes your enlightener and mentor. For example, with that mental culture of breaking down things to draw up insight from inside of your own self, can you look at a stream and draw up insight from it? Can you look at a tree of fruit growing on a tree and draw up insights from it? Can you thus Read the cipher of Nature and De-cipher it for “esoteric” wisdom? Because if you can, then you do not need anybody or any book to teach or enlighten you anymore.

My Beliefs Regarding Breeding & Blood

Whatever I “believe” of breeding and whatever I end up calling it comes from my own family and from how since the 1800’s at least they have been breeding. It also comes from knowing myself, that I am – or actually my mother – is the end product of that method of breeding. In other words, when I talk about it, it is not theoretical, it has been in practice for hundreds of years and it has produced generation after generation productive people who maintain their status and place in society. When a White common person from the West talk about this subject, they can afford to debate the matter because to them the idea is just an idea. Peasants breed like peasants the world over.

Every generation in my family, since the 1800’s has either retained their wealth, possessions, property, and estate, or added to what they have inherited from their elders. Even when considering that as each generation passes, you will have more blood relations to “divide” the wealth with.

That understanding that wealth and estate must eventually be divided up is what actually gives rise to an endogamic method of breeding. By endogamy I mean that two people of the same bloodline/clan are mated with each other. Which is to say that the original intent of endogamic reproduction was not to produce better genetic offspring or some super race of inbreeds. It is the greed of old people. Even after all these hundreds of years in my own family you can still here the old ladies – the Bosses of the Family – complain in anger and disappointment when one of our relations breeds with an “outsider.” The complain is usually that the hard earned wealth and possession of the family as a collective must eventually go in portion to somebody not related to us who did not help earn it.

So when you and your second cousin are arranged to marry by the old people, it is not because they have actually determined that the two of you will make the bestest genetic stock of children. It is so that their own wealth and estates remains inside a single family. Thus there is no gradual depletion of wealth; no fight over what family gets what stuff.

But in practice when such old people in some past did implement this greed based method of reproduction they will have encountered unfortunate mistakes: deformities in offspring. And so from the encounter of such errors and mistakes, there is an organic learning process where these old people from one generation to the next learn to do it “right.” This is when endogamic reproduction takes on the extra quality and purpose of not only maintaining stuff inside the same bloodline, but now the older generation purposefully mates the younger generation together to end up with specific types of looks and qualities, ultimately to compete with other families.

If your aristocratic clan back in the old days had the prettiest girls, chances are some king will make most of them wives and concubines. Thus, from that chance, there may arise power, connexions, status, privilege, etc.

When you do come from a family that gives blood high consideration and keeps mental track of the traits and qualities of past generations, your then start to see patterns arise. You’ll see that if in such a clan a Sperm-Donor three generations in the past had a set of personality traits and characteristics, that those cousins you have today directly related to that Sperm-Donor takes on different mixtures of those traits and characteristics. And here I would also mean more than phenotype and physical based traits. I also mean – more so – the internal qualities of people. Such as the way they think and process information; problem solving skills; likes and dislikes; similar gravitation to certain professions and interests; work ethics; financial ethics; family values; and so forth.

So eventually your elders learn from experience, trial and error, and wisdom past down from older generations how to work with time to breed not just to maintain wealth, but to increase it by breeding young family members with each other who have certain desirable traits that will handle wealth better, be more cooperative, and have a strong familial bond with the family naturally/instinctively inherent in their blood.

What then do you do as an elder of such a family and culture when you have a set of very young people to work with who are impressionable and can easily Drift away from the family and culture? You incorporate “propaganda” narratives to keep such younger generations from disrupting your family/class’s equilibrium. This family or class propaganda comes in the usual form of idea of prejudice for lower classes of people. You instill in those young minds a dislike for “those other people,” by attacking whatever visible trait and quality you can use. If your family and class is rich and the people you do not want your young members to breed with are poor, you make it so that poor people are “evil” and bad. If your class and family has light skin, and the people you do not want your children and grandchildren to breed with have dark skin, you use that dark skin color to your advantage. In other words, the prejudice itself is just a tool and means to an end. The end being a strong family coherency/cohesion where members stick to their own class.

Why do you want family members to stick to their own class of people and not mix with the lower classes? It’s not because the mixed babies will be deluded in blood or come out bad. Mixed children are beautiful. It’s not about skin color or anything superficial used in such class propaganda. It is because you know and understand that as a poor person you suffer, are abused, and exploited. Your wealth itself is only a means. It helps buy you and your children peace in life and enjoyment of life sans the worry, depression, stress, suffering, abuse, and exploitation. But to insure that your descendants live a life free from such suffering and abuse you need to insure that they inherit the proper inner quality and traits.

If they are mixed with a lower class person whose ancestry has a resume of ill management of money and property, your mixed child or grandchild risks inheriting such basal qualities, and thus end up suffering and exploited. But more importantly, that mixed child risks passing that low class Ethos, that basal culture of ignorance down to each generation that comes out of them. Time and descendents are the key ideas here. In Time how will your descendant be? If you have the power now to determine how your descendant will be in future what can you do to manifest that potential? And what must be done to prevent disruption of that potential? These are things that your common stock human just has no thought or worry over. Which is why 90% percent of the time peasants will always breed peasants for thousands of years. The 10% upward locomotion happens girls from the lower end of the social strata marry with men of top rung status. Girls move upwards easier then men.

And this Way of doing things is not unique to my family or class or culture. It is virtually the same in every nation. Even in the old days in America, the White people of the upper rung of America had the same culture and ethos. They may not have practiced endogamy as often; but the rest of the methodology of class continuity existed. You had healthy conservative, well bred WASP’s from New England with a rich family history, where their children when to class specific schools and were raised inside a very strongly solid or coherent class ethos and culture. And that class continuity also incorporated in-class propaganda to retain young members from ignorantly breeding with those of the lower classes. And so you had well cultured WASP instilling prejudice in their children of other people, other races, prejudice about Black people, Immigrants, etc.

There was a time when this healthy ethos of family and culture was not unique to some elite sector of American society. Even in the 50’s your average White upper middle class family in average cities and suburbs had this same Ethos. Then the stupid hippies and their decadence came and fucked everything up.

The destruction of the healthy ethos that strengthened culture across time and generation was slow and gradual. Racialism and prejudices were out of fashion and “square,” or not cool. These common stock humans and their new liberal weltanschauung grew up and took over politics. And then you have this stupid abstract ideology of “political correctness.” Even worse, it was seen as bad to be proud of your culture, class, and people. Every time a White person showed pride of their dwindling culture other people programmed to be politically correct pointed fingers and call it White racism. Every time a Mexican expressed pride for being Mexican in via their religion or music or whatever, it was seen as either racism or a lack of desire to matriculate into the “Great Melting Pot.” And it was worse for the Black people. Black people don’t have to express pride to be knocked down. Every time two or more Black people stand close to each other everybody not Black points fingers and calls it a gang of criminals.

Everybody is either afraid to not be politically correct because they want to look like they believe the “melting pot” theory of America works, or they keep their racial and cultural prejudices to themselves: and we all know we do this. You’re bullshitting yourself if you say you are “color blind.” The only people who are “blind” to color, class, and social status are the many common stock humans at the very bottom of the human social order of a given Nation, because they have nothing to lose and everything to gain from such liberal propaganda.

To what end? Our collective actions born from mere belief manifests consequences we experience. Where is the White race today? What condition is the White race existing in? Where is you culture? What has happened to the solidarity of your own White families? If as a White person you can today see and feel that something is wrong, then what will conditions for your White people be like 100 years from now? Especially when you consider that other people still have their own culture. What will things be like 100 years from now when Mexicans will be the majority race socially and politically? What will things be like for the White people when China is the superpower and America is morbidly debt ridden? All you have to do is look at the state and condition of Black people sociologically and anthropologically to see your future fate as a White people.

The Black people in America represents a sector of humanity that has been fully dehumanized. Everything about their humanness has been stripped from them. They have no religion of their own, no culture of their own, no sense of common identity. They exist in a state of human vertigo where they can’t tell right from left or front from back. They struggle to hold onto anything as a surrogate culture in the same way people from a sunken ship grasps for things to hold onto in the sea to stay afloat. They go so far as to make a genre of music and sport a surrogate culture. In their dehumanized condition, we all know and understand that not only can they not dig themselves socially, economically, or culturally out of the hole they are in, but we all know they are easily abused and exploited by the more coherent sector of American society: the state, the corporations, the banks, the law.

That is the end wyrd and result of a human race which by its very nature is inherently tribal, collective, cooperating, having been broken down and dehumanized. The difference between the Black and the White is that for the Black population, the dehumanization was intentionally imposed onto them by an outside element. Whereas for the White of America your dehumanization is an internal matter. It comes from your own abstract state policies of liberal political correctness, this ethos and attitude of being bitches treading lightly so as not to upset the nice colored people because we’re all equal, progressive, and liberal. Because in this day and age such factors of cultural cohesion are backwards and un-American. America after all is the “melting pot.” Nothing has melted except for you own brains, and culture! To what end?

Is it wrong and bad for me to have a culture? Is it wrong for me to be proud of my culture and ancestry? Is it wrong for me to do whatever it takes to preserve my culture for my descendents so they won’t end up dehumanized? Is it wrong for me to want to breed properly to insure that my descendents have the right inner qualities to manifest what they need? Am I backwards? When my family came here in the 80’s they had nothing and half their relations were murdered. But because of their ethos, culture, it only too 20 years to make what they lost back. Wealth and status are only symptomatic expressions of an inner ethos or inner condition. You can take that outward Form – the wealth and property – away, and when given the time and resource whatever has been taken away will always be reclaimed and regenerated. Why are their millions of people in America who work their whole lives – over 50 years – and end up destitute in old age in a run down nursing home? What has all those 50 years of work gone to? To make others and their descendents who are more collective and cooperative – that Ethos –  than you richer.

There is a saying that goes: “You can’t make a poor person rich.” Of all the poor people in America who won the lotto and became multimillionaires over night, how many of them after 10 years end up poor again and in more debt than they started off with? Do the math. The money and possessions are only outward symptoms of an inner Ethos, which Ethos is culture based. If you are a person born from generations of poor people, and you were raised inside that poverty matrix, you are not a “poor person,” you are a living expression of the Field of poverty, in the same way that a magnetized piece of iron is a physical expression of a magnetic Field. You are not poor, you are poverty. Every thing that you do expresses poverty. It doesn’t matter what a magnet does, it will always attract metal to itself. Magnets do what magnets do. Poverty does what poverty does: express the state and condition of being poor. You give such a person charged or imbued with that ethos of poverty a million dollar and their descendents – children and grand children – will still come into existence poor. Peasants breed peasants. The Ethos is in the blood and the culture.

Why I Am ONA

Because I believe in only two breeds of humans: the Ariya and the Anariya. The Aryan and the Nonaryan. The Noble and the Ignoble. The Honourable and the Dishonourable. The Aristocracy and the mundane peasantry. The Cultured and the uncultured.

Because I believe that such breeds of people is not limited or based on skin color. In each race and color of people there will always be the Noble Aryan and the Mundane Peasantry. If the word Aryan makes you feel uncomfy or if White people want to exclusively claim it, fine. We can use the word “Ariyan.” Whatever.

The point is I believe Our Kind – the Nobility and Honourable – belong at the top. I believe that the ignoble inferiors belong at the bottom as a resource of exploitation. I feel no sorrow or remorse for the condition of the poor and the dehumanization of the common stock human of any color.

I am ONA because I want to share with Our Kind – of whatever race and culture – certain insights which I may have learned either from my own people or from DM. So that Our Kind – wherever they are in that idiotic liberal melting pot of America and Europe; and Asia as well, can realize the dehumanization of their culture and people because of what we call “Magian Ethos.” I am nobody’s saviour, and I can do nothing but share my eyes and what I see. The rest is up to each of you Lost Nobles. The work of rebuilding your own cultures and tribes and cooperative living is up to you and your own efforts.

Black, White, Latino, Asian, or Indigenous. There is in each people the scion of Noble Blood, Noble Culture, and Noble Ethos. Which Nobility is being disrupted by this things we call Magian Ethos. I am ONA because I would like to see such White Nobles, such Black Nobles, such Latin Nobles, such Asian Nobles, and especially the Noble blooded of the Indigenous peoples reclaim their identities, their humanness, their cultures, their traditions, and their pride of Folk and Blood.

This is all the ONA is to me beneath its fancy dark mythos. It is a spring of inspiration, and source of insight, a template of praxis, a method of reorientation, a practical Noble – Ariyan – Way of Life, and a method of reclaiming what has been taken away from us. I care very little for the mundane peasants. As long as their despicable breed does not catch the Bubonic plague and die off en masse, I am not worried over them and what suffering they manifest for themselves due to their own stupidity. The care is in the quality and condition of our Lives and the future of our Folk, Breed, and Land. Your culture and family – as well as my culture and family – is slowly eroding and corroding from ubiquitous Mundane Menace. If we do not suffer from this erosion in our life time, our descendants will in future.

I am ONA because I believe the occupying regime and the System is the cause of this Mundane Menace eating away of our sense of racial or folk pride, of solidarity of culture, and I believe this System must eventually fall somehow. I am ONA because I believe that National-Socialism – in whatever form inspires me or us – still has the power to inspire and teach certain Folk among us how to rekindle their racial or folk pride, reclaim their ancestral and cultural identity and heritage, to thus re-establish a strong culture and folk of their own. I am ONA because I believe that Causal Forms such as Satanism still has the inspiring power to get us to reject Magian Ethos as individuals and as a folk or clan or family. I am ONA because I honestly believe that we – the Ariya/Aryan/Noble – must in each of our own unique ways and cultures strive to presence the Numen to imbue our immediate environment once more with what was lost: the Numinous.

To the mundane mental cripples it will seem as though I hate America and the West because I may seem ignorantly hell bent in a fanciful way on “destroying” it.

When a federal worker goes to inspect a prison, and sees the deplorable condition the inmates live in, and this inspector desires to Change the prison system so that the inmates can live in better conditions, this is not seen as bad. This inspector is not interpreted as one who hates the prison system?

When as a student I dislike my college because of the useless crap that it teaches me and other students, and I want to Change its educational system for my own betterment and the betterment of other students, this is not bad. I am not interpreted as one who hates the college and want to burn it down forever?

Why then do I – and perhaps the “ONA” in general – desire to dismantle “The System?” How do you progress forward as humanity, or the West, when the System are locked inside of serves only to dig your grave? I have nothing against the West. I was born and raised here. I dislike and do not want to see the East or the South or Africa or Latin America be where the West was. I want to see the West go further. But the West is sick. It is suffering from a disease, and that disease needs to be cut out, if it to be better. The disease IS NOT the mundane common stock people. They are a vital part of the “ecosystem” of our humanity: unless one of you Noble Folk wants to be my maid and gardener. The enemy is Magian Ethos, and the liberal decadence and egalitarian faggotry it glorifies and expounds. That is why I am ONA.

If you believe that the ONA is a religion or some kind of Satanism, then you need to leave and don’t bother with trying to understand the ONA or DM; because you’ve completely missed the functioning point. It is in essence about your own numinous Human Nature, how that Numinous Humanness is slowing being dehumanized to serve the interests of an abstract State and System which has very little interest in you. It is about awakening to the realization that such degradation of our Humanness causes a great amount of our distresses, suffering, worry, anguish, and dependency. Then realizing that we must struggle not to destroy some abstract system that exists “out there” somewhere but that this abstract system parasitizing us is exists only as a construct in our own minds.

Without the belief in the State, it loses its realness and power. Remember, without the belief in the Church, Christianity lost its realness and temporal/political power over you. And we are seeing this same awakening in the Middle East with a people who have come to realize that the power and oppression of Shariah is not “out there” somewhere, but in the minds of the people all along. This is something we all should have learned from as children watching the old Neverending Story. Fantasia can’t exist without your imagination and belief. The State does not exist outside the field of mind. You give it life simply by believing in it and perpetuating its policies and interests. But there are many minds that are enthralled in the belief of its existence. And it is that mass psychosis which our prison is. In the end, the ONA is about waking up to the realization that we must struggle in a practical way to remedy the deficiency and regenerate what was lost and taken away from us: Our Humanness, Our Cultures, and Our Bonds of Blood and Honour.

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